austin leslie sanders

ㅤㅤIf I can't do anything to fix the past. . .

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ I'll make my future better instead.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤaustin .. he + bodily 19 .. introjected host

recently, one of my headmates made me retry a game i really hated because of some harassment i faced from people who enjoyed it, it was so bad to the point it effectively traumatized me. but since my headmate is sourced from the game they told me it would really mean a lot to them if i tried it again.

and this time i felt way happier and way safer playing it. i think i just needed someone in my corner, honestly. i forget that. i forget that helping each other is apart of this whole sharing an existence thing.

need to meet more other adult systems . . . be my friend.

there is no "correct" way to be a system, every one is different and valid, no matter what their experience is like. and you dont have to explain it to anyone! your plurality should never have to be the subject of a debate or argument.

someone i used to know would call singlets "sys'nts" and i randomly remembered it and giggled

not knowing what exactly to post about regarding your experience as a system because you dont really know (that knowledge is mostly withheld from you) <<<<<<

" ill do it later. "

(later comes)

" i didn't even say i was gonna do all of that (forgot) "

can plurality factor lack of object permanence. because oh my god. maintaining friendships are so hard, and we lose track of where we put things because we simply forget where we put something- or sometimes we forget that we even had the thing we lost and then we get another one and end up finding the thing we lost a week later.