β thereβs no rest for me in this world. perhaps in the next. βΒ
β if i shall die, you shall die. β
β despite the bad blood, iβll have none of it on my carpet. β
β everyone fucking needs me. βΒ
β but there is a part of me that is unfamiliar to myselfβ¦and i keep finding myself there. βΒ
β i learnt long ago to hate my enemies, but iβve never loved one before. β
β whoβs going to stop us, eh? nobody. βΒ
β i get really quiet when my mind is too loud. β
β iβve heard very bad, bad, bad things about you.Β β
β am i laughing? β
β itβs just myself talking to myself about myself.Β β
β those who fight by the sword, die by the sword. β
β this is who i am! and this is all i can give you, for what youβve given me. βΒ
β and i got close. i nearly got fucking everything. βΒ
β iβm not a fucking child. β
β i will remember everything and forget nothing. β
β looking back, i have no regrets. β
β you and i are oppositesβ¦but also just the same. like an image in the mirror. β
β may you be in heaven a full half hour before the devil knows youβre dead. β
β i warn you, iβll break your heart. βΒ
β i try not to fight. i try not to react.Β β
β itβs in the past. the past doesnβt concern me. β
β donβt sit there in my chair and tell me iβm losing my war. β
β donβt let two people teach you the same lesson. β
β itβd be hard for you to walk anywhere with a bullet in each knee. β
β who broke the mirror? thatβs seven years of bad luck. β
β itβs not a good idea to look at me the wrong way. β
β i know that you want me to say that iβll change. β
β those bastards. those bastardsβ¦are worse than us. βΒ
β you have to listen to the voices you hear. βΒ
β intelligence is a very valuable thing, isnβt it? and usually it comes far too fucking late. β
β i donβt have a fucking side. β
β i have responsibilities here, people i need to protect, and people who i love. βΒ
β if i had an important decision to make, i used to flip a coin; perhaps i will do it again. βΒ
β i just put a bullet in his head. β
β i need you to be alright. i need you. β
β youβve got five minutes. βΒ
β i found you. and youβve found me. weβll help each other. βΒ
β if youβre not gone from this city by tomorrowβ¦iβll kill you myself. βΒ
β i will never forgive you or accept you. β
β feel sorry for me. itβs fine. βΒ
β the only thing that interests me is the truth. β
β i know who you are. youβre a bit of a failure, arenβt you? β
β listen, sweetie. β
β the end of a rope has been your destiny since the day you were born. β
β i am emotional, i just donβt know what fucking emotion it is. β
β those i canβt charm i can kill with my own hands. β
β how soon did you know that i was not dead? β
β my fury is a thing to behold. β
β someoneβs responsible for all this fucking mess. βΒ
β let it hurt then let it go. βΒ
β you can change what you do, but you canβt change what you want. β
β some nights it was you who stopped my heart from breaking. βΒ
β when youβre dead, youβre finally free. β
β violent men are the easiest to deal with. β
β who the fuck are you? βΒ
β heβll wake up. granted he wonβt have any teeth left but he will be a wiser man for it. β
β did you know that madness sets you free? β
β lies travel faster than the truth. βΒ
β and i donβt care because iβm already dead. β
β who wants to be in heaven when you can be sending men to hell? βΒ
β nobody works with me. people work for me. β
β i never got used to seeing horses die. β
β thatβs funny, donβt you think? a war about peace. βΒ
β you have your motherβs common sense but your fatherβs devilment. i see them fighting. let your mother win. β
β brave is going where no man has gone before. β
β today it will be me dead. or you. βΒ
β do you think your repentance will mean you are forgiven of your sins? βΒ
β i will pour you some ginβ¦distilled for the eradication of seemingly incurable sadness. β
β my biggest problem? i notice everything. βΒ
β how many sons have you cut, killed, murdered? β
β you crossed the line. β
β you wonβt tell anyone my secret? β
β i heard you dress well. but now i see, not as well as me. βΒ
β fuck it. iβm not in the mood today. β
β how far can we go with this beautiful dream? βΒ
β iβm not much good. youβll find that out soon yourself. β
β no, iβm not god. not yet. βΒ
β i think so that you donβt have to. β
β weβre close. always within punching distance. β
β i need you to understand that your best is not good enough. β
β sorry about all that mud. and all that fucking blood. β
β i was just explaining to everyone that, well, weβre fucked. β
β when i do sleep, i dream. and in my dream someone wants my crown. β
β the man weβre about to meet is the devil. β
β thereβs god. and then thereβs us. β
β i wonβt be on my own. iβm never on my own. β
β iβm no gentleman. β
β for those who make the rules, there are no rules. β
β theyβre not going to hang you. youβre going to hang yourself. β
β last thing i want is silence. β
β itβs not pleasant to look at and be around. iβm sorry. β
β i am now able to just rise above those kinds of insults. β
β today is for forgiveness. β
β you donβt get what you deserve. you get what you take. β
β iβve dealt death. now death has dealt with me. β
β so you shook hands with the devil? β
β i am my own revolution. β
β itβs in our blood. we live somewhere between life and death. β
β i promised someone i would change the world. β
β i will continue until i find a man i canβt defeat. β
β sometimes death is a kindness. βΒ
β they are always hopeful, therefore theyβre always wrong. βΒ
β oh, i do bad things. but you already know that. β
β i didnβt choose this life. it chose me. β
β these hands belong to the devil. β
β i wanted you to stay. and normally i get my own way. β
β i donβt see the same thing in your eyes. β
β i came here not to make enemies. β
β i love you and i promise i will keep us safe. βΒ
β you stay away from me, iβve had it. β
β you donβt understand the wicked way of our world. β Β Β Β
β they say life is too short to hold grudges. i think life is too short to be letting people get away with the same shit. β
β if you take the kingβs money, the king expects you to kill. β
β do i look like someone who wants an easy life? β
β and youβ¦youβve captured my curiosity. β
β i know you like to be asked properly. can i have this dance? β
β i rarely answer questions, is what i do. β
β and what fucking line am i supposed to have crossed? β
β i know what i know, you know. if you donβt know, then you donβt fucking know, do you? β
β drink the fucking wine and smile. thatβs what iβm doing. βΒ
β you once said to me that people like us can never be loved. βΒ
β before the day is over, your heart will be broken. β
β what do you think i am, hm? you think iβm a fucking idiot. β
β we can walk away from all this. β
β rule one: donβt punch above your weight. β
β if i come for you, i will wear high heels so you can hear my approach on the cobblestones, and have time to repent. βΒ
β my brother and i are the same person. βΒ