Self Insert Central

is it bad if my fixation on a character gets to a point where a friend is jealous? is that bad? idk my love for a character is rlly intense and way different than the kind i have for my friends but like... it kind of started as a coping mechanism so that i dont do that to irl ppl like i used to (idealizing them and putting them on a pedastal such) bc i know it hurts both of us. but if i dont have a character to obsess over i feel empty, even with so many other good things in my life. i feel like thats healthier than doing that shit to real ppl tho idk

can a self insert be an oc if they have lore that has reshaped who they are as a person making them no longer me in certain ways esp due to the environment of the "canon" world but is still mostly similar to me and also they dont exactly look like me but theyre still me but theyre not at the same time?

i regret making this a sideblog i shouldve just blocked the irls that were following my main years ago

kisses to everyone discovering my dca reference posts and spreading them around, hope they help <3