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me, writing: that’s definitely not how that word is spelled

#fanfiction writer #writer problems #fanfiction writer problems #spell check hates to see me coming #it’s so bad sometimes spell check can’t save me

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went to the beach today and almost got attacked by a seagull

#random

Temporary writing setup until I get a new laptop (except when I write my laptops going to be open and my headphones not on it just not doing that rn) hope to get a little done on literally any wip I have tonight

(ft the stack of books i’ve read this summer and my several years old lava lamp that doesn’t work properly anymore but still gives off light and looks kinda cool)

So I borrowed the one external keyboard my parents (my dad) have, and this thing sucks to write on so much, but also I don’t want to deal with 9 broken keys atm

I don’t think i’ll be reapplying to the grad program I applied to last year again this year 💀 Will probably do it again next year (if I still want to do it) but the application deadline is 2 months out and I 1 - haven’t touched it and 2 - have no idea who to get write rec letters because i’m not currently working or volunteering with anyone (i’ve been bumming out all summer so far)

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I finished The Martian (book) yesterday and it’s so peak like, I feel sad having finished it because it was so good 😭 and i’m also still thinking very much about Project Hail Mary, so I’m very tempted to write a fic where (pre Ares III launch or after, who knows and post PHM) Mark Watney meets Grace and Rocky

Mind you, I have several ongoing fics I need to update and i’ve been avoiding my laptop like the plague because the keyboard is half broken (keys stick more than they don’t) and nothing ever loads and the battery life is shit

#the martian #project hail mary #fanfiction writer problems #oh also laptop I was planning on getting once tax free starts in my state for back to school jumped in price 💔

I’ve thought about Calculus 2 way too much in the past 24 hours for someone who hasn’t touched calc in nearly three years

#it still haunts me #literally and a dream this morning technically I was retaking it then forgot I was in it and was on track to fail before I woke up #for the record I didn’t fail the first time but I did change majors #and I lowkey regret it some days I won’t lie

y’all i’m finally going to be able to take that fiction writing class i’ve been wanting to take this fall :) (unless I find a class that interests me that’s online and/or fits my schedule that’s less words and easier since that’s a 6000 word class and I only need 2000 more to graduate)

update on the my-laptop-keyboard-is-a-piece-of-shit saga: took it in to see if the keyboard could be easily fixed, turns out the price to fix it is near the price of this laptop, will have to use an external keyboard or deal with the annoyance of the keys until late in July when back to school deals start so I can buy a new one

keep in mind, my laptop’s been acting up since january, february, i’ve just been kind of dealing with it (and wanting to chuck it out a window)

#apparently it’s because ‘the air is wet and that is giving the keys issues’#my old laptop I spilled an entire bottled dunkin coffee on it and it still worked #that bad boy worked until the hinge separated itself from the laptop making it unable to close properly #my desk is currently a disaster though so I can’t really use an external keyboard #(i’ve only been using it in my bed because of this)

Being so for real, i’ve barely interacted with anything Stranger Things related since volume 2 released 🫣 like I have stopped caring about that show, and all it took was that shitty fifth season I never finished

#Stranger Things #This includes byler #I just… don’t care anymore #I have started reading fanfic again but most of it has been catradora (yes in the big 26

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This isn’t new I got it a week or so ago but look at this copy of The Martian I got, it’s so cool looking (ignore the background, I took a picture of this while in B&N and this was by the checkout area)

#I wanted to read more of Weir’s writing after reading Project Hail Mary #starting this when I finish reading AGGGTM #this is what i’m doing instead of writing fanfic #but think of it as studying to write fanfic by reading more to better improve my writing #(that is not at all what i’m doing i’ve just finally decided books are cool again because im bored and lonely)

While i’m posting on this blog again, some life updates: I’m living with my parents for at least the next six months to a year, was rejected from every grad school I applied to, and had to delay my undergrad graduation to retake a class so I’ve got two classes left I need to graduate which are actually just gen ed’s (public speaking and a writing class that has a higher word count than I need but whatever) but at least I get to take a few more science classes to finish my minor and delay student loan repayment

anyways, that’s why I haven’t touched anything recently, because all this has been making me lowkey depressed, and I really need to call this clinic and beg for a job but there’s this mental block that’s keeping me from doing it because i’m too much of a coward to make a stupid phone call

#personal #why are you living with your parents if you still have a semester of college left you may ask?#well that’s because I ran out of all my scholarships and rent is expensive and I only have class three days a week #also because my college is in an adjacent county and less than an hour from my parents house so it’s commutable even if it’s annoying #tldr i’m broke and didn’t want to pay rent so im paying it with my mental health

My laptop is a piece of shit and i’m so tired of my keyboard acting like this, I really should take it somewhere to try and fix it atp bc these keys taking forever to start working and then randomly stopping again is so annoying

#at the very LEAST I need it fixed before school starts #writing lab reports with it like this was annoying enough #but an actual writing class? two online classes? yeah it needs fixed like now

this is where all my writing has gone to, my microbio lab electronic lab notebook

a program i’m doing is requiring a personal statement draft by sunday so the odds of me updating just went down even more

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finally opened docs for the first time in weeks last night, sorry I kinda disappeared, I’ve had a lot going on recently. Going to try and work on some things this week between getting harassed by my family and studying for biochem so hopefully I’ll be able to have an update to something up by the end of spring break (I doubt it’ll happen, but we can hope)

spreak starting tomorrow (afternoon), maybe i’ll finally be able to update a fic

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