i see myself living in a big house with lots of family living with me but maybe i have my own little house out in the backyard that i can be completely alone when i need space

cant stop sticking my tongue in the new hole in between my teeth after my cleaning

Went to Paloma wool and they made me fill out a form to try clothes on but then I just waited for a while and realized no one was coming to help me so I walked out. Now I’m sitting in the dentist waiting room with 4 teen boys in baggy jeans

getting my teeth cleaned today and i think ill leave early because i kind of want to go to the grove. i have to go to samys camera which is just down the street

4 days no nicotine i feel fine most of the time and then i panic or feel a deep feeling of anxiety and and then i calm down and its okay

i got oats and am gonna start having oatmeal for breakfast. i got a jar of pistachio butter in san clemente and put it in my oatmeal this morning and its so good

everyone i know who came from the midwest is like randomly loaded i guess you have to be to make it out of the midwest

i only ever get really envious of people who were like born into wealth and access but then i remember like my life and my story is beautiful because its mine and no one else's

all of a sudden feeling the urge again to perform and more than that become a d list celebrity for like a few years and be on a fox show that gets cancelled a year before syndication but its fine because im doing cool stuff outside of my day job like really artsy indie movies that play the smaller festivals and then i randomly get into like real estate and find out im really good at it and completely change career paths or maybe i start a talent agency and eventually i save up enough money to buy a house in the hills

The body can withstand so much I will now start doing health related mantras every day

just read my blood test results and i cant even tell you about it because i dont have enough information but i know i will be reeling about this until i see my doctor again