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I’m kind of just ..here

Not to be so negative towards Germany. So something I do like is that Germany is a much safer country than the US.. even with all the third world immigrants. I also can send my daughter to school here without worrying it will get shot up by some lunatic.

Changing the sheets on the bed gives me peace 😌

I remember when I got an anon asking if it’s possible for my husband and I to move into the city bc the country side triggers my OCD… but the city triggers my OCD too. It’s dirty there too just a different type of dirty. And a lot of homeless people. Idk I think Germany lacks suburbs.. like the suburbs you see in the US. I think they’re starting to build some,though. Or maybe there’s some in a different area like outside of where we currently live. As long as it’s not too far from my husband’s job. So I’m hoping to see what other parts of Germany look like. Like maybe it’s just this area that looks so bad and the people here hate their country so much that they will litter on the ground and graffiti infrastructure.

The graffiti in Germany is absolutely atrocious.

I hate everything

At this point I’m pretty much starving myself bc I have barely any time to actually eat. I have to constantly clean and then feed my daughter. And the cleaning never ends it makes me want to die.

I literally want to cry

I just know I’m going to have an OCD episode this whole weekend. I literally hate living here so much

Harassing someone online for like a decade is actually evil behavior btw.