ASHAMED. whywas he ashamed in himself ?why did his mind make up a thousand different reasons as to why heâd turn down a drink, rather than vocalize his sobriety ? why did he willingly visit bars and clubs, knowing full well heâd come into contact with the substance ? he was self-destructive by nature, thatâs why he pushed himself closer and closer to the edge. people only really knew the richie that was drunk all the time â what if they didnât like this version of him ?god, none of it made sense. icy hues lock to the drink in front of his old friend â current friend ? richie wasnât sure what to call them anymore, given he just disappeared one day ⊠just like greer. did anyone even notice he was gone too ? such a pointless and selfish thought to have. heâd kick himself over it for weeks. so, instead he did what he did best. he put on a show. â iâm driving tonight and i canât afford another strike on my license, â he states with a shrug, as if it were a casual comment to make. he lowers himself into the spot across from cooper and instead extends his hand, briefly motioning to the cigarette between his lips. â got another one of those though ? iâm all out ⊠but if daddy harris is buying tonight, than count me in. â
many were quick to say they didnât believe in ghosts and quite frankly, as much as cooper bought into silly stories and the odd convoluted cover up, superstition wasnât exactly a word one could use to describe the often disheveled young man. and yet, that night a ghost happened to stroll into his life and plop down into the seat in front of him with a request to bum a cigarette. thankfully, the effects of his drink hadnât quite kicked in yet, despite the sugary contents, so his face remained tranquil, apathetic at best - though his palms were significantly damper, and his heart rate had increased as soon as he looked back at richie. ironically enough, that reaction wasnât out of the norm when he was around his former friend, it just usually happened after ingesting a supplemental substance that set them on a significantly more eventful path.
a path cooper had clawed his way out of, with great effort. Â
 â been there, paid the price. never new masseratis could bend that way, â cooper offered in jest, clearing his throat lightly as he recalled one of the many evenings his antics had landed him in more trouble than he could afford. thank god for daddyâs surname. he grunted in response, shaking a cigarette loose from the small cigarette case he kept tucked in the jetted pocket of his jacket. â iâm nothing if not well prepared. interesting to see you around, canât say iâve seen you around lately, but i guess we donât frequent the same watering holes anymore? â