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I feel I am being tested and I don’t know if I am strong enough to pass.

lol i hate today’s era of absolutely zero nuance takes. a friend didn’t behave exactly as you’d wanted them to? cut them off. a guy didn’t text you back instantly bc he has his own life? he’s just giving you breadcrumbs. doing something makes you uncomfortable? don’t do it anymore. someone isn’t instantly available for you? disinterest. just absolutist statements that often don’t apply to the multilayer situations of everyday life. like. stop. literally just stop it

i have so many hobbies and interests but each day the four horsemen (instant gratification, shortened attention span, procrastination, exhaustion) grab me by the throat and shake me until i collapse in my comfy bed

the thing about being an ex-suicidal person is that those thoughts never really leave you. like now whenever i get mildly distressed my brain is like “maybe we should get in the sea and never get out” like bitch NO!!!! we dont do that anymore!!!!!!!

no such thing as wasting your 20s your 20s are for recovering from whatever the fuck happened to you as a kid so that youre ready to get weird with it in your 30s

i enjoy the simple things in life like sleeping, daydreaming, ignoring reality, listening to music, being delusional, recklessly spending my cash, being a disappointment to my family and eating fruits

I hate how one minute i’m happy and sociable and the next i’m curled up in ball wanting to melt into my duvet.

me? overthinking?? blowing something out of proportion and letting it consume me for days??? yes constantly

Delete the whole text and send “ Okay “ it will save you from a lot