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my name is Marina, and I’m a disabled trans lesbian in an abusive household who is currently trying to get me and my girlfriend and life partner, Mimi @hasebeshikiri, who is also disabled, chronically ill, and in an equally abusive situation, out of our current housing situations and into an apartment of our own.

 I’m currently working 40 hrs a week for very little money (i have proof/bank statements of my employment), & mimi is at risk of being kicked out at any time. we plan to move in together at the end of march but it is becoming harder due to medical bills and food that abusers are not providing. absolutely anything helps! all money is going to rent, groceries, and medical bills. 

Please take a moment to read about my emergency I’m desperate. I’m really fucking desperate.

Hi everyone, these posts are so hard to write so bear with me. I’ve done this once in the past and I cannot believe how much worse everything has gotten since then.

I’m not sure where to start but I really need your help. I go by Mimi and I just turned 18. I’m autistic, physically disabled, and chronically ill - which with my anxiety, hallucinations, and other mental health problems makes me completely unable to traditionally work besides self managed activities in fields that hurt me to do. But despite that factor, I work constantly to pay for every living expensive I have because of my abusers. My quality of life is really poor, as you can imagine.

I stay as positive as I can and admitting all that was hard. My main support is my partner, who happens to be a 17 y/o camab trans agender girl. She is recovering from a suicide attempt as well as struggling with their severe depression and abuse much like mine. She’s the only thing that really keeps me going and both of us would not be alive if we couldn’t support each other, regardless of our LDR - we’re 502miles away.

Since their attempt we planned to see each other twice finally. The first trip we planned was so stressful and hectic, but honestly meeting her convinced me that I should keep going and made all of my pain worth it up until then. We’ve been working hard on making the second one happen, and less stressfully. I’ve been doing as much as I can but this week, something devastating occurred barely three nights ago.

Literally every dime I had saved to heal and get away from our abusers to see each other just for a day or so had to have been spent on emergency medical bills. I feel really uncomfortable going into deep detail, but my illnesses are really kicking my ass. Besides getting sick, abused, beaten, and hurt all the work that was damaging me to do just got negated and I’m back at square one just a month before I’m suppose to see them.

I have nothing.

I am so terrified I can’t keep going forward if we can’t do this. As I write this I know what my partner is going through and they’re not going to last through all this either. I’m so, so scared.

Please, please help me. If everyone who followed me donated 25¢ I would be fine. My life is falling apart, I just want me and my partner to be okay.

TL;DR: I’ve been doing self-harmful work for months to save up and see my lone supporter to escape my abusers temporarily, and a medical emergency spent all of my money. This situation is making me suicidal and I need help.

My paypal is [email protected] . If you want to donate money any other way or have any questions message me or send me an ask, and as long as I’m comfortable with it I’ll do my best to answer. If you can’t donate you’d still be helping my situation by reblogging.

Please take a moment to read about my emergency I’m desperate. I’m really fucking desperate.

Hi everyone, these posts are so hard to write so bear with me. I’ve done this once in the past and I cannot believe how much worse everything has gotten since then.

I’m not sure where to start but I really need your help. I go by Mimi and I just turned 18. I’m autistic, physically disabled, and chronically ill - which with my anxiety, hallucinations, and other mental health problems makes me completely unable to traditionally work besides self managed activities in fields that hurt me to do. But despite that factor, I work constantly to pay for every living expensive I have because of my abusers. My quality of life is really poor, as you can imagine.

I stay as positive as I can and admitting all that was hard. My main support is my partner, who happens to be a 17 y/o camab trans agender girl. She is recovering from a suicide attempt as well as struggling with their severe depression and abuse much like mine. She’s the only thing that really keeps me going and both of us would not be alive if we couldn’t support each other, regardless of our LDR - we’re 502miles away.

Since their attempt we planned to see each other twice finally. The first trip we planned was so stressful and hectic, but honestly meeting her convinced me that I should keep going and made all of my pain worth it up until then. We’ve been working hard on making the second one happen, and less stressfully. I’ve been doing as much as I can but this week, something devastating occurred barely three nights ago.

Literally every dime I had saved to heal and get away from our abusers to see each other just for a day or so had to have been spent on emergency medical bills. I feel really uncomfortable going into deep detail, but my illnesses are really kicking my ass. Besides getting sick, abused, beaten, and hurt all the work that was damaging me to do just got negated and I’m back at square one just a month before I’m suppose to see them.

I have nothing.

I am so terrified I can’t keep going forward if we can’t do this. As I write this I know what my partner is going through and they’re not going to last through all this either. I’m so, so scared.

Please, please help me. If everyone who followed me donated 25¢ I would be fine. My life is falling apart, I just want me and my partner to be okay.

TL;DR: I’ve been doing self-harmful work for months to save up and see my lone supporter to escape my abusers temporarily, and a medical emergency spent all of my money. This situation is making me suicidal and I need help.

My paypal is [email protected] . If you want to donate money any other way or have any questions message me or send me an ask, and as long as I’m comfortable with it I’ll do my best to answer. If you can’t donate you’d still be helping my situation by reblogging.

Consider reblogging and helping!

Hi tumblr! My names Mimi, I’m a 17 year old disabled trans enby who’s forced to live with my abusers for legal\health reasons. I’m unable to work at all and any money I get goes right to my medical bills, debt, food, or my abusers. I barely leave my home (besides for medical appointments) and I’m basically a sitting duck for my abuse.

This summer was especially hard for me as well as my partner, Lulu (tumblr user skymetro). Lulu is a 16 year old trans girl who is stuck in the dreaded job-searching limbo and is also in school with super unsupportive parents. Both of us are really desperate for an escape.

That’s where we’re begging for your help. Both of our mental health is declining and worsening to the point where we’re breaking and the goal of seeing each other for the first time is one of the only things that’s getting us through.

Sadly both of us will be unable to see each other past August because of our situations. Because of this fact, we have less than two weeks to finish saving up the 280USD we need to help us see each other.

Knowing this news is so stressful and devastating. And to top it all off, this past month I’ve had tons of medical problems and have had to put all my efforts towards surviving through that and we fell even more behind on our goal.

Please, please please please, if you have any money at all and can possibly pass it our way. We both have donate buttons on our blogs (1) (2) or you can send it to [email protected] on PayPal. 

There’s so many more important things out there than us but honestly with how poorly life has been going lately for us I’d give anything to even see Lulu for a moment. We’re working our hardest to get the money we need but we can’t do it alone anymore. Thank you so much for reading and passing any money you can our way. Please consider reblogging if you can’t donate.

Consider reblogging and helping!

Hi tumblr! My names Mimi, I’m a 17 year old disabled trans enby who’s forced to live with my abusers for legal\health reasons. I’m unable to work at all and any money I get goes right to my medical bills, debt, food, or my abusers. I barely leave my home (besides for medical appointments) and I’m basically a sitting duck for my abuse.

This summer was especially hard for me as well as my partner, Lulu (tumblr user skymetro). Lulu is a 16 year old trans girl who is stuck in the dreaded job-searching limbo and is also in school with super unsupportive parents. Both of us are really desperate for an escape.

That’s where we’re begging for your help. Both of our mental health is declining and worsening to the point where we’re breaking and the goal of seeing each other for the first time is one of the only things that’s getting us through.

Sadly both of us will be unable to see each other past August because of our situations. Because of this fact, we have less than two weeks to finish saving up the 280USD we need to help us see each other.

Knowing this news is so stressful and devastating. And to top it all off, this past month I’ve had tons of medical problems and have had to put all my efforts towards surviving through that and we fell even more behind on our goal.

Please, please please please, if you have any money at all and can possibly pass it our way. We both have donate buttons on our blogs (1) (2) or you can send it to [email protected] on PayPal. 

There’s so many more important things out there than us but honestly with how poorly life has been going lately for us I’d give anything to even see Lulu for a moment. We’re working our hardest to get the money we need but we can’t do it alone anymore. Thank you so much for reading and passing any money you can our way. Please consider reblogging if you can’t donate.