crazy life of kae.

I’ve Cheated death way to many times, I’ve stared death straight in the face and laughed saying “I’ll meet you one day”

I’ve tripped so hard I became okay with the endless loop I was in, thinking this is finally it. Just to snap out of it and be reminded I’m still alive. Because of this, there is an unsettling peace in my mind that I truly am not afraid to die. This is probably dangerous to think, but it’s one thing I don’t find myself stressing about.

I got news not to long ago that trauma I took to my brain, is catching up. I jumped out of a moving car in 2013. My brain was bleeding internally causing brain damage that they didn’t catch. It’s 2019 and they finally caught the dying part of my brain. Sending me into seizures, suffering memory loss, and slowly losing motor skills. The news I recieved was like hearing my fate finally. I’ll slowly turn to a vegetable, or possibly have brain surgery to help give me a longer life. Either way, my actions from 2013 sold my soul to death, I lived that accident, to live a long slow death. Maybe that’s why I’ve cheated death so many times since then ?