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Hello! We'll be using this blog to post a (limited) amount of OC content (we're nervous, hah...) ^_^
We're not ready to disclose the name of the story, so we've codenamed it Roadkill Fawn (after the line in Noah Kahan's Downfall, "roadkill fawn, you said 'how sad,' / left to rot alone like that."
This blog is run mainly by Milo, Sailor, Ozzie, Finley, and Lime. Please refer to us (on this blog) as either Ozzie or Fawn (nicknames welcome!)
Main blog is @twofagschillininahottub :]
content warnings:
Roadkill Fawn contains many, many dark themes. Though we may not post about all of them here, we should note that the story explores topics such as:
depression, anxiety, sh, suicide, eating disorders, OCD, personality disorders, rape, other assorted disorders, cannibalism, racism, politics, substance abuse, abusive relationships, death, etc.(we'll add more if we forgot any!)
DEAD DOVE, DO NOT EAT! Roadkill Fawn is a very heavy story with a sad ending. Proceed with caution.
We will tag any posts with the necessary content warnings.
intros:
⋆⭒˚.⋆ Milo 🪐 (xey/xem ⟡ bolt/bolts ⟡ it/its)
Hiya!!! I am the person who created Roadkill Fawn, over a year ago :33 I'll probably be the one mainly posting stuff (rip my frontstuck ass </3) pleasepleaseplease ask us ANY questions you might have I LOVE rambling about my precious babies <33
the coolest person here lolz X33 i draw shit sumtimes and um i take FULL credit for how cool we are >:33 if yu r mean i will fuking kill yu >:[[ block dont report if we make yu uncomfy or sum shit
⋆⭒˚.⋆ Ozzie ⭐ (he/him - they/them)
A fictive of one of the main characters (Owen), so we felt I'd be fit to help run this blog :)
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another oc ask gamee i must be repeating questions by now but it doesnt matter
(pro tip: name some ocs in the tags when you reblog this so newcomers can ask with ease, and be sure to send an ask to the person you reblog it from!)
What kind of trash is/would be in your character's car?
Your character leaves a gathering, and the people who were with them immediately start talking about something they did. What was it?
What does your character consider their greatest shortcoming, and what is actually their greatest shortcoming?
If your character was a pet, what would be the story of how their owner got them?
Your character is ordering food, and they ask for some change to be made (extra something, hold an ingredient, swap this for that, etc). What are they most likely asking for?
When your character cries, is it just for a minute or do they cry for a long time? How hard is it to pull themself out of it?
If your character is missing, how is their absence felt? Even if nobody specifically notices or cares, does their absence have any effect on things?
"Oh, I know [character]! They're so…" What?
If the story of your character's current life was given a prequel or sequel, what would they focus on?
Your character is famous. What's the big scandal or rumor that comes out about them? (Not necessarily something that actually happens in their story, but something that might come up and turn into a whole tabloid field day.)
Your character is whacking somebody. With what? Are they being playful or trying to hurt them?
What's something people always trust your character on? What's something they probably won't trust your character on?
How accurate is your character's perception of themself?
Somebody wants to get in touch with your character. What's the best way to do that? (You can answer for people who know them or people who don't, or both.)
Your character is eating a snack. Do they make it last, or do they wolf the whole thing down immediately?
What's something your character is fine with accepting help with? What's something they'll refuse to accept help with?
Your character is at a party, and things are getting dull. Do they suggest a game or a seance? Start an argument? Sneak off to make out with someone? Leave?
Think of the last song you listened to. What was your character doing the year that song came out? (If the year isn't applicable, pick another one you've heard recently.)
How much will your character put up with being treated badly? Has there been a time when somebody made them snap?
What color best represents your character as a person, and why?
You're babysitting the 5 year old version of your character. What is that experience like?
Put all your characters in alphabetical order (by first or last name, doesn't matter.) Your character is suddenly switched into the life of the character right after them. How are they doing?
Your character is wearing a graphic tee shirt. What's on it?
What's a memory your character has from school? (If they never went to school, a time they were learning something, preferably from another person.)
Does your character have a favorite home-cooked food? If so, are they the one who makes it, or does someone else make it better?
If your character was going to go somewhere just for a fun day out, where would they go?
What's something your character would love to do, but is currently unable to because of their circumstances?
Is your character more likely to buy something they don't need if it looks cute or cool? What kind of aesthetic might persuade them?
What does your character like to be surrounded by? Interpret this question however you like.
What's something you bought recently that your character might also buy?
i dont rlly like this story but its a rlly important thing for xylo also i dont HATE it ...
cw for swearing
im not super proud of the way i worded a lot of what xylo said , but then again he is a teenager and he's not supposed to be emotionally intelligent yet . bruh grow up and word your thoughts better so i dont cringe at youu </33
tw for references to suicide, talk of death, talk of school shootings, talk of gun violence
um theres no actual school shootings but it is a code red lockdown drill so thumbs up. read w caution viewer discretion is advised blablabla
was rlly nervous to post this bc its kinda Heavy .. uhm enjoy
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Ok his name is Sock and his pronouns are he/him and ae/aer but he mostly uses he/him
tw for eating disorders , abuse , transphobia , ableism , sh , suicidal thoughts , sa , rape , i treat my ocs well i promise
Sock was born as the princess of this religious cult (his parents, Ivor and Magdelene, are the king and queen gasps) and the cult is super Christain and transphobic AND its fucking ABELIST. everyone there is magic and their power is fueled by emotions.
Sock is autistic, very berry autistic, which means he has big emotions and big magicks. His parents don't fwt because he needs to be a Perfect Princess so they get him a bunch of tutors to try and abuse the tism outta him (it doesn't work). then his parents freak the heck out because how will he ever get a prim and proper husband so they also let men grape and sa the fuck outta him (poor bean sighs)
eventually though they do marry him off to some dude named Windex (i thought the name was funny) and everybody immediately forgets about them bc once you get engaged to someone you can't interact with them till you're adults
Sock tries to transition into a dude but everyone is just mean to him, sighs sadly, but he does date this girl named Archer who sees him as a dude and she's great we love Archer she's the only person who's nice to him ever, eventually they break up because she's lesbian and he's gay but now they're Best Friends
also Sock's dad yells at him a lot and like, verbal abuse, and acts like he's aboutta hit him but doesn't (he did hit him once which is why this works so well)
amazing childhood
then Sock dates this gender non-conforming dude named Haze who turns out to be a transphobic prick who only ever sees Sock as a woman and thinks he's insane for saying he's a guy and for being autstic and for his eating habits
what are his eating habits, you ask? allow me to illuminate!
Sock is lack toes and toddler ants; but of course nobody ever thought to tell him this, so he grew up under the assumption that eating food fucked up his digestive system. so he kinda tried to do that as little as possible. one day though Archer was like "hey twin that's bad" so Sock started eating food again
his mom thought he had randomly started gainig weight though (restrictive eating had been a habit his whole life so he never really gained weight normally...) and yelled at him so then he started restricting again...but he'd get so hungry so he'd eat All the Food and then he'd throw up ^^
something else that influenced restrictive eating was fasting, something practiced in religions where one doesnt eat for a certain period of time in order to strengthen their spiritual connection...Sock used this an an excuse not to eat a lot
anyway!!!!!!
Haze SAs Sock and he runs away but then Haze gets ppl to track him down ,, a buncha shit happens that i don't rlly remember ,, and Haze punches Sock in the eyeball and tells everyone that Sock is crazy
so they lock their princess in a place called Eden where she can't hurt anyone (or herself)
Eden is the place where "crazy people" go...neurodivergent ppl , ppl with mental disorders ,, lgbtq ppl ,, the only reason Sock stayed outta here so long was cause he's royalty. Eden's goal is to strip you of your magical abilities...which, as previously stated, are fueled by emotion. So Eden really just bullies you into bottling up Everything All The Time
Sock manages to make a friend though! Her name is uhh Cass I think ,, she's a Rebel who doesn't listen to anyone because rules are dumb ,, and for a while she convinces Sock to go along with her
but Sock is a sweet precious little bean who is so tired of abuse ,, so he ends up just doing as he's told ,, which makes Cass rlly mad and she stops being friends with him and eventually the faculty at Eden kills her and Sock never knows heh
also during his time at Eden , a bunch of scientists are performing vivisections on him to figure out What Is Wrong With Him , they even swap one of his eyes for a fake one to study it and they poke around at his brain and his insides and it's great
eventually Sock is kinda done with all this , so he's thinking maybe he'll just like.,..,...oopsie his shelf.,....,.,but then he doesn't because a Guy shows up
the Guy doesn't have a name but everyone calls him Boss, he runs a group of ppl who assassinate gods (aka , the guys with magic , aka what Sock is) and he thinks Sock's expertise in that field and magic powers could be of some use to him , and Sock agrees because he's a simp for Boss
during his time as an assassin , he meets a guy named Shoe ! (his actual name is Shawn but that's ,, boring ,,) Shoe takes Sock under his wing and then they do a yaoi mmmm ,, Sock isn't a very good assassin though and he can't use his powers because Eden sunk its claws into him deep
then this whole thing goes down where Sock fulfills some prophecy (because I can be as self-indulgent as I want) where basically autism is actually super rare in gods and all the autistic gods have Super Rad Magic because of all thems emotions and so Sock does some self-discovery and is able to use his powers again!!
then he and Shoe get engaged wowie!!
the day of their wedding , Sock goes to check on Shoe , and blood gore Shoe slumped over , a note taped to a nightstand saying he was going on one last mission , he'd be back soon.......well clearly that mission hadn't gone so well (what ACTUALLY happened is Boss thought this little relationship was negatively impacting Sock's abillity to assassinate ppl ,, so they Took Care Of the problem ,,) and now Sock is SAD and he's highkey worse at the whole assassin thing than he was before ,, so Boss connects the dots....partner = Sock doesn't suck so bad, so ig Sock just needs a new partner....lucky for Boss...
so Boss starts dating Sock and it's just kinda like Hey Siri Define Abusive Relationship ,, Boss will occasionally give Sock affection and maybe flirt with him a little bit but usually they just ignore Sock ,, but they do give him enough affection to keep him where they want him (also they Beat Him Up in an attempt to make him not suck at everything)
eventually they decide Sock is a lost cause and they're gonna kill him , so they literally like rip his heart out , but Sock's magic compensates for that and makes him a nice little artificial heart and he escapes to another dimension and Boss doesn't really care where Sock is as long as he's gone so that's fine by them
now Sock is back to not rlly being able to use his magic , bc its busy being his heart , but sometimes if he gets real emotional a blast of magic will come outta him and he might have a heart attack
as soon as he arrives in this new dimension he gets planted into the Mindscape of someone named Xylo , who's stuck on one end of the universe being sad because xyr best friend is far away...so Sock cheers xem up and they QPR heheh......
anyway when Xylo's best friend shows up Xylo starts dying for Unrelated Plot Reasons and Xylo is stuck in the mindscape ,, so Sock sacrifices himself so Xylo has a chance to say goodbye to xyr best friend ,, because Sock didn't have that chance with Shoe
after Sock and Xylo die though some Unrelated Plot Shit goes down and they're both alive and no longer in the mindscape!!
then they join this god rebellion and Sock falls for this emo bitch named X and they QPR.,.,..ehe.,......,.but then Xylo gets drugged (Unrelated Plot) by some super strong hallucinogen and stabs Sock ,, its super sad because X doesn't get to say goodbye and the last words he said to Sock were "see you soon"
then Sock's ghost goes and becomes God. not a god. God. and he just chills out and tries not to fuck everything up for a bit until some new ghost comes to replace him (this is a system that very much makes sense it'd just take a bit to explain)
then his ghost wants to go find X and Xylo, so he goes and finds Xylo and they hang out for a bit and Xylo tells him that X is in another dimension (X's home dimension) and Sock wants to go there .. the only problem is his ghost form is all unstable and he'd die within one day , he goes anyway though and he sees X and they hang out and X gets a chance to say goodbye and then Sock dies for realzies
things i forgot to mention uhmmm , Sock's disappearance from Eden is officially ruled as a suicide , he has a pet bird named Onyx , he has a special interest in birds , Ivor tried to kill him once , he has PPD anxiety bulimia PTSD PDD and CPTSD ...yeah lmk if you have any questions i probably explained it bad and left out a buncha details lol!!! not proofreading this we die like losers
hey there! I’ve been basically stalking this blog for a while now, and I’ve been too nervous to.. actually interact with the content haha (sorry!!!!) until now!!!! Ummm this is a very vague ask but… what is your story about? I’d absolutely love to know pretty PRETTY please, the bits of writing you post are absolutely beautifully composed, almost poetic even, and your art is top notch, and it’d be an honor to know what it’s all about
Well if we’re talking what the theme or whatever is, I like to think it’s a story about platonic love and mental health
If we’re talking a general overview, I call it “a modern, queerplatonic fantasy sci-fi retelling of Romeo and Juliet (as far as the ending is concerned) and also they’re all cartoony cats in space trying to overthrow the government”
But if we’re talking the PLOT—
(This is a VERY BASIC OVERVIEW feel free to ask for clarification or more details bc the plot is actually super detailed for the most part)
Two best friends, Xylo and Owen, get sent to opposite ends of the universe by the Prophet, aka the monarch of the society they live in. While Xylo completely shuts down and loses the ability to function, Owen sets off on a journey to be reunited with his best friend.
Owen crosses the universe halfway and, assuming Xylo has been looking for him too, waits and waits and waits for Xylo to turn up. Eventually he realizes Xylo isn’t coming. Rather than cross another half of the universe, he decides to go and confront the Prophet, Cielo, so that she’ll reunite them
On his journey to find Cielo, though, he winds up in his hometown and, after shit goes down, Cielo finds him and offers him a chance to see Xylo again. Owen later finds out Cielo was lying about seeing Xylo again, and joins a rebellion called the Spades that reunite him with Xylo.
Then the Spades overthrow the government and there’s a lot of drama setting up a new government that Xylo and Owen eventually realize isn’t their job to deal with. Cielo gives them trouble for a while, as they aren’t happy about being overthrown, but once that clears up Owen and Xylo settle down and get married (platonically)
Then they eventually both die for very angsty reasons
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Xylo: if One told you to kill yourself, would you?
Jamie: what? Xamantha, what kind of a question is that?
Xylo: I was just…thinking about it, and I realized I didn’t know what the right answer was
Jamie: why were you even thinking about it in the first place?
Xylo: I dunno, it just crossed my mind! Are you gonna answer or not?
Jamie: well, there’s obviously no “right” answer, but of course I would! It’s all a part of His plan, right? I just have to have faith and trust in Him and it’ll all work out!
Jamie: wouldn’t you?
Xylo: yeah, I…
[sketchy drawing of Cielo and Xylo with Cielo saying “go on. You know you wanna. That’s what I thought. You’re weak]
Xylo: guess I would
Xylo: but isn’t suicide a sin?
Jamie [her text is at a lower opacity]: yeah but so is killing people and One has commanded people to do that before, really when He commands you to do something like that it’s not a sin and actually it’s ENCOURAGED—
does archer know about socks suicidal ideation or will she ever know. is there a good ending to it plssss i don’t want my babies to die :(
She does find out !! I might write a story abt what leads her to find out ooooh.. anyways!! She tries to get him to get therapy or something but the thought of it makes him super duper paranoid and panicky (he had not so great experiences with “therapy” as a young child) so he never goes through with it, but she starts to keep a closer eye on him and makes sure he’s telling the truth when she asks if he’s okay
(They don’t rlly get a “happy ending” tho bc eventually Sock gets sent to this asylum type thing and they don’t rlly see each other after that)
Tw for mentions of suicide and attempted suicide under the cut
Sock does eventually die. Multiple times (he has a habit of getting brought back to life by magical entities) one of these times is by suicide but it’s a “for the greater good and also he was going to die anyway” type thing and not an “I hate myself” thing
while he’s in the asylum place (it’s called Eden) he does attempt suicide but someone stops him