Sad cat hat 😓🐱🧁

Also i hate thus my god yeah the others can dress as extra as they want its not much a deal its mas 80th birthday and her ulgy ass manipluting older son is so shit saying no im not coming also f everything and everyone im not going to please people just for thier egos and to make us look good hell no and mother you keep doing this barely lisen to how im feeling how i wanna dress this weekend i just want it over with i feel ulgy no matter what whatever least im getting my headphones fixed and a possiable restaurant we going to but if its just casual yeah no im going normal comfy style dressed

We ganna have to survie this month f it im buying me a fat of icecream im getting most idk its my money 😍🍦

You know what they can f up for all their life it doesnt give them a conshious anyway you cares you dont why should i f this ill just study at night you clean up useless lazy uncaring thing and selfish god you make me sick everyone else can love their wives and you got the best one ever admire mama but you disgusting

Sunday was awful fathers too stupid to see getting played im so done i dont care that i cryed and screamed out loud and cms your awful and dumb and so unbelievly careless

I wish i hope and prey my future partner and i dont end up like that so loveless to the point of break up i cant

I just gotta get though this dumb year i was hoping for lead water to poinous me to death but that plans out

(Sigh)i keep finding out new awful things mother had to do for us she carried her back out for this syupid father even soled their wedding rings ,recommaded jobs for him

I hate tgis same cycle over and over pennyless shit bag father wasting money as always ESPECIALLY WHEN THE FUCKER KNOWS WE HAVE VERY IMPORTANT EVENTS THIS MONTH MY GOD COBTROL YOURSELF i swear if you would have gone with stupid ulgy ganster kp i would kmy you have ni common sense im really stress and no you dont get to stress your the idiot who wastes ya own money then starts being bitchy to us all day hell no fuck off with that shit

I HATE IT I HATE I HATE HATE HATE THISCMAN JESUES CANT YOU LOVE US FOR ONCE IN YA ULGY OLD ASS LIFE FUCK MAN YOUR TERRIABLE TO PERSON EVERY GOD DAMN DAY

Fuck everyone ill fucking move to south korea fuck man i dont want this anymore i wanna start over and cut them out of my life forever

Ugh i want to feel beautiful but i cant i hate myself so much inside and out im not good enough i cant date good i fucking duck i rather talk to myself then with prople cause i get the same vibe every single time yeah thats nice Coco oh why complaining why you acting so high and might bitches!!! Im not i cant say how im feeling its just wrong i also should cry i dont ever cry in frong if them it embarrsses me alot i cringe just the act of emotion towards others i cant i disgustssed im dumb ulgy uncool i cant make friends im confident im so depressed most days that i just bed rott

I have lots of issues i dont expect people to fix me ugh im not even girly enough for mother

Dont know that im GenderFluid 💜🖤💝🤍💙

And a another thing i hate my farher alot sometimes his the worse case of predicable to situarions he makes them WORSE same for the denom sibling brother i have let me tell you about them

Father hes extremely selfish, uncaring never serious about things especailly when their urgent, no car rides when we need them ;its just f you go walk ,never asks how you doing makes the MOST DUMBEST JOKES, SUPER DISGUDTING ,FAKE AS FUCK TO OTHERS WHRN NKT AROUND HIS FAMILY ,BLAMES US FOR HIS FAMILY PROBLEMS,EATS ALL THE FOOD,DONT EVER BUY CLOTHES OR HOUSE STUFF,MOUCHES OF MY MOM ,DONT HELP ,LOVE OR CARE ABOUT HER ,USES HER WHEN EVER HE LIKES , DITCHES US EVERY CHANCE HE GETS,LEAVES FOR DAYS ON EBD AND MASSIVE DRINKER

Brother ew i dont consider this thing family hes the worse hated me most my life raised away from them by my grandparents ,cousins and uncles until i got kicked out at 18 good reidence i guess now this child will do anything to make me the bad guy not by good instrutions yeah right by horrid hengry devil peter status f him i never wanted a sibling parents couldnt raise me iwas an excident after all

Im real tired man i dont even know whos my friends anymore everyone sucks i dont get the kind of respect i give them i hate people they go fuck off for all i care if say whats wrong or like randomn stuff or im just understanding of popoluar stuff i suck

My vouce acting sucks too i NEVER gotten an ACTUAL gig i feel like a charity case i wanna make it kn my own and talking to people i feel like its talking to a brick wall i a very tall jugemental wall none of my feeelings are taken to consideration i dont get a say in things you think im that dumb i cant even be in group chats without me feeling left out

Im done i dont want any more interactions whats the point i dont have any real friends all i am to them is a nut case cause of my conditions even called me a virus f all yall coke on a spoon