Any headcanons you have about LJ? I feel like I never see enough about him. š¤
YES IM IN LOVE WITH HIM!!! Heās so underrated and I could talk about him for hours.
(Theyāre gonna be a bit angsty)
Ever since he was abandoned he has a twisted form of love
Wants to understand love and how humans love each other
It makes no sense to him humans hurt each other all the time in relationships and friendships
Has the darkest sense of humor
LJ, Toby and Jeff will make the most evil vile disgusting jokes youāve ever heard together
Desperately wishes he could be colorful and happy again
When he was in the box he scratched tally marks into the walls of it
Hasnāt felt true happiness since he became black and white
Killing was the only time he felt a bit happy or anything at all
He wanted to stop and not be like Issac, the one who made him the way he is
But killing for him was like an addiction
He was constantly chasing the high of his next kill
Ironically it was Toby who helped him stop killing children
Toby had killed children before because of the slendermans influence and knew how horrible it made him feel after
Toby trying his best not to be like his dad who was his abuser and the reason Toby became the way he is now inspired Jack to try harder
Or at least focus his anger and bloodlust in a different direction
Jack wanted to stop being like the man who traumatized him too
So he thought about the bigger picture of everything that happened to him
It wasnāt the child Issac who hurt him it was the adults around Issac that failed him
It was adult Issac that failed Jack
So LJ started killing neglectful/ abusive parents
He doesnāt help the kids after though
Sally helped him change too, even if she doesnāt know it
He would never say it to her
She hated LJ when they first met and she found out he killed children
āYouāre just like my uncleā
āNo! Iām nothing like him!ā
āHow? You kill children just like he killed meā
āIā¦do it for different reasons! Itās not like that!ā He justified it to himself
āWhat makes you any different than him?!ā
āIām not THAT way!ā
āA child killer is a child killer! Itās all the same! Youāre a monster just like him!ā
This was the first time LJ had felt genuine disgust with himself
To be compared to a man like thatā¦
Made him sick. Like isolated himself and breaking stuff in anger sick
He wasnāt like that. He wasnāt.
LJ knew he was awful. But never in that way
Thatās what really made him stop killing children
Couldnāt bare being thought of in that way
He tries to be nicer to Sally
She tried to tolerate him more since heās changed
If the adults around her protected her like they should have, like they shouldāve protected Issac, sheād be happy and normal
He sees Sally as his second chance and redemption
So heāll protect her like she shouldāve been protected while she was alive
LJ helps Sally be more trusting of adults at least of him anyway
They help each other heal from their trauma in a way
When he did kill children he would lock them in dark spaces
He was just giving them a taste of how he felt and what he went through
The betrayal in their eyes as he did it fueled him
He projected his anger and sadness into every kill
Itās why they were so brutal and gory
Now that he kills bad adults theyāre even more brutal and gory
He smells like a carnival at night time
Sickeningly sweet foods with the perfect temperature summer air thatās how he smells
Useās British slang from 1800 still
Had to get used to modern language and talking
Not just for this era but for every era heās lived through
Heās been alive for 200 years after all
Not emo (he gets mad when people call him emo)
Because he believes goth fashion is superior
Dresses fancy and camp af
I mean his daily outfit is literally a feathered Shaw and a crop top
Doesnāt care about human things like gender
So heāll wear what he wants
You can wear whatever you want when no one can kick your ass
Can pull literally anything out of his pockets
Has so many magical powers itās crazy
One of the many benefits of being imaginary ig
Loves attention on him at all times
Probably because he doesnāt want anyone to forget about him
Honestly once you get to know him heās super fun to be around
Unless you hate loud black and white clowns that tell jokes constantly and love pulling pranks
He actually has a 50/50 of masculine and feminine facial features
Him and Jeff get in fights a lot
Mainly because LJ likes to get under his skin
And it pisses Jeff off that itās super hard, damn near impossible to hurt LJ
Being around everyone is the closest heāll ever be to colorful again
When heās around everyone his eyes turn from silver to deep blue like when he was colorful
In fact his eyes will go that deep blue whenever heās feeling deep emotions
I guess one of his old functions of friendship meaning everything to him still exists
Still obnoxious and annoying though
An unpredictable, dangerous, murderous, bloodthirsty clown demon
You gotta love him (I know I do)
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