At my college, we have an event each year which we call Interregnum, where student houses put on plays and submit works of art and writing under the yearâs theme. The 2025-26 theme is âJourney Together,â and this is the final prose entry I submitted for my school house. It is an unofficial epilogue to a fantasy novella I hope to complete after graduation this year.
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My sister was the first to vanish. The last time we saw Gracie, she waved farewell from the train carrying her off toward the capital. Her university couldnâtâ or wouldnâtâexplain what happened after that. It was as if the universe wiped her from existence the second the train doors closed. Despite our many theories, it did nothing to change the bitterness we felt planting a cross in the pasture. It was a painful reminder that our family of shepherds found every lost sheep, but never our own flesh and blood.
Crius was the secondâ a different mystery that hurt all the same. I still remember the chorus of yelping howls waking the family one summer night. I awoke to the slam of the front door, and Ma reported seeing him run from the house with his crook. The coyotes claimed innocence in his disappearance, denouncing any possibility that a human boy died at their paws: we had no evidence of the contrary. Instead, we were left with another empty chair and unresolved grief.
I understand why he did it. In the hours leading to his disappearance, I saw him with someone in the sheep pastures. I didn't approach: the raised voices deterred me from checking. Not long after, a faun strode past the house. She was too distracted to notice me, but I overheard her hiss, âAlways the self-righteous lilâ thornâŚâ
Crius returned with a chip on his shoulder. Before I could ask, he admitted, unprompted, âDid you see Agnes? She wanted to know about Gracie.â
âOh,â I replied. âWhat did you tell her?â
âThat we don't need her kind of help. She thought in her great wisdom she could just promise Gracie back if I helped her with another âgrand adventureâ. Some search for a magic compass, or something. She⌠she canât understand that things have changed and itâs all justââ
Crius paused, clutching his fist to his chest as if tearing out the heartache. âYou can't make promises like that, you know? After all that⌠what a thornâŚâ
He trailed off, not speaking the rest of the evening. I didn't press him on the matter. Agnes wasnât just any faunâ well, any girl for that matter. I wasn't close to her myself, but she was Criusâs closest friend until skipping town two years before. They departed on bad terms, and I refused to poke the wound of grief and betrayal. Despite all that, he still searched for her that night. He knew the coyotes wouldn't hesitate to slay a faun, but perhaps they would spare her if she was with a human. I always thought if he did meet his end against a massive coyote, it was the most noble way to go. It was easier for me to believe he died fighting.
Then I received the letter:
Damarius Warbler
Please meet me at the entrance of Illborn Woods tonight. Come after nightfall. I ask that no one learns about this meeting. I have news from your brother.
âA friend
I received it from the carrier midday yesterday. I questioned him on the sender, but he shrugged; âDunno, but definitely a satyrâ or a faun? I ferget the difference⌠but he had huge horns. Couldnât really hide them under his hood.â
Dread shredded my spirit as I gripped the crumpled parchment. I only pocketed it when the sheep realized its enticement. I knew what must be done, but my fear of the family curse weighed on my mind. My parents already lost half their children to thin air: what if I added to their mounting grief by answering?
In the end, it was the state of the dining room which encouraged me to go. The chairs of Gracie and Crius were pushed against the wall, now bearing vases of wilted, shriveled flowers. It was just me, Ma, Pa, and little sister Sophie at the table. From the outside, you never wouldâve guessed anything was wrong. But I remember when it was all six of us under one roofâ that was authentic happiness, not strained smiles and long pauses. I thought that maybe weâd have true closure if we knew the truth about one of our departed.
I waited for the last bedroom door to shut before making my move. I grabbed my crook and lantern by the door, finally escaping into the night. I am no stranger to watching flocks by night, but something felt off as Illborn Woods came into view. The full moon glowed overhead, but even with its light, the woods remained thick with foliage and shadows. It was an unavoidable experience for those traveling by traditional means, but it was hazardous to travel through by night. I prayed that none of the nocturnal beasts lingered on the edge.
The mouth of the woods never looked more uninviting. I squinted into the dark, not daring to call out. Pa always warned us to never give the forest our nameâ itâs always the first step toward losing yourself in it.
âYou⌠you actually came.â
I jumped at the sudden voice on the path ahead. I took a few steps back as a figure edged out. Even with my lantern, I couldn't see his face, but his horns were indeed difficult to hide under his hood. Aside from his remarkably tall, twisted horns, what stood out most was his eclectic outfit. His weathered green cloak and orange skirt contrasted horribly with one another. Through the split in the skirtâs side, I saw shaggy goat legs. However, his hooves dragged across the ground as if he wasnât accustomed to using them.
âWho are you?â I inquired, my voice firm and fearless. âHow do you know Crius?â
The faun bowed his head low, his eyes cast to the ground. He refused to move away from the forestâs mouth and into the light.
âOh, ourâŚâ the faun began but immediately paused, clearing his throat and continuing, âIâm⌠Angus. Yes⌠yes, I knew Crius well. You see, he⌠he wanted me to deliver this to you.â
The faun pulled a full envelope from under his cloak and set it on the ground between us. I knew something was off about the faun's words, but I couldn't confirm why.
âWhy a letter?â I remarked, disregarding my racing heart. âWhy couldn't he tell us himself?â
I stepped closer to Angus, but he pulled back. His heavy breathing escalated under the hood, stuttering, âP-Please, just read it. It will explain everything. We can'tââ
âIf you know where he is, please, just tell me.â I pleaded, refusing to back down. âIf itâs really from him, you mustâve seen him. Youâre our only hope in monthsââ
I gestured to the path which I came, back to my familyâs sheep pasture and home.
âI know,â Angus stammered, backing away. âI-Iâm sorry, but this is for the best. I will only make itââ
Angusâs goat legs tripped each other as he tried avoiding my approach. He fell back with a bleat-like yelp, crumbling onto the ground. As he tried to push himself back up, his hood slipped off his horns, revealing his face.
I stared down at him, determining whether I was imagining or not. I don't know what made it all click for me: the same round-rim glasses I often saw on the bedside, the long, dark curly hair now laced with white streaks, or the star-adorned compass hanging loose around his neck. The face was different, but I knew I wasnât mistaken.
âCrius?â
Criusâ or Angus âscrambled to his cloven hooves. He watched in horror before turning tail and bolting into the woods. I didn't hesitate chasing after him, calling, âWaitâ Crius! Come back! I wonât lose you a second time!â
Despite the dark, Angusâs galloping hooves gave away his position ahead of me. I was ready to chase him all night, but the path vanished beneath me. I missed the turn completely and tumbled down a steep ridge. My lantern and crook toppled out of my grasp. I saw the lantern plummet into the deepest levels of the woods, swallowed whole. I thankfully caught myself on a dead tree root protruding in the ground.
A long wooden hook protruded from the dark in front of meâ a shepherd's crook. Criusâs crook. I took hold of it, allowing it to guide me up the trench and onto the path. On the other end was Angus. He pressed his forehead against mine, the base of his horns grazing my hair.
âYou stupid idiot,â he scolded breathlessly. âWhy must you always be such a thorn?â
I didnât hesitate to throw my arms around his neck. âIâm not the thorn who ran away.â
His shaky sigh hinted he was on the brink of tears. âIâm sorry. I just⌠fell off the path and couldnât find my way back. It was safer to just continue forward with A-Agnes...â
Angus fell forward as if in prayer. His hands clutched at the ends of my cloak as if begging for his life. He kept his eyes downcast, and he began to weep, âI am not Crius anymore. The journey since that night⌠it changed meâ it changed us âin ways I cannot even comprehend. Crius and Agnes, we⌠I did thingsâ felt things âthat Iâm⌠so ashamed of. I-I can barely look at myself without feeling repulsed, let alone show myself to my family. I wanted you to remember Crius for what he was, not what he became. I-I didn't want you to suffer for my mistakes, but I also didn't want you to be left without answers, like when GracieâŚâ
Iâm still deciphering all that Angus revealed in his brief explanation. I did, in that moment, recognize the shepherd boy and faun that departed into Illborn Woods months before had become something entirely new. Itâs the only way I can understand the individual trembling before me, bearing the melded features of my once human brother and the faun he chased after. Regardless, I was given a second chance to amend with one of my lost siblings. I was not about to fall silent, unwilling to aid in my brotherâs distress like before.
I pushed away my wonderment and untangled Angusâs hands from my cloak, uttering, âRemember how hurt you were at Agnes the day you left? It didnât matter what she said or didâ you still ran after her, like any good shepherd would. Did you not think your own familyâ a tribe of shepherds âwould do the same? I don't know what happened, where you went, or what you did. At the end of the night, I still love you⌠even in the dark, even with horns.â
He never raised his eyes to meet mine. I kept his hands in mine while helping him to his unsteady hooves. âLet's go home, okay? You can tell me what happened or not. Everyone will be excited to see you.â
I never should have let him go. I turned my back for one moment to grab my fallen crook. When I turned back, he was gone apart from the distant thud of hooves. I shouted and begged, but I already knew he wouldnât come back. All I could do was stifle my sobs as I stumbled back out of the forest.
Angusâs envelope was still blessedly intact at the entrance. Itâs been a day since then, but I havenât told Ma or Pa â I donât know how. I planned to give them the letter once Iâve read it. I tried, but I paused at the introduction alone.
Damarius,
Thank you for meeting with usme tonight. Iâm sorry I wasnât honest with you. I canât come home. WeIâm too ashamed. I am not who I was. You have many questions, and I shall try to answer them best I can. I hope by the end you can at least understandâ even if you can't forgive me. Whatever has or will happen, know I will love you more than any brother could.







