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Dear Kanye West, 

I’m so fucking stressed because I’m scared of my future and how everyone around me is succeeding and finding their path but I’m not and everyday it eats away at my mind and I feel physically like I can’t take the anxiety it causes and I just want it to be over or to be someone else because it truly feels like my world is over. But when I feel her hand holding mine and her lips curl into a smile when she kisses my cheek it’s like a closed eyed sigh of relief and the weight feels like it is lifted off my shoulders, only slightly, because I know that it’s there but it doesn’t even matter because I love her so fucking much and having that with her makes me feel safe and at peace and like everything will be ok.