Coo

I've fucked up. Everything went wrong and no one was there for me. I really tried through

As never, I fucked up at school. It was the worst semester I've ever had. I couldn't learn or pay attention to classes, I was too busy thinking how to end myself at the end of the day. I fucked up at that too. I just made things worse

I was feeling bad all the time, I've been passing out a lot. At the store, in the kitchen, in the way to bathroom, even at school but what does it matter? Started throwing up all the time but I guess it was my fault. You know, my body just did it's work, I guess 10-20 medicines were too much at once. Well, what u say about that? That's what you wanted to know? Do u really want to know all the times I started crying and hurting myself and wanting to die? I would told you, but what could you do? Yeah, nothing.