the jewel of california

I just want someone out there who’s willing to make me feel good for a night. To make me feel desirable, to want me. I don’t care if there’s no strings, I just want to be wanted. 

You go from chatting with me every day to leaving my messages unread so you don’t have to talk to me so of course I know something is up and of course I see you avoiding me. I don’t want to jump the gun, because hey, maybe you are busy and haven’t had proper time to talk but I’m trying to find the disconnect. Did you just want to sleep with me and let that be that? I mean I guess that’s fine, we didn’t talk about anything beforehand or whatever but I at least thought we could remain friends. I guess it’s too much to ask for people to be adults, huh?

Hey it’s weird when u ask me about the guy I was with before u don’t do that. Especially when we’ve not even met yet and it almost seems like you’re trying not to be jealous n shit ‘cos I didn’t come see you instead that day. You’ll get ur turn!! please don’t make this weird!! I want to change the topic!!

Jesus he’s got a busy week I didn’t mean to plan all these trips so close together but Bear, Troye, and Danny in a matter of a week. Not to be nasty but she might not be able to walk for her first show in April, bitch. 

I was flirting and being extra because that’s the only way I know how to be, I didn’t think he’d be into it. She’s not mad at it though. 💁