the people in connorβs life never being who connor needs them to beβ¦ moonday letting him go away to the ashram and saying he wasnβt an easy child to raise, ollie being absent, nathan asking him to stop calling him βgran,β eddie and master jansen caring about him so so much but neither of them are a Father you know?? not the one he wants. and connor has to work so hard to figure out who he Should be because heβs so used to not being seen as he Isβ¦. there has to be something about him that makes it make sense that none of his family members have really Seen him. and if he just centers himself enough and figures out what it is he needs to fix, it will be okay. moonday will understand him and ollie will embrace him and heβll be Whole heβll know who he Is












