procrastination station

well let's see. I've been getting closer with Local girl 👧🏽 and actually unprompted she brought up how My Friend 👱‍♀️been so diff. Like suddenly distant ever since getting close with Work Friend 👩🏼‍🎤. I invited a bunch of girls out for an all night clubbing girls only and it was very fun. That was great. But dude it's just crazy bc like we can't even enjoy My Friend at all Ina group setting bc they might as well be a couple 👱‍♀️👩🏼‍🎤. Me and Local can't even get a text back. My friend did message me a week or so ago and then after I responded I can't get a reply. Now I knew My friend got BTS tickets but I assumed they were for our country...then I look on her story and they're for Korea...uh ok maybe she said it and I missed it idk?? Um then I see that Work friend couldn't get tickets for the concert YET FLEW TO KOREA FOR THE WEEKEND TO GO SPEND IT WITH HER...like yo.

I can't get a text back but y'all can go to another country for the weekend.

Happy Pride yall that's crazy.

Anyway uh so noted. Started messaging her husband directly instead of our "group chat" cause she doesn't respond anyway like. (Not in a weird way) And started hanging out with the other girls and not inviting her cause she doesn't invite us like? And also ok. So me and Local girl have another friend call her South. Well My friend literally told Local to her face tht she doesn't like South. Tf????? Like it's so rude. And usually Shea so indirect so what. So it's literally natural for me and Local and South to hang out without her tf.

But The hard part for me is once I get this deep with a friend they sort of move to this weird category in my head. Like now she's basically my shithead cousin who I hope gets her shit back together but until then Love her from afar but don't cosign her and I wish her the best...(ofc there's limits to ny tolerance but..)

Its just crazy honestly.

Her work friend randomly got 15k followers on Instagram the other day too. I don't think that will help anything.

Silver lining is it brought me and other people closer. Also honestly like the plans I made were so fun and like..I'm fun I'm capable I'm loveable. I shouldn't get so tangled up in things.