soĀ āCPUā wants me to stay away from system stuff, for the most part the couple of times i try to contact the others because iām lonely they just donāt want to be here. sigh.
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soĀ āCPUā wants me to stay away from system stuff, for the most part the couple of times i try to contact the others because iām lonely they just donāt want to be here. sigh.

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things keep changing so quickly, i am overwhelmed.Ā
for now iāll keep the title of the blog as the library. but a lot has changed.Ā
our host was so focused on categorizing everyone that they were making too many assumptions.Ā
the host became overstressed, which is understandable because we discovered they are our gatekeeper, protector, and memory holder. it was too much work for them.
strange things happened. we think our host split into multiple new alters. but the host vanished.Ā a lot more below the cut.
a lot of changes happened very quickly. and our host became too anxious about how well they were doing. i think i still would like to keep this blog up as a journal of sorts. i just haven't decided how. especially since we are rotating hosts lately because our host disappeared. there is just so much we don't understand about ourselves yet. i hope if anyone sees this blog they are patient as we continue to learn about this disorder and each other.
me and Books are fond of another systemās headmate who wears a scarf and had a discussion with a third friend about how he wears it and they informed us that his headmate keeps stealing his scarf lol.
itās warming up so i drew some more Spring-appropriate outfits for Roy, Tabby, and Winter for fun

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Roy is now dating another systemās headmate
his bf turned this into his icon and royĀ ābout died
roy is super not good with his words so heās trying to have his feelings drawn instead. valid.
Winter also got into a relationship, but things are not going well between me and him so he hasnāt been able to front to see her very often and i really... should have waited until i got to know him before i let him do that. he was just so happy, i thought it would be okay.Ā
found more people!
Tiki, on the right! sheās the first to wake up fronting without me being able to switch with her. it was scary for both of us.Ā she wanted me to draw her and me asĀ ābig tikiā so the one on the left is just for fun.Ā (she is not a fictive, she just felt happy because she related to the character tiki)
she told me she wasĀ āBubblegum Bitchā but we ended up calling her Ven (short for vengeance at the suggestion of a friend)
Pilot! was getting confused because i thought i was losing my identity, but i think i split with her? anyways sheās been here with me for a while and i didnāt notice somehow. and she thought she was me? confused.Ā
Alice. she is not new, she is just Nah but i drew her closer to what she looked like, now that iām learning more about her. she still wonāt talk to me, so i just give her nicknames.Ā
for no particular reason, i felt like writing down a list of who has the easiest time getting to front to who is most difficult to bring forward (even if they want to).
it also doubles as a list of everyone in the system (minus ārobin hoodā), so i will consider this a snapshot for future reference.
(the list after the line are the ones who have never fronted)
Tortoise doesnāt want to be associated with the person he wasĀ āsupposedā to be. so we have been working on giving him a new look.Ā
weād like to give him a new name, but so far nothing feels quite right.Ā
Roy wants to express affection physically, but is too embarrassed to type such things, so he had me draw this for him. of course. /lh
Tabby is rather fond of our friend bibbles
thereās the possibility that Tabby and i are integrating. in order to make it fun rather than scary we made a design we liked that was a fusion of us, basically.
iām in love with a dude named UI o|-<
move on, carry on, nothing to see here///

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One is new! heās a fictive of my own character. i find that a wild concept.Ā
figuring out how to help him has also been helping me figure things out.
we were watching a movie with some friends while One was fronting, and Roy kept interrupting with jokes
valentineās day was interesting... so many in the system were in a good mood and it felt light and warm.Ā (these three lads asked someone in particular to be their valentine, and Love was having a great time.)
Mask is i suppose a persecutor.
i was having a bad time and it felt better to draw his bullshit
please do not look under the cut if it may even bother you a little.
some early doodles
Roy says shit and regrets it a lot
i am not good at drawing expressions, i want to eventually get their expressions right
Tabby took a long time to talk to me about whatever was bumming her out. she ended up speaking through drawings. it was kind of fun, since we both draw.
was having a really bad time and Books made the headspace a beach for a bit. it was really nice of him, but i never finished the art.
reference i made for some friends back in january. some changes since then.