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I have worn this hanfu now for 2 days in total en i really love it. It makes me feel pretty and it sits really nice.

And now i'm also awere that people really have no idea what Hanfu is and wat een Kimono is. It was kinda painfull that everyone thought i had a Kimono on. This Qing Dynasty hanfu is very far from looking like a Kimono, tho much older Dynasty hanfu kinda does tho so far i know Kimono became how it was becouse of Hanfu but i could be wrong. It's okey to make mistakes, i hope to wear more hanfu and show people here what hanfu is 😊

It's a interesting realizing that we all love Chinese food but never really talk about the clothes and the culture.

I would really love to spread my love for hanfu here in the Netherlands. I also got a lot of love for it here so I feel already so much easier about wearing it here in public 😊

anyway we did a short shoot yesterday too so i got a few photo's of that too

And damn my fan needs fixing 🙈🙈🙈🙈🥲🥲🥲

This was truly like a dream to me, to finnaly have a Hanfu clothes set. I know this is a cheap Hanfu, i got it second had very cheap but i still really like it i find it to be really pretty. And i always wanted to dress like this since all those lady's online and in c drama's look so beautiful. And i'm aware most chinese are fine with foreigners/non chinese tho i know some might not like it. How is see it is that culture and it's clothing etc need to be shared. We do that too with Dutch traditional clothes, i grew up with that every person may be there and that other cultures are not strage or wrong etc.

I know that my father would have loved it, he believed in what i found important and supported me in everything :) I lost him way too young still hurts that he will never see me grow more and more everyday.

I honestly wear this becouse i love it and all i want to do is spread love and show people there is more then just the things we know. There is something beautiful in every cultures!

I'm awere aswell that the shoes and hair etc probably do not match this Qing dynasty Hanfu. I used what i could get here and what i already had. And i do feel really sad about that my hair being so damn thin. I can not do most hair styles i saw and i also do not have the skills yet to do harder styles. Might get a few wigs one day but i do really like using my own hair. The fan i have here i'm not quite sure what dynasty it belangs to, i bougt it many years ago in a second hand shop. I was deco in my house for years, tho i had to carry my dog there and i need to clean it my dog stepped on it by accident 🙈 I also did not have a good make-up day so my make-up is quite awefull.

Tho for my energy lvl i find that i did quite well, that was another difficult doing my hair with a heart condition, my arms and hands get tired just way too fast. But i will always say keep trying never give up!

Forgot to share my degu's new terrarium here too :)

saved up a lot of money for this and I'm very happy that I did. Sadly tho all parts are quite long. I will later post the full time lapse on YouTube.

my Degu's are my everything and I really wanted them to have it all same for my dog of course. tho I also must say that due to my heart condition I also could hardly clean out the old enclosure by my self just got too dizzy etc. now I can open it at the front at 4 spots love it. tho my Degu's need to get used to this I do think they will get used to it quite fast. one day I will also love to post my Degu's life story they are all from a bad situation and some of them are not mentally at their real age but that's Okey along as they are happy together that's all that matters . and I do really love just looking at them 🥰

The zoo Dierentuin Amersfoort now has dinosaur Animatronics for i think a month. It's kinda a mini show that is technically for young kids but I wanna see the dinosaurs too. And to be honest for a zoo that was quite fun.

Tho I would like them to be more accessible for the disabled, it was not wheelchair accessible even tho after going through it with a few nice ladies to help me walk i found that it could easily be made wheelchair friendly. Plus even a service dogs was not allowed cuz of the lights and noise. I found it not to be that bad so mimi could have easily helped me in there so I think they need to read up a bit more on service dogs.

Other then that only one negative thing that happend was a child kicking my dog Mimi wich caused me to have a panic attack. Parents please watch your kids better! It could all been avoided if you watched them better!

They even got really disrespectful to us because we told them to watch their kid better. I'm sorry but your kid kicked my dog fuck off!

hii everyone i made a 18+ account on Instagram just for my boob art. I plan on making more since i found it quite fun :) For now only boobs tho. Just be awere that page is private and you need your age on your page or i wont accapt your follow request :)

My friend made a meme of me 😂😂😂😂

I realized when i put the candles on that i was really stupid, very dangerous 🫣 I had to stop her a few times or she would have eaten the candles too. I get this food not that often for her, she loves it. And I can assure you that she gets fed every day a few times inuding treats, she looked like she was starving 🙈🙈🙈😂😂😂

Tomorrow at day spending we will also celebrate her birthday.

Sooo i think i might have a new hobby xD

Got home from the hospital a few hours ago. I was supposed to get a ablation(heart rhythm disorder correction operation) but they sadly could not do it. I was under sedation for two hours, during the sedation they entered my ❤️ with a probe via arteries in my hip and then they tried to induce a heart rhythm disorder but it failed. The operation was then stopped and i was brought back from the sedation. In 3 months I will get new tests but for now I got more medication 💊

Chibi Usagi is the perfect support for my hand after the surgery. Both plushies where also great emotional support too.

Sometimes you go back to how some things started and this is one of them. This is how my Tomoe Ame cosplay started uh with a yukata lol, No one here knows the difference between kimono and yukata so i was like eh we have to use what we got and so i did. I later bought Kimono's from japan and used those for my cosplay. Tho this Yukata is still used yes it one of the layers in my Tomoe Ame Wherewhen cosplay haha. Now i still have that luckt charm i wear it with cosplay in the hopes people do not injure me when i use my wheelchair. And yes people have injured me many times, i have been hit a few times with one of them cousing my face to swell up. And don't let me begin about the props i almost had in my face quite few times I also once had a adult man land on top of me so you understand now why i now automatically start hitting people if they get waaayyyy too close. Also having props and a long wig with wheelchairs kinda suck haha xD I'm getting treated for my heart rhythm disorder soon so i hope i can go to a con this year and wear one of my Tomoe cosplays :) Also i forgot i was later geven more photo's from the photographer to use for the Usagi Yojimbo tribute book and i decided to share them here too since they where ment to be seen by the fans of the comic :) photographer : Dani'el van den Berg

Omg wat a bad two days... Mimi somehow found milk chocolate hagelslag yesterday and ate the whole thing. I had no idea until she started to act weird very late at night. I took care of her for hours in the middle of the night. She was walking weird with her hind legs and she kept trying to poop while nothing was coming out. She seemed to veel a bit better this morning so i thought she was going to be fine. Well nope around 13:30 she threw up so much it was insane. The smell was insane too. So i called the vet and they said i could bring her. It was good we went becouse it was much worser then we first thought. She was slightly poisoned, her heart was high aswell. So i left her at the vet today for a drip (idk if that is the correct word for that) And good news she is going good :D I can pick her up at 19:00 today.

changed my mind on the yellow on the horse 🙈 Decided to keep thinhs simple on Mizuki. Now i will give the dogs a facelift, already removed their gear. Started this somewhare last year my lesbian fan character Yuri as a mermaid with her pets. The old version also has a 18+ version however all there is is Yuri's cute little boobs

This is old now, soo I got this dress now longer then 10 years.

I used to shorty be a model kinda, would love to do that again. At that time I just started to use make-up more so I was not very comfortable yet to do more.

I own the photos since I payed for them but I will always mention the photographer:)