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Caspar tried to keep a calm composure, as he was completely miffed a little by the candor of Sylvainâs response. He was determined to get a straight answer out this man, so hopefully this no non-sense attitude continued,
âAt least youâre able to read the room, so now I donât have to bullshit you anymore. I was never good at the diplomatic ass kissing crap.â He crossed his arms and stood up a bit straighter, not that it made him look much bigger but it did show off his muscles and conveyed seriousness.
Caspar grimanced and continued, âYou fought well on the battle field, even almost had me convinced youâre really are fighting for the Empireâs will. Iâm not sure what game you are playing here, but I would watch your back if I were you. Hubert is not one to be crossed and betraying Edelgard or harming our soldiers will get you on his bad side; he even scares the hardest soldiers I know. I also love my friends and worry about them too, so the goddess will not help you if you are why they come into harms way. You might have fooled Edelgard, because sheâs a softy for those harmed by the throne and Dimitri, but I donât buy the whole renegade pretty boy act. If you arenât a spy, then why would your loyalty not stay in Fargus when push comes to shove against a former ally. Also, being raised in luxury as a best friend of the king has it perks, why give that up? No noble with that kind of power would throw his whole life away to tear down the system that played so well to your favor. I might not know much about you outside of your friends and lecherous history, but it all just makes it hard for even me to trust you. Just know that I donât wish any ill will on you and if youâre not serious about the empires will then you made a big mistake buddy! I would also look over your shoulder for Hubert when you can.â
Caspar so did not practice in his head all day till now, but it was done. If Sylvain got himself hurt because he crossed Hubert or double crossed his friends, then its his cross to bear. Caspar warned him and with that his conscience and intentionâs couldnât be any more clear. Â With the last breath of his little tirade, Caspar waited for Sylvainâs response but was considering leaving since his peace was said.
One thing that Sylvain was easily able to pick up on was when people were faking around him. He was a master in hiding himself, keeping his true intentions hidden from even his closest friends, which was why it didnât come as any surprise to him that Caspar wasnât all smiles and laughs, regardless of how kind and friendly he tried to appear. He wasnât one to underestimate appearances because if being a noble taught him anything, it was that everyone lied and no one acted like who they truly were.Â
He was actually a little grateful when Caspar dropped his act, when he started telling him how he truly felt about him coming to the Black Eagles. He knew that leaving the Blue Lions had been hard not only on him but everyone else that he grew up with as well. He would be lying if he said that he had been able to completely cut dies with Ingrid, Dimitri, and Felix without any feelings at all. His thoughts wondered to them, worried about if they were doing okay, but he couldnât continue to fight for a system that he didnât believe in. He wanted nothing more than to dismantle the crest system, to see change happened, and he knew that wasnât going to happen with Dimitri, who was the husk of the person he used to be.Â
He let out a laugh, but there was no joy behind it. His laughter came across slightly bitter and a little dark as he looked over at Caspar as he listened to his onslaught of words. âGrowing up the only Gautier with a crest meant I had to learn how to fake niceties. Real easy to figure out when people are doing the same, it was apparent from the moment I met you that you were never good at saving face. Wouldnât expect you to get into diplomacy to begin with, donât know why anyone would.â
Sylvain shrugged, leaning back against the wall as he let some of his normal mask slip, allowing his darker, more cynical side slip out. âWhat else would I be fighting for then if not for the Empireâs will? Doesnât really matter to me what you think about me anyways. I have my reasons for fighting for Edelgard and Iâm pretty sure my lance skills on the field should have been enough proof for you.â He felt his body tense and seize up the moment that Caspar mentioned growing up as a noble as well as Faerghus. âYou donât know anything!â His voice got slightly lower, with a hard edge to it as he glared at the other. âYou have no idea what I had to go through growing up as the son of a noble. Real easy to assume I had everything handed to me just because my dad was rich.â There was far to much that he had to deal with growing up between his father only paying attention to him when he acted like a proper heir and having to deal with Miklan trying to kill him or beating him up but never allowing anyone to know what was happening.Â
Those were all the burdens that he had to bare but were also the reasons that drove him to want to dismantle the crest system. He knew that he grew up with privilege and didnât have to struggle for food like Ingrid had to, but he wished that the crest system had never been invented. It was only ever used to classify and divide people and while he didnât agree with Edelgardâs methods of going about this, she was the only one who was trying to make systemic changes.
âMy word doesnât mean anything to you and Iâm not dumb enough to think this conversation will change anything, but I have no intention of getting on Hubertâs bad side or going against Edelgard. Didnât think having extra fire power on Edelgardâs team would get you this bent out of shape, gotta admit, itâs cute seeing you this worked up.â He mused with a wink, the dark look still swimming in his eyes, but his mask slowly starting to slip into place, making sure that Caspar wouldnât get to close or learn too much.Â














