The Doctor is out.

@corundumb

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This time Nixs laugh was more genuine, tired but true. "Good. Then you better remember that during my time here. I'll bitch and moan the entire time, but I get shit done... mostly." Not being able to move too much on their own still they settled onto Harls lap and leaned onto him. "And you're strong too, that takes a certain kind of strength to keep carrying what you've been carrying. Especially for so long."

Fidgeting with the edges of the sleeves again Nix looked down as they rested their head against his chest. "I guess... with everything you've told me... your reaction when I gave you those lab results makes more sense now. To be honest I'm glad things went this way despite... everything. I was already contemplating being on the move all the time anyways, selling everything I had, going off the grid. Who knows, maybe I can persuade Jester with access to my connections for better accommodations. You mentioned me helping with security, I can definitely contribute to that tech and weapon wise."

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At first they were going to comment it's probably from being hospitalized, or something like that. "Harl?" Going from relaxed to concerned Nix listens.

"I'm... sorry?" They're confused about this sudden change of behavior, Nix can tell he's feeling really bad about something but has no clue as to what or why. Suddenly being compared to this new name on top of that. "Am I reminding you of someone else? Who's Columbina?" Nix can feel it's a loaded question, bracing for some kind of reaction.

Kind of...*he sighs deeply before choosing to lay more on his other side so he held them close to him and plopped onto his other side. He was debating on telling them.. But they are his mate now after all, no? The past doesn't matter anymore.*

Not really an ex.. But you could say she was the glue that held us all together during our time in the valley. Before the first circus.. Before that dreaded Ringmaster. She was a pure gentle soul, able to melt even the most ice cold hearts. Even I took a while to warm up to her. I.. Loved her dearly. Me and Pierrot both did. During the time of containment however, we were starved. Tortured. Abused in various ways. Sweet little lamb.. Columbina was going to be shipped away to who knows where she who knows what those men were going to do to her since she's the meet human looking out of all us. She asked me to save her.. To help her... Pierrot was too injured.

*he started to shake again before looking at his claws, as if seeing them stained in her pink blood once again.* I... Broke out of my cage using what little strength I had left and.. *he stops for a moment.* Took the first bite. We needed to eat to get our strength to escape. I even ripped off her arm. *His ears flatten against his head before he covered his face with his hands* we.. Devoured her. She thanked me for saving her. But at what cost? Pierrot hated my guts for centuries afterwards. Everything is always blamed on me.. It's always my fault.. there was no other way. We would've starved to death if I didn't do anything.

*his voice cracked as he began to cry. Even in his sorrow, he laughed but it wasn't because it was funny. It was because he's in pain, finally releasing the guilt he's held for such a long time* she was so sweet... Her taste.. I remember it clearly. Hehe.. Soft. Succulent...*the tears continued to flow down his flat face, even some venom dripped from his fangs.*

Harlequin talked, Nix listens.

At first their eyes get wide, but steadily their expression smoothed into their practiced one. Underneath as Harl described Columbina, unintentionally they thought of Emma. It described her almost perfectly and it put a deep unsettling emotion in their gut almost making them nauseous.

They understood the implications of what would've happened to Columbina if taken away, if they stayed hungry. Nix didn't move at first when he started crying, not wanting to snap him out of talking until the venom mixed with tears had the back of their hand wipe his cheek. Then the back of their fingers pressed against his lips, before Nix looked him in the eyes.

"I know what it's like to be blamed and hated for surviving, before... what happened a few days ago." Nix took a second to place their words. "I'll admit I don't think I could be able to make that kind of choice. I hope to never know but you did, you had to. And I'm not going to lay here and tell you I'd ever understand." Taking one of Harls hands they put it close to their cheek, closer to their neck.

"The fact you trust me with... all of this means a lot more than I'd ever know. Hell I've only been alive for a small percentage of your life and... lost it for a minute." Their voice cracked. In all reality Nix hadn't had much of a chance to process what happened to themselves. But Nix closes their eyes and took a shaky breath before a quick dry laugh.

"You know what my 'grand retirement plan' was in a few years? Being selfish, doing what I wanted when I wanted, going wherever I wanted as if I had any aspirations to actually go anywhere." Nix shook their head and their smile fell as fast as it arrived. "Knowing this... does make me understand more of what I did means. Both of your sacrifices... Harl, I..."

They cleared their throat. "I don't make promises often, but I'm going to keep being the biggest pain in everyones asses, especially yours. Doubly so since I lived, again. And I'm going to use every connection, trade, and dirty human secret I know to make sure I stick around long enough to be an even worse old man. Here's to hoping you can love a menace of an old man Nix."

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”You’re blunt and human. And a medical professional. So I need your opinion.” The brunette said leaning against the entrance to Nix’s work shop. Her stomach was just starting to show now, her nails also had been kept longer than normal. “I’m knocked up with a monster’s baby and some of the visitors are starting to look delectable. How worried should I be?”

Nix had a pretty normal day, going through their inventory to know what to order. Hearing her inquiry had Nix put down the papers and look at her.

"...... well." Nix scratches the back of their head. "You procreated with a people eater, so I'm not entirely surprised." They actually take a minute to think with their head tilted and arms crossed.

"What the baby makes you crave, you must eat it. The second you got pregnant it stops being about what you're comfortable with." Then they take a deep breath and looks at her very seriously. "If you don't, your body will give the baby the nutrients it needs from you, which is extremely dangerous. Teeth falling out is common, for example. If you want to keep on top of that, I'd recommend making regular visits to the black or pink tents. I can offer to take you to a private lab to ensure your body won't fall apart from the lack of nutrients, make sure you're eating enough, take proper scans. But I won't force you."

"Yeah to the machine." Nix sighs as they turned and kept walking, the room wasn't too far from here. "It's not about processed food, it's about the sour." Unlocking the door they let her in first before following inside. "Sour works really well with stress or panic, mainly panic. I can tell you're uncomfortable is where I'm getting at, lemons are better but those aren't exactly easy to get in this building."

Walking to the MRI machine they pulled out a fresh paper sheet for her and laid it flat. "I... have my own problems with hospitals, ironically enough. When you're ready just put the stuff to the side and lay down."

"Uncomfortable is putting it mildly." She muttered once again, popping a few more pieces in her mouth, her tongue instantly watering from the sourness. Upon entering the room and seeing the MRI machine she glanced behind her and then around the room,checking for blind spots.

"Thank you for the comfort..... but it's not really Hospitals that I have a problem with." She said finally sitting on the table. Taking one last look around she laid down. "You sure it won't rip mt piercings out?"

"Your piercings will be fine." Pressing buttons and looking over the settings Nix continued. "It'll be a bit loud in there, just try to be as still as possible and this should be done quickly. Thirty minutes tops. Do you want the shitty headphones?" They glance down at her. "Either way a heart monitor clamp on your finger will let me know if you need to be pulled out."

At first they were going to comment it's probably from being hospitalized, or something like that. "Harl?" Going from relaxed to concerned Nix listens.

"I'm... sorry?" They're confused about this sudden change of behavior, Nix can tell he's feeling really bad about something but has no clue as to what or why. Suddenly being compared to this new name on top of that. "Am I reminding you of someone else? Who's Columbina?" Nix can feel it's a loaded question, bracing for some kind of reaction.

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Don’t feed catnip to the Pierrot :B

As Harlequin talked Nix is quiet as they absorbed the information, but their worries didn't seem to stick around. Feeling him shake Nix wrapped their arms around his neck, as best they can, and slowly patted the back of his head. "That's all?" Nix huffed a small laugh and a small grin. "Bodies can change with proper diet, exercise, and rest in between so I'm not worried there. I'll forever be short though."

Nix didn't want Harlequin to spend their time together like this, there's been enough to be concerned about lately as it is. "I guess I can open up more about my professional past, since it'll be relevant here. I wasn't just a coroner. Jester isn't the only one to not go easy on me and frankly I'd be concerned if he does."

Then Nix started talking about previous hired contractual work, contributing to sting operations as combat medic, spending time with a variety of professionals who happily trained them to use guns. Finding their stature funny in such situations, that wasn't an uncommon occurrence. Talking about the special ops jerks during paintball being too sneaky before teaching them how to do some of that as well.

"And if anything, hopefully my medical or scientific connections throughout the United States is good enough. Maybe I can do piercings in the meantime, considering my recovery."

*He hummed as Nix talked. He nodded here and there as he acknowledged what they were saying although his ears raised at the sound of doing piercings.* I'm sure they'd allow that, him and the old man out front. But that can wait until later.. For now, let us enjoy each other, Meu amor. *He kisses their cheek gently before licking at their lips to ask for another kiss.*

"Well, that's good. It's something that'll buy me time." Chuckling Nix isn't surprised, but at least he's not shaking either. Gently grabbing his chin Nix pulled him close for a kiss. Trying to keep their torso still and relaxed since they've moved so much already today.

In their kiss Nixs hands held his face, after days of being cooped up in the hospital this felt nice.

⭐ how about for something he didn't realize he needed?

🦊: Harlequin has a special lotion for his scales to help with shedding. Before this, he'd simply scratch and wash himself to get rid of the itch.

Before the lotion

🦐 DeviantNix can carry tiny Harl in the keyhole window of their skin suit -w-

mmmm boobies~

@dearpierrot I'm sure the red dog here wouldn't mind me with you Nixy.

Nix closed their eyes and looked up when Pierrot came, keeping it mostly off of their face but Nixs chest and neck got covered. Letting their legs relax they spread to give Pierrot more room to lean forward for the clean up. They couldn't help the chuckle as Pierrot groaned, resting a hand behind his head and rubbed softly. "Someone's enjoying himself. Good."

@dearpierrot

*Pierrot huffs softly, continuing to clean them both while he reaches a hand down to gently jerk off Nix, wanting to at least make them come too*

@corundumb

Nix twitched in his grip and a noise came from their throat, their legs wrapped around his waist making it easier to move their hips with his movements. "You- didn't have to." They gasped then moaned in his ear as he cleaned. "But I'm so not complaining~" Harl can be blamed for Nixs stamina, but eventually with the combination of sensations Pierrot was doing they finally came breathing hard with their body turning rigid.

@dearpierrot

#IT WAS IN DRAFTS THIS WHOLE TIME #IM SORRY #nsfw rp

MY HAND HURTS, AND NOT FOR THE REASON I WOULD LIKE...

I finally finished the Jester video (which was the most requested in the other 4 videos) BUT HERE IT IS, I'M FINISHED NOW I JUST NEED TO DRAW COLUMBINA AND I'M FREE!!!!(Although, knowing myself, I'm going to take on another task like this soon...)

I must admit it turned out better than I expected XDDD 💜

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every time like the first time

#👀#a chest that I could get smothered in

As Harlequin talked Nix is quiet as they absorbed the information, but their worries didn't seem to stick around. Feeling him shake Nix wrapped their arms around his neck, as best they can, and slowly patted the back of his head. "That's all?" Nix huffed a small laugh and a small grin. "Bodies can change with proper diet, exercise, and rest in between so I'm not worried there. I'll forever be short though."

Nix didn't want Harlequin to spend their time together like this, there's been enough to be concerned about lately as it is. "I guess I can open up more about my professional past, since it'll be relevant here. I wasn't just a coroner. Jester isn't the only one to not go easy on me and frankly I'd be concerned if he does."

Then Nix started talking about previous hired contractual work, contributing to sting operations as combat medic, spending time with a variety of professionals who happily trained them to use guns. Finding their stature funny in such situations, that wasn't an uncommon occurrence. Talking about the special ops jerks during paintball being too sneaky before teaching them how to do some of that as well.

"And if anything, hopefully my medical or scientific connections throughout the United States is good enough. Maybe I can do piercings in the meantime, considering my recovery."

”You’re blunt and human. And a medical professional. So I need your opinion.” The brunette said leaning against the entrance to Nix’s work shop. Her stomach was just starting to show now, her nails also had been kept longer than normal. “I’m knocked up with a monster’s baby and some of the visitors are starting to look delectable. How worried should I be?”

Nix had a pretty normal day, going through their inventory to know what to order. Hearing her inquiry had Nix put down the papers and look at her.

"...... well." Nix scratches the back of their head. "You procreated with a people eater, so I'm not entirely surprised." They actually take a minute to think with their head tilted and arms crossed.

"What the baby makes you crave, you must eat it. The second you got pregnant it stops being about what you're comfortable with." Then they take a deep breath and looks at her very seriously. "If you don't, your body will give the baby the nutrients it needs from you, which is extremely dangerous. Teeth falling out is common, for example. If you want to keep on top of that, I'd recommend making regular visits to the black or pink tents. I can offer to take you to a private lab to ensure your body won't fall apart from the lack of nutrients, make sure you're eating enough, take proper scans. But I won't force you."

"Yeah to the machine." Nix sighs as they turned and kept walking, the room wasn't too far from here. "It's not about processed food, it's about the sour." Unlocking the door they let her in first before following inside. "Sour works really well with stress or panic, mainly panic. I can tell you're uncomfortable is where I'm getting at, lemons are better but those aren't exactly easy to get in this building."

Walking to the MRI machine they pulled out a fresh paper sheet for her and laid it flat. "I... have my own problems with hospitals, ironically enough. When you're ready just put the stuff to the side and lay down."

Royal Skulls Chapter 1

Over a year had passed since Nix became a Deviant for the Circus, a type of Joker who acts as security to deal with problems when they arise. Typically, Jokers are under Jesters mind control. Deviants are defending the Circus willingly, and Nix is the only Deviant serving. For three days Jester and Nix go to a meeting at a Bath House with other head Monsters to collaborate work together. Nix is challenged for their right to stay, to live. Jester takes this time to prove once again his positioning among the Monsters despite being the youngest.

This is a collaboration RolePlay with a friend @foxtatopuff, their rp blog is @r0yalj3ster and is the creator of the Circus roles Jokers and Deviant. It is important to look at the pinned post!!!! Nix is an original character of mine for many years. More chapters will come over time. Tags will be updated over time appropriately, this is VERY IMPORTANT. Only slightly edited for grammar, and placing for certain responses. PLEASE LMK ADDITIONAL TAGS I SHOULD ADD. Dark themes are written about in this story. The Freak Circus belongs to @nekoboydreams

If Harls genetic influence makes anymore changes from her pregnancy, liiike say turning her breast milk green, call those Shamrock Shakes!

I'll see myself out now

I'm trying so hard not to laugh right now-

What the heck!? 🤣🤣

Actually I do believe breast milk can naturally turn green 🤔 I'll do some investigations on that later

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With a dry chuckle they nod. "You have a point there."

Once placed on his bed they can relax further, even in the dark they're more comfortable outside of the hospital. "Just make sure I don't fall asleep, who knows how long I'll be out again." Waiting patiently as he changed, then searched for that light, Nixs fingers picked at the edges of the big sleeves of the sweater dress Emma lent. "You know... I'm actually nervous. Before all of this I had a plan, knew what was going to happen with my life for the most part. Things were figured out."

Being able to see Harlequins green eyes made it easy to know where his face is and Nix rested the back of their knuckles along his jawline. "Can you tell me what to expect? All of it."

”You’re blunt and human. And a medical professional. So I need your opinion.” The brunette said leaning against the entrance to Nix’s work shop. Her stomach was just starting to show now, her nails also had been kept longer than normal. “I’m knocked up with a monster’s baby and some of the visitors are starting to look delectable. How worried should I be?”

Nix had a pretty normal day, going through their inventory to know what to order. Hearing her inquiry had Nix put down the papers and look at her.

"...... well." Nix scratches the back of their head. "You procreated with a people eater, so I'm not entirely surprised." They actually take a minute to think with their head tilted and arms crossed.

"What the baby makes you crave, you must eat it. The second you got pregnant it stops being about what you're comfortable with." Then they take a deep breath and looks at her very seriously. "If you don't, your body will give the baby the nutrients it needs from you, which is extremely dangerous. Teeth falling out is common, for example. If you want to keep on top of that, I'd recommend making regular visits to the black or pink tents. I can offer to take you to a private lab to ensure your body won't fall apart from the lack of nutrients, make sure you're eating enough, take proper scans. But I won't force you."

Nix blinked and looked at the time on their phone, doing math in their head. "... okay. Give me like... thirty, maybe fourty five minutes and we can borrow a truck from the Circus. I'll do my thing to get things rolling before then."

"Or we can just take my Motorcycle too." She stretched and nodded. "In that case see you in an hour ish."

(Time skip brought to you by latex.)

"..... well it's been a long while since I have been in a lab...." she muttered looking around wearily noting exits and different machines. "You use ro work here right?"

Nix laughs as they pulled on one of the spare lab coats, rolling up the sleeves since it's too big on them. "Nah, I simply have access. One of the perks of my types of licensing is it's contractual, and so long as I have permission, I can go to most labs in the United States."

It's clear they've been here before however, knowing where to go for the patients gown they grabbed one that would fit her size and handed it to her. "Civilian clothes will mess with the machines, there's a bathroom down the hall to change. You can keep your underwear on but even the bra needs to come off. Piercings are fine."

Her changing was quick though she seemed a bit more, stiff? Or maybe she was just not feeling well or not ise to the gown. Whichever she didn't make any mention to it and swiftly asked. "Ok, what first Dr. Frankenstein?" She was smoothing the gown a bit before looking up at him, vrow raised as she awaited her assessment.

Her body language made her previous comments seem to have a connection happening in Nixs brain. "Well for now I'll take you to the room with the machine for the scans, but let's make a pitstop to the vending machine on the way."

Leading the way, there was in fact the mentioned vending machine and they selected a water bottle, and sour skittles. Handing both to her. "You don't need to tell me your trauma, but I recognize it. Pop a few sours if you start to panic. Trust me it helps."

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