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20 Transfem Goththing

She/it (like shit)

#1 goal of 2026, play more music, collect more tapes.

crisis databass

Wrrrnings - graphic language

Content warning for SH, ED, SA

And other

General debauchery

If you’re sensitive or triggered easily, Don’t come to my blog and get upset with what you shouldn’t be interacting with.

Main Hashtag guide:

#bit of a rant #venting #pages #misadventures #bong stories

-Pages: my journal and art

All can be found attached to this post plus more.

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A bit about me <333

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Hey hey hey!! I’m CG. Im 20 and still a mess.

Transfem, metalhead, goth, punk thing, whatever you fucking want to call it.

I play live music and I live for bass! Grandma core and M.lewandoski influenced aesthetics?

Graphics, SFX, illustration

No wimps • no egg whites • Mosh till your dead •

Yours truly

Get fucked <3

Credit to @miseryundo 4 profile blinkies and banners at the top!!

twt are u provably just asleep

Yeah

But anxiety and trauma tells me ur plotting now to lead me on and break my heart so i just need to not. Think that.

>:( i am a little bitch

Silly goose. Self concious enough to worry about pointless things. People like you fir you and u cant tell them why thats wrong or that theirs someone better...

Just because your not idealistic (you never wanted to be anyway) or stereotypically assertive and more "dominant" dosent ivalidate who you are as a person, your being is whats to fall for not a part of your personality.

Stop cutting urself up into good and bad things... making one parts your whole!! Badbadbad.

You only ever cared abkut this when it was expected of you i guess so i dont blame you, feeling invalid as someine like that would be normal for a trans girl to go through.

I do have to admit!!! I strugle to seperate dominant from the male archtype, i guess just due to conditioning. But i would feel sick if i called myself a dom.

Dominatrix or goddess, shur but just dom? Nah... definently not... 100% no.

Im a girlfailure. I will play fight but otherwise its like a 50/50 thing... it really is sadist/masocist

One day its one one day its the other lwky.

Im navigating peoples expectations of me. manually having to override my perceptions of how people have started to precive MYSELF. Bro I might just be an over thinker.

And an attention seeker 🙄

Your not some weak little boy anymore. Your a real girl with real feelings, you can be a bad bitch mofo and a little sissy prick and thats part of the fuxking package B))

My airpod shuffle dosent work....

I dont have the manuel so i dont know whats wring with it n theirs no infononline for the error :(((

Fml there goes music untill i can find something.

Thank fuck the staff here are so so so so lovely :((( their msking my day with how much tjeir taking care of me, boarding me earlier and getting the pilot to talk and walk with me....

I love making my face bleed on the airport terminal floor and just beating my temple in till my hands are covered with blood and sweat.

Your an embaressment and a waste of money.

Peoole care for sum masquerading something with substabstance but all you are, is a rotting husk with an aversion to start hurting themselves so people can see how fucked you are.

Rattatattus!!! I will miss!!! I will miss!!!

Saying this as someone who for somereason has to text last