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notes: ok so it’s been a while since i last wrote but i just wanted to write again and since i miss game of thrones terribly!! here goes! (also no proofread, so sorry for the mistakes ahead i wrote this in an hour and yeah) hope ya enjoy!

pairing: jon snow x reader

warnings: uhhh angst? some swearing but yeah

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“How was the adventure?”

Jon grunted, fixed his hair, and went walking away. He’s got that same old sad smile that he wore for weeks now. It was starting to get colder, so their work was starting to be difficult. It was difficult for you to talk to him, he was all closeted up, silent than usual, and nothing was alive in his eyes. You caught him, passing around the firewood for others, until the last stop which was your tent. 

With no words, he moved forward and inside your tent, already fixing up your fire for you. It was routine for him before, and it made your heart ached when he started doing it again ever since he came back. The only difference was that he does it now silently, no more laughter, no more silent smiles, and no more silly touches in the back with the promise of him going back in the middle of the night. 

Jon was gone for a while, months on months. All you ever did was wait, and it was embarrassing to realize how much you yearned for him. How much you missed him, on days and nights filled with him and you— and feeling what you felt for the first time. Spark, heat, fire, in this land of snow. Close touches, private archery lessons, late night walk in the woods until the firewood has gone out and the sun began to rise, until one of you yawns, and the other bids them a whispered ‘Good night’ in the beautiful and rising good morning.