Dr. Jn Ly

It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

I am letting go, everything. Thank you. My first love. My first of everything. You are an amazing person. I loved you.

For everything I have been through, for all the downfall I encountered this year, this made me really tough. Thank you for making me experiencing these struggles, it made me realize who I truly am.

i am sorry. sorry if i didn't keep our promise. i'm sorry if i made the wrong decisions, i'm sorry if i continuously hurt you, sorry for causing you pain in the middle of the night, thinking where we went wrong, sorry for the things i have done, and for not choosing to fight for us. i'm sorry if mo give up na ko, this phrase "it's not you, it's me" is fvcked up, and the lamest thing to say, but the truth is, it is not really you, it is all because of me, i am the one who ruined us, i am the one who initiated the act of giving up and hurting you. i know, one day, i'll be regretting the things i have done. i know, deep inside my heart that i will be alone, and that i will beg for your love again and i know that you will never accept me again, that is why, i have decided to choose the right thing, i don't deserve all you kindness, i don't deserve the love, care and comfort that you gave me.