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Sudan Archives - Goldencity

https://books.google.com/books?id=7tgcnzu3Lz4C&pg=PA265&lpg=PA265&dq=nonstandard+analysis+spencer+brown&source=bl&ots=e5CCjO7bVA&sig=fQRh-4oP6xp1YqvwgQuGm10vMl0&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwj3k_bph_LOAhUG6GMKHU4IBnQQ6AEIHjAA#v=onepage&q=nonstandard%20analysis%20spencer%20brown&f=false

http://ftp.cs.kun.nl/CompMath.Found/honours.pdf

A raw firsthand account of the ongoing struggles relates to Dabrowski’s theory by someone who is objectively ‘high-functioning’ and very talented. Self-awareness is not a cure in and of itself.  http://files.eric.ed.gov/fulltext/EJ750762.pdf

randomness as a moral duty

“one by one, we're going to build up your visual understanding of periodic phenomenon and their relationship with mathematics”

1) At first you see. And what you see is special. You guard it tightly. What you see is interesting. It is the observation itself that is interesting. It is you that is interesting. 2) I think that once you see, experience, or exist as a number of contradictory or wildly different things you realize that nothing is inherently interesting. 3) From there, depression sets in. Identity is questioned. If I don't have a point of view, how can I see at all? But somehow, you continue to see. 4) Existing without attaching your identity to any one of these times or ideas more than the others, you experience things coming and going as they naturally do. At first this is uncomfortable. Then with time, it becomes enjoyable. More enjoyable. You're happy again. 5) But happiness does not equate to fulfillment... and you recall the first stage of observation where everything was interesting, longing for that first perspective of wonder and the creation of meaning without self-consciousness. 6) Here you still understand that nothing is inherently interesting...but the relationships between between yourself and others, between others and others, between ideas, between symbols...it is the relationships that make things interesting. And while relationships may have been captured in the first and immature stage by accident, now they are the focus of all observation. 7) You are mature. And you might have a chance at making decent art.

Leibniz

“History of Type Theory” wikipedia page

Erwin Schrödinger

2013 scribbles; read papers on consciousness and thought i invented quantum information theory or some shit