āhistory, huh? bet we could make someā and āyou donāt make it fucking easy. but iām in love with youā and āon purpose. i love him on purposeā and āyour spine is a ridge iād die climbingā and āyou and me and history, remember?ā and āyou love so much bigger than yourself, bigger than everything. i canāt believe how lucky i am to witness it- to be the one who gets to have it, and so much of it, is beyond luck and feels like fateā and āyou had the absolute audacity to love me back. can you believe it?ā and āhave i told you lately that youāre brave?ā and āhenry kisses his mouth over and over again and says quietly, Ā āyou are good.āāĀ
donāt forget āI thought, if someone like that ever loved me, it would set me on fire. And then I was a careless fool, and I fell in love with you anywayā





















