Rogers' private diary（Mouth ball/Showing orgasm）
We kissed last night, and bucky laughed a lot.
Sweat was running down the back of his neck, he was hot, bucky was shivering in the heat, and I knew that no matter how many times I touched his wounds, he would still shiver.
These wounds are the answer to a prayer, the satisfaction of a need.
Bucky guided me through it all, just as I carried him through the last spasm of orgasm, his fingers just sliding down my cheek, squeezing my neck with his thumb, squeezing my skin, and bucky whispering that I wasn't good enough.
"I'll try harder," I put my tongue in his mouth.
He needs a lot more than 10,000 thrusts, 10 tremors. Literally, I would put my palm on bucky's butt, crack my knuckles against his perfect ribs, and slam his face against the edge of the bed, letting his teeth touch the edge.
When I hit him in the stomach with a pickaxe, he would cry like a bellows pump, and he needed me.
"I don't want you to go, dear." Bucky taped it to my chest. The bed was covered with white sheets, messy in places and translucent in others.
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汗水顺着后颈流下，他很热，bucky在炎热中浑身发抖，而且我知道无论我多少次抚摸他的伤痕，他还是会颤抖。
Bucky引导我度过了这一切，就像我带他度过了高潮的最后一次痉挛一样，他的手指就滑过我的脸颊，用拇指捏住我的脖子，挤压我的皮肤，bucky低声说我还不够好。
他需要的远不止是抽插的一万下，颤抖的十次。毫不夸张地说，我会把手掌放在bucky的屁股上，用指关节敲打他完美的肋骨，把他的脸撞向床沿，让他的牙齿碰到床沿。
当我用风镐敲打他的肚子时，他会抽泣得像个风箱泵，他需要我。
“我不想你走，亲爱的。”Bucky贴在我的胸前。床上是白色的床单，有些地方凌乱不堪，有些地方半透明。
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