{Bunny}

Metaphors

Saying things without saying them

Deep speech

Meaning [especially hidden meaning]

Purpose

Hidden references/ reference to experience only you, others who have had it, will understand.

Feeling/ emotion

Words: papaya, glory

My beam of light

What a beacon in the night

In the darkness

Where my sadness,

Where my sorrow,

solem, place

I look into a crowd

And I will recognise her face

Tears will prickle in my eyes

As I run to her embrace

And You were always there

That gorgeous ghost,

So unseen in the back

You'd stop my train

And give me coal

To get me back on track

And they just didnt know it

But you kept me so together

Always like a second sun

While im deep under the weather

Peel my skin to kiss my palms

And underneath, my unscarred arms

Same time next week?

I guess I'll see you

I'll lock your cage

With an urge to free you

See me standing in the night

The cold air rushing through my spite

And long blonde hair, the moon so bright

You dont need to stress,

I'll be gone by tonight.

I wake up with a falling feeling

Look down at my skin thats peeling

Guess i do it now for you,

For when you're here, you'll do it too

You need your food plain, hate the spices

Can't stand the sight of all my slices

Pick me up

And shake me out

Just give me back for when you go

And when that is, ill never know

Cause you don't want quite all of me

I'll put my skin back on alone

And be the me, you'll never see.

Bars are the checkpoints of the busy streets

Filled with miserable people,

where misery meets

A girl swirls a drink, a guy twice her age bought her

With a smile that is fake, that her mother had taught her

I see that same smile

On everyone inside

In a bar full of people

All the people stand alone

And i smile at the people

Since they met me ive grown

Since so young ive been with people

With no people around me

And i float off on my own

With just my music to ground me

Delicate and pretty

Sensitive and fragile

Maybe i am a petal

Never at the root of anything

Never quite original

Never quite the start

Never quite the first

Or the most important part

But hey, atleast i can look pretty

And the pretty i will see

In a meadow full of pretty flowers

Who will look at me?

Out of all the guys who wanted me

Couldnt you have wanted me more

Couldnt you have wanted me most

Out of all the guys who taunted me

Why were you just standing by?

This odd and secret, festering fire

You had me, so you didnt boast

Its hard to believe you know,

That you didnt know

After all that, really?

You didnt know?

After all that, really?

And you just let go?

Do you care, do you really?

Cause i wouldnt know

Too easy to read

Im like ice is still clear

And no matter how strong

Youll see me through the wall anyway

Way too easy to need

And i still need you here

Cause no matter how strong

You are stronger than me anyway

I went back to that field i used to walk through

Thinking of you, (of course)

You know what?

Its no different

I dont see it any different

When i loved you, when i didnt

I mean nevermind anyway

I went back to that field i used to go to

Listen to my music

Vibing, thinking id run into you

In a town youve never been to

Ive never really known you, (of course)

Whyd i think that itd be different

I dont know if i dont know anyway

But still you hold me so close

Deep in the blink of your eyes

Im falling all comatose

Will you hold on or sit by?

And you still hold me so close

Do you wanna watch me die?

You'll either see me in white

Or hon, you're gonna see me fly.

I thought id never see you again...

I wish you held me like, im jealous,

Of your grip on that pen.

My soulless eyes stare into your,

Mirroring soul

You see relfection,

where you should see me stand

I should be mad but ill look down,

at my own hands

And whose to blame you if im soulless anyway?

I cry and dont wipe my eyes

I like to watch them drip away

Heat in the ice, heart in my body

Its still beating either way

It gets so bad, you cant look at me

And you wanna look away,

But you still hold me so close

Deep in empathetic eyes

Im falling all comatose

You wanna watch me slip by?

And you still hold me so close

Are you just watching me die?

You'll either see me in white,

Or hon,

You're gonna see me fly.

How do you know me,

So well? Oh, show me

The truth behind your simple eyes.

I hope this finds you

With all certainty

That i still love you, all the while.

So can you see me?

So will you call me?

I thought of nothing, then i thought of you before all this went down

The crash, the memories, the fall, the empty

I seem to loose myself in grief

Of passing time.

I love to see you,

I wish to be near you,

To hold, to feel you, i hold you in my heart, dear,

All the while.

Stumbling over my own shoes

Stumbling over plans

Force my shameful eyes away

That drop down to his hands

Holding down my overspill

Of rage at her flirtation

I am kind

And i am beautiful

Too cute to show frustration 💋🎀