ǫᴜᴇsᴛɪᴏɴɪɴɢ ᴘᴀʀᴀᴅɪsᴇ;

sorry for not being active here. not like it’s that unusual for me lately. I’ve mostly been on discord and my bnha oc. Rin is on an indefinite  hiatus right now because she’s not really much of my focus at the moment. I might turn her blog into a fandomless OC later down the line.  

                      Never would he be one to question his Saviour, after all, she’s shown him the TRUEST way of living, the way to feel pure &  at peace with himself. She’s taught him more than he could have ever thought, so to hear this girl speak as though the Saviour’s way is harming people, it hurts him more deeply than he’d care to say. But he can’t get too angry about it; she, like so many others, will be S A V E D. She’s lucky, to receive such a blessing. He glances at her hand for a few silent moments. Hm… I will forgive that, she’s a lost doe. He squeezes her chin lightly with his leather - clad hand. “Because of us?  Of you?  No, no. Your brain is clouded, little doe. But our Saviour has the answers, she’ll be able to put you at ease.” He hates to see someone so lost. “Don’t worry, we will save all of them.” 

      “  You’re wrong.  ”

      WORDS wavered, but held a confident tone. She continued to push at       his arm, tugging her chin away from his grasp. “  Paradise wouldn’t want       you to cause HARM to others. They’re all suffering! This isn’t paradise,       this is wrong!  ” She couldn’t cry for help, no help would come. She’s        atoning for her sins, all of the sins she’s done during her time here.

      No, nobody would come to help her. Whatever came next was something       she had to deal with HERSELF. She expected this, really. She sent        warnings to the RFA members right before she was pried from her screens.       As long as everyone else was warned, she’ll accept her fate. One last       FORCEFUL push at his arm and she began to push herself away from him.

“we should remedy that right away,”

was his next statement; fingers placing down the clipboard he was holding on top of his desk before grabbing his water bottle.

“i apologize with how unprofessional this is; i never normally eat on shift - but we’ve had some call outs today and i’m working through my lunch break.”

it was his way of explaining the half-eaten twinkie and the water bottle as he led her off to the 000s. pausing at the front of the first row; he turned to her, dark eyes glittering with a wealth of knowledge.

“what kind of books are you looking for, and what kind do you enjoy reading? i can also assist you in creating a library card and library card account if you wish to borrow any.”

   “  Oh... you’re fine.  ” BASHFUL demeanor was present in her stance as she       watched him emerge from his desk. She’s hesitant at first, but she follows        along as she was shown the way.  “  I’m looking for.. recent unsolved crimes       and murders of Seoul.  ”

      SHE realized it was an odd request, but she had her reasons. Hopefully she’ll       just seem like someone who is interested in murder mysteries. In reality, she       was doing research on the MINTEYE ORGANIZATION, for personal reasons.       She isn’t questioning.... she isn’t.. 

“ah -”

shit, caught with a mouthful of twinkie. there’d been five call outs today, so he wound up having to pull someone else’s work during his lunch break. not unusual during a sick season, but it meant awkward things like this could happen. struggling to swallow; he managed to before washing it down his now dried-throat with some water.

“koff koff - sorry about that. welcome to seoul city library. how can i assist you today?”

god how embarrassing could yucheon be.

@codedly / in which yucheon is hating life as usual.

   “  Oh...  ” SHE hadn’t meant to catch him off guard, hands raising in defense,       worried if he was okay. Luckily, it seemed to be alright as he managed to       choke his greeting out. She moved to grip the strap of her bag, BASHFUL       demeanor kicking in.   

          ❛     it’s fine , it’s whatever .     ❜     all that matters is that it’s back in his grasp like it should be ; her long inspection is no longer point  &  center in his mind .     ❛     i said y’could look at it for a few seconds and it felt like y’had it for HOURS .     ❜

                          The actor let out a soft grunt, feeling the sudden                    impact   on   his   back.   He  turned  around  to  face                    whoever  ran  into  him  only  to  be greeted by a girl.                     A pretty one at that–,  or at least thats what his mind                     was telling him.  Come on Zen now was not the time.                    He shot her a small smile before speaking. 

                               “ It’s not a problem, but are you okay? ”

unfortunately, I gotta head into work. people i owe in drafts are below the cut. wish me luck because quite frankly, my anxiety is all over the board about going into work today.. my manager didn’t say he was mad at me, but since my review i feel like everyone has been secretly mad or dislike me so now i’m anxious..