maybe God does want me to d’e. im not deserving of this life. it’s obvious that He hates me and i am not his strongest soldier. i am weak ans my support system is nonexistent now. he took what i worked hard for away and now im left to suffer alone.
how can i turn to faith when my pain was in His voice? He told the love of my life to throw me away? how can i even pray to him. they both betrayed me and i have nothing
no faith, no hope no love i could just turn into dust















