PunkBreath

he looked old for 14

“It took me four years to paint like Raphael, but a lifetime to paint like a child.” ― Pablo Picasso

I’m working on sleeping on the left [x]

life is SO fucked up atm, i’m constantly remembered of my father’s death,my brother is hurting me with all of his words, I hate myself and I still have the feeling of having to put on a mask otherwise i’ll lose myself. I think I’m going to fall apart if I stop with being the happy me. I think that when I do that, i’m going to realise how completely fucked up everything is and I’m scared it will be like this for the rest of my life.

I couldn't put it into better words myself. I feel like I am about to loose the love of my life. I need to be with people when I am alone and then instantly want to be alone because I know I am bringing people down. I am a fucking mess.

The accuracy.