still here

its fucked up how being unloved by a parental figure in your childhood makes you unlovable for the rest of your life

time to starve until i think my bf likes me again

wow that was actually really quick. i genuinely thought i'd lost him forever

never forget :) calories and sugar are the enemy, and the temporary pleasure they bring you is never worth it!! <3 xoxo

i feel like a wannarexic bc ive been eating regularly (although still way under 1000 cal) but i know right now i cant mentally get the strength to fast for more than 12-15 hrs. slow progress is still progress though, i guess

i've been doing terribly. i'm disgusted. someone pls give toxic motivation or kind motivation idc whatever helps.

chat I need to be fucked.