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You stop what you were doing abruptly. You stare up at him from the bed, putting your book on the bedside table without even marking the page.

He shuffles closer and up the steps, glancing at the tank now housing two goldfish, courtesy of you asking him why there was so much tank for just one fish. He named it after you, and parts of your favorite exhibits in your tours. Xōchi.

Xōchi and Gus.

Gus and Xōchi.

He didn’t even notice you stand. Your worried look overwhelms him. He’s kind of shut off at the moment. Someone else takes the lead for now.

The whole night was spent holding him in bed, feeling him play with your shirt and hair, and cooing at him.

He was oddly at peace with it. Almost as if he didn’t care at the moment. You were babying him for a while, you couldn’t help it, you knew that he was hiding his hurt deep inside.

“Ya, amor. Estoy bien.”, he mumbles against your skin. You rinse soap from his head.

“I know you're not, Steven.”

He frowns genuinely at the name.

“See.”, you reaffirm.

You rub your thumb against his bottom lip.

“You're pouting.”, you say lightly.

He buries his head against your shoulder, shrugging your hand from his face. He groans loudly, elongating it with a whine.

You chuckle.

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“Why are you so quiet. Steven.”

He doesn't respond.

It’s been weeks since he was turned down. He would have periods in which he would stay in complete silence. Watching you cook, watching you read, watching you shower or bathe. You didn’t mind it.

He looked very focused when he did so. You almost thought that if you broke him out of it, he was going to implode.

You got used to him in his state of silence. If anything, it just made you slight uneasy. You let him be when he would clench his jaw, when his brow would furrow, causing him to seem as if he was in a state of frustration.

The sex was definitely something. It was accompanied with rough touches, groans and grunts. His hands squeeze you, forming bruises along your body.

You thought you were seeing two sometimes. He would be so soft, so gentle. You loved it when he called you love, when he was a dork and fumbled around like a baby deer. He just acted so sure of himself sometimes, much more tense, he acted so different.

He’s been starting to act much more not Steven lately. At least not the Steven you met a couple of months ago.

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Jake is a master of deception. He loves to see you question yourself. He liked to watch you squirm.

What do you mean he told you he was going to pick you up after your late shift? What do you mean he was acting strange? What do you mean you were getting confused by his erratic behavior?

He covered his tracks with words of love. Whispered into your ear and hushing your doubts. He liked fucking you hard, making you cum so much that your words and thoughts turned to babble.

You always forgot the chastising jokes, the hurt you felt as he purposely laughs out of his lack of care.

The way that whenever you mentioned it to him, he ignored you by kissing and whispering praises.

You didn't like when he mentioned something you didn't like about yourself and made a joke at your expense. When he laughed at the fact that you try chuckle it off.

“El gimnasio, no?” The Gym, no? he says as he walks by you, slapping your ass loudly and squeezing.

You stare at him; not sure you heard what he said correctly. You feel a pang of hurt.

“W-what?”

He squeezes again, mesmerized by the way your legs jiggle.

"El gimnasio, has unos abdominales, unas sentadillas..." The gym, some curl ups, squats...

So you did hear him.

“Me gusta mi carne con un poco de gordo de todos modos.” I like my meat with a little fat anyway.

You didn’t know if you were supposed to appreciate it or not. What he said was mean and he gave you a backhanded compliment?

“Solo estoy jugando.” I'm just playing, he chuckles when he sees your hurt look.

He cups your cheek. You frown.

“Te quiero. Nunca te quiero hacer daño, eh? Solo era un chiste mi vida.” I love you. I would never want to hurt you, right? It was just a joke, my love.

You still looked unsure. He knew how insecure you were about that. Steven knew and he told you his own.

His hands move lower and towards the front of your loose sweatpants. Your eyes flicker hesitantly between his face and his fingers now tracing over your cunt.

His mouth slots against yours and you cry out as his fingers plunge into you. You didn’t know why you pushed it away so quickly. You shouldn’t have. But when he made you pulse around him, and knees wobbled from the intensity.

You seemed to forget entirely.

Especially when he collected your wetness on his fingers and sucked it off in front of you. Groaning as his tongue swirled.

You couldn’t help but feel like the sexiest girl in the world as he stared at you with half lidded eyes and shiny lips with your cum.

He liked that he was able to bring you down as much as he could bring you back up again.

This wasn’t the sweet and caring Steven you knew. That Steven only pops up on occasions.

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He thrust up into you languidly, you meet his hips with your own. He liked the way you clenched around him in this position.

“Yes love, keep going.”, he whispered.

“Use me darling, for your pleasure.”, he groaned into your neck.

He liked to have you on top, with a full set on. He liked to pull it aside and watch as his cock drives into you. He liked the way the fabric complimented your skin, how it clung to your body.

How dirty it felt as he rearranged it back against your cunt and watches as his cum oozes from you in pulses against the panties.

He pulls one of your nipples into his mouth, creating a suckling motion that makes your back arch and more of your breast to press up against his face.

It somehow felt better, the rough texture of the lingerie creating a new friction against you. Though it almost always led to chaffing.

Which he later applied salve to, tenderly.

“Mmm, love. Imagine these bigger.”

You frown, but his thrusts upwards get more aggressive.

“I want to suck them and drink from you, my love.”

“W-what?”

He pulls from your breasts, his hand replacing his mouth quickly and holding the weight of them in his palm. His mouth was glossy from his own saliva and his chin was covered in drool.

“They would look absolutely stunning full and plump now, wouldn’t they?”, he murmurs to himself quietly.

He continues his thrusts. Now completely losing his rhythm.

“I should do it. S-saw her first.”, he groans.

“Steven- what?”

He groans, it sounded painful. You stop moving against him.

“You okay, Steven?”, you whisper hurriedly. He nods.

His hips move up sharply. You gasp, and he pounces. Your teeth mash together from intensity. His tongue roams around your mouth frantically. You groan from the sudden forceful passion.

He was much more controlling now, he guided your hips forward, he thrusted deeply into you now. No matter what you tried to do he overpowered you.

“Fuck, I love you baby.”

He thrusted harder, you gripped onto his shoulders harder, your nails pressing harshly into his skin. He cries out.

“It’s gonna be mine. You're gonna be mine.”, he grunts, his hips moving faster.

You didn’t hear him, too lost in the way he made you cum in time with him. He didn’t clean you like he usually did. Instead, he cleaned around your pussy, using his fingers to collect his cum and shove it back inside of you.

You didn’t think much of it, especially when you clenched, making some of it ooze slowly out of you and making him bite his lip and press it inside of you again.

He plopped down next to you. His hair ruffled and his chest rising and falling quickly. You scoot against him. Your breasts pressing against his side.

He closes his eyes in bliss as you smooth your hand over his hair. Caressing his face as you take pieces of his curls out of the way. He smiles softly as you place delicate kisses against his chest.

“Why did you have an American accent just now?”, you ask tracing patterns against his stomach.

You’ve always wondered how he was so in shape. How he was able to have so much definition even though he doesn’t do anything to maintain it. Genes you suppose. Lucky genes.

Marc’s head tilts slightly, side eying you. He thought you would be too out of it to notice, like some of the other times. He smirks, knowing that you’ve seen him. You heard him.

“Role play.”, he says trying to make the best impression of Steven.

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Steven was getting angry. Your time was divided either between Marc or Jake. There was barely any time for him. The one who wanted- no needed- you first.

As you cooked with Marc, he wanted to hurl his hand to the pan. He wanted his hand to burn in the piping hot oil. Then, he wouldn’t be able to touch you. But he wouldn’t be able to either.

Jake started getting extremely close to you too. They spent their time pleasuring you, loving on you and he didn't have that chance anymore. Jake ignored his glares; Marc would just laugh. No one took him seriously anymore.

Even when he was fronting, he felt as if he was competing. But every time you say his name, and they flinch or wince, he thinks he wins. Maybe if you knew about them, if you knew that he was the one you called when in their presence. That they also existed, you would divide your attention equally.

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“I think I need to come clean, love.”

You stare at him, confused.

“I have this condition- “

Steven, stop. Don’t do this.

“Yeah, the sleepwalking.”, you say softly.

You have a chance to let it go.

“No, another one…”

Steven, he growls in warning.

“I have two other people living inside of me.”

Your face didn’t show any emotion. You were purposely trying to control yourself. You didn’t want him to think you weren’t trustworthy.

“Oh.”

He plays with his hands nervously.

“Is… that why you talk to yourself in the mirror all of the time?”

“Yes.”

You nod. He couldn’t stop himself from saying more.

“You’ve met them already, actually!”

He chuckles awkwardly. If he was paying attention, he would have seen the slight fear in your eyes. You try to smile. It comes out awkwardly.

“W-who, Steven?”

Steven don’t!

“They’ve, ehm, had fun with you. You like them- I know you do.”

You start to stand slowly. You had a pit in your stomach that was growing, something was wrong. Very wrong. He quickly places himself in front of you.

“Marc and Jake are great guys- I-I swear!”

You couldn’t hear the rest of what he said. Your heart stopped. You quickly backed away, your calves hitting the couch and almost making you trip.

He grabs your wrist as you try to shove past him. He starts pleading with you, to not leave, to try to understand. You looked at him in fear, he let you go, his heart breaking in two.

He shouldn’t have said anything.

You go to collect your belongings. You didn’t want to be here anymore, you felt very unsafe. He was the one who broke into your home. The one stealing your stuff.

You feel a prick at your neck. You try to walk forward, to move but your limbs start to feel heavy. You were very scared. So very scared.

Heavy footsteps reach you as you fall to the ground. Your body thumping heavily against the floor. You watch as Steven, or Jake or Marc, crouch next to you.

They watch as your eyes close shut.

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Your journey home was entirely suffocated by unrelenting silence until you went walking into the elevator of your building just to see Marc there, looking just as tired as you were. He saw you coming from where he stood, but no matter how many times his fingers pressed the button, the elevator kept them open as a punishment. He was forced to witness the way your body clung to the dress you wore and how the ends of the skirt grazed over your smooth skin to mock him.

“Hi, Marc,” you said. You could tell by the way he clenched his jaw that it wasn’t Steven.

“Hi.”

The ride up had never been so long and you weren’t sure how to bring it up until you just spoke. “Hey, um, could you let Steven know he missed our date? I’m not sure if he tells you about them—”

“Yeah, something came up for me.” He hadn’t noticed, but his shoulders were tight as he kept his attention forward until the doors opened.

You followed after him with your shoes following the path he made and finally noticed how he held his side on his way to his flat. “Are you okay? Do you want me to—”

“I’m fine.”

“You don’t seem fine,” you murmured.

Your first mistake was thinking you could put your warm hand on his chilling, broad shoulders and not cause him to nearly leap out of his own body. You had touched Steven countless times. However, it was the first time Marc had ever gotten a sense of what it felt like for himself.

Still, he didn’t wish to savor it in the slightest. “Pretending to worry is what you do with Steven. Not me.” He recoiled from the heat so harshly that he was already at his door and into his humble home before you could take your keys out.

Marc never got to see the way your face fell or how you clutched your keychain and shoved the metal key into your door. You disappeared into your home, begging your tears to give you time to close the door before they got it all over your dress. All this was while Marc was eyeing a photo of you by the fish tank that you had given to Steven while he took off his shoes.

As he pretended to look over persimmons, Marc watched you from a distance as your soft lips mouthed the lyrics of a song while your fingers glided over the peaches. You made it too easy sometimes and for that, he was thankful. He could spend his weekend researching—that was the word he liked to use— while you were unaware.

You glided through the other aisles, and he was careful to keep his head low and stay a few steps behind you while watching the way you smiled at a store employee while asking a question. Your shining teeth made him frown even deeper as he gripped his shopping cart.

His frustration kept on building throughout the day as he watched you carry through your laundry list of errands. Everywhere you went, he was a step behind with enough distance to go unannounced but close enough to slip your wallet back into your tote bag while you left it in your cart to have a look at some home décor. You really should have been more cautious of pick pocketers.

Landing a punch to a stranger wasn’t how he liked to spend his Sundays. Neither was lying on his bed while you were showering at home. The cardigan you had left with Steven on accident was under his nose as he brought the fragrance into his lungs. He had your Sunday schedule memorized to a point where he was used to the feeling of wanting to resist snaking his hands into his tight pants as he thought about how your hands were rubbing your thighs while he was playing with a Rubik’s Cube. For Marc, hell was Sunday afternoons at 3 PM.

For you, hell was the bus ride home looking at your phone and all the piling missed calls and texts from Steven? You deliberately avoided opening the voicemails and the messages in hopes that you’d have more time to think about what you wanted to do. Your plan was to speak to him on Monday when you felt better, or at least when you could fake it better.

Your walk to the elevator was less eventful than the day prior, but that didn’t keep you from reliving the day before, especially when you saw Steven sitting crisscrossed next to your door while he read a book with a sand-colored cover. You would have ignored him while playing Marc’s words on repeat if he hadn’t met you at your door.

“Hey, Steven.” You were hoping to keep it short and sweet so you could send him on his way gently with a promise that you’d talk to him when you weren’t so fatigued.

“Hey.” He was already rubbing his sweaty palms on his pants with the book abandoned on the floor as he got up. “I tried to call you but—is your phone okay?” You were always so good at answering your phone. “Sorry,” he shook his head. “Sorry. I mean, ‘are you okay?’”

“I couldn’t answer, Steven. I was at work, sorry.”

You didn’t usually work on Saturdays, but that was the least of Steven’s concerns. “B-But what about dinner? We said we’d meet each other there. And I went—And I went and you weren’t there.” He was doing that thing where he was speaking much too fast to figure it out himself and in any other circumstance you would have thought it was endearing, but the crack of his voice nearly pressed your heart so hard it would have stopped beating.

“Yeah,” you let out a sigh while you dug through your purse to find your keys. “I went yesterday and didn’t see you. I figured Marc lost track of time or something.”

“Today’s not Saturday, is it?” he asked while he licked his lips anxiously.

You were pleased that fishing for your key gave you a distraction, since you couldn’t bear to see his face fall again while he experienced a crushing realization that he had already gone through two times before.

“I’m afraid it’s not,” you looked up at him with an evident crease between your brows.. “I’m sorry you were there alone. Marc didn’t leave you a sticky note by the tank telling you?”

“No-no, no, he didn’t.” He looked back at his apartment at the end of the hall like he could see through walls. “At least, I don’t think so.”

You bitterly laughed to yourself to shrug off the hurt that was making room for itself in your pensive thoughts. “I don’t think he likes me very much.” What you said out loud was really meant for yourself.

“No, no, that can’t be—He likes you.”

“Steven, don’t lie to me,” you tried to keep your tone light hearted, but your façade was slipping.

“I’m not.” His wide eyes were becoming glassy, and his lips tightened into a line as he tried to fix the damage. “I swear.”

You nodded while unlocking the door. “I’m gonna head in, okay? I’m a little tired.”

“Wait,” he took your hand and made you notice how his clammy arms were desperately shaking. “I’m sorry.”

Steven saw the way your face relaxed, and the corner of your lift lifted lightly for a moment. He watched you come close to then give him an electric kiss on his cheek that made his ears too hot for comfort.

“Please, get some sleep tonight.” You watched him close his eyes as he felt your hands hold his visage tenderly. Your thumbs carefully moved back and forth over his cheek. “You look pale.” You examined his face as you saw his frown deepen and chose to ignore it. “And tell Marc to take it easy.”

“Why do I get the weird feeling you don’t want to do this anymore? Like be with me. It’s on your face. Are you upset with me? I get it if you want to go into your flat and avoid me for the rest of your life—”

“Hey, hey, don’t say that. Just give me some time to sort this all out mentally first.” You were referring to your thoughts as your finger slipped into his dark hair to calm him down, but it only sent a shudder pouring down his spine like cold water while his knees almost gave in.

“Is this a break? Or a breakup? Bloody hell, are we breaking up?—”

You gave him another kiss, but on his lips. Your warm skin was on his mouth while your hand fondly stroked his neck. It nearly caused him to become entirely lightheaded. His eyes were blown open the entire time from the moment he felt your kiss. You pulled away to get one last look at him.

“No, we’re not.” You placed your forehead onto his as you tried to have him matched your breathing. “I just want some time, maybe one or two days, to think. I’m telling you this because I enjoy being honest with you. Just give me some time to think over some things, okay?”

Steven nodded fervently at your words.

“Alright,” you smiled. His face got warmer. “See you later, gator.”

“Laters, gators,” he whispered as he felt your hand slip out of his.

If Steven could properly chew out Marc, he would, but instead he was stuck yelling at a mirror while a disinterested Marc was asking him to surrender his body so he could start off his soon-to-be long night.

“No, you don’t get to ask me that without answering me first!” Steven pointed.

“Good, God, Steven. Calm down.” Marc looked as uninterested as ever.

“You did this!” Now Steven was pacing. “I don’t get it. You have so many photos of her like a bloody creep,” he grabbed one of the many in the bathroom drawer to wave around. “But you’re the one giving her a hard time?” Steven never figured out what was said when he was gone, but with the way you spoke about Marc and the way Marc spoke about you, it didn’t take much afterward.

“What does this have to do with me not telling you that I made you miss your date?”

“Everything!” His fingers combed through his hair as he tried to imitate what you did to him to calm him down. “For once in my life, I got the courage to ask someone to date me and you’re pissing all over it. You’re just as obsessed with her, but you don’t want to admit it.”

Why would Marc want to admit? That would mean that he’d have to also confess to how sour he was about Steven getting to you first. It didn’t make sense. He was under the impression that he’d get you and Steven would just have to follow along, as always. So while he looked at you sleeping with the white noise machine on, he gripped the spare key of your flat that was meant for Steven. He had found a way to forcibly turn his jealousy into a lack of trust that you had good intentions with Steven.

What was supposed to be no more than two days thinking about your relationship and Marc’s choice words turned into a seven. You had been so consumed by Marc’s accusation that you stewed in your thoughts for so long that you feared seeing Steven in passing on your way to work. You rose early and returned home extremely late. All the while, Steven spent his days at the gift shop anxiously checking his phone while typing and deleting messages that he hoped to have enough courage to send.

This brought him back full circle on Sunday, knocking on your door. Your brief look through the peephole wasn’t enough to prepare you to see him again. When you opened the door, you were met with a nervously still Steven wearing a suit that he seemed to be drowning in.

He must have not expected you to actually answer the door because once he saw you were still in your work clothes, he panicked.

“Bollocks.” He quickly pulled out the card that you didn’t know he was holding. “I falafel about what happened.” His eyes followed the Hallmark card’s words. “I’m sorry.”

He practically shoved a bouquet of flowers into your hands when he nearly tripped over his shoes trying to hand it to you. Your bewildered expression must have frightened him even further, since he was already reaching into his bag to pull out a box of chocolate. Another small box fell out in the process as he fumbled to give you the heart-shaped chocolate box. In utter panic, he brought himself to his knees to pick it up, but he stayed on his knees to give it to you while you were trying to balance the things he had already given you.

“Wait-Wait, Steven, honey, are you trying to propose?” you asked calmly as you tried to mask your panic.

“W-What?” he looked up at you from where he was on his knees with his once combed hair now disheveled. “No-no!”

You nodded.

“Do you want me to?” he asked.

“Jesus, no,” you giggled.

“It’s just a pin of a scarab,” he said as he opened the box. “for your tote bag,” he whispered the last part as he placed the box in your hand.

“I can’t accept all this.”

“But I haven’t even given you the peaches, yet.”

“Steven,” you tried to hold back your laughter while you placed the gifts on your kitchen counter as he waited at the door with bated breath. You returned to him and decided to cut him some slack instead of refusing his gifts. “Thank you. I—”

He looked at the palm of his hand, at the poorly scribbled checklist he had made just in case he forgot something.

“Have dinner with me, please,” he asked. “It’s at my place. New Gus will be there too. Nothing too serious—unless you want it to be.”

You took his hand and stroked them as you tried to calm him down from what he no doubt had rehearsed many times over. “Give me a few minutes to get dressed, since you’re looking so dapper.”

“I hope this all didn’t cost too much,” you spoke as you looked at the giant stuffed crocodile in the corner. Steven was more focused on how your lips moved with red lipstick painted over them that he hadn’t heard a word that came out of your mouth. “Steven?”

“Yeah?” he was still frazzled.

“Please, don’t tell me that Donna took the stuffed animal out of your paycheck.”

“I won’t,” he nodded.

“Steven!”

“This is our apology to you.”

“Our?”

“I’m hoping Marc is going to apologize, too. Eventually…” he looked off into space briefly. “Honestly, whenever. I’m still kind of lost with how this works.”

“Have you fed New Gus?” He didn’t even notice how swiftly you changed the conversation.

“Oh, no.”

“Poor thing is watching us eat while you haven’t fed him,” you began walking to the tank to retrieve the fish food but when it wasn’t in sight, you were already heading toward Steven’s bed to get it off of his nightstand. By the time you returned, there was a silence that filled the room that made you uncomfortable as you fed Gus. You could feel a firm set of eyes that let you know that Marc was staring.

“Hey, Marc.” You tried to keep your voice level.

“Hey.”

You turned to see him eyeing the takeout food that you had spent twenty minutes assuring Steven was delicious.

“He told me you wanted to say something.” Even as you returned to your seat to face him, he still hadn’t said a word, and you knew he wouldn’t if you didn’t speak up.

“Yeah,” he was struck by your scent since your perfume was scrambling his thoughts until he went completely silent for much too long.

“Look, if it’s gonna kill you, it’s fine. You don’t have to be here. I’m sure Steven can keep me entertained for the rest of the night.” You couldn’t even stand to look at him, so you were already heading back to New Gus—you really needed to pick a better name for him. Steven and Marc’s hands were the same, yet when he took you by your wrist, he felt colder.

“Entertain?” he whispered with a sickly smirk.

“That’s not what I meant—Look if you’re setting out to make me the bad guy—”

“You’re making it really easy to.”

“You’re the one being difficult. All I’ve ever been is kind to you.” He was pushing you over the precipice.

"I don’t need your pity.”

Your weeks of frustration and denying he was likely keeping Steven away from the dinners you planned were pouring over the fire and causing billowing smoke. “Why don’t you fucking trust me like Steven does?”

“I just can’t seem to get why you accepted his advances so eagerly.” He hadn’t gotten as loud as you were, but he was so, so close.

“For starters,” you tore his grip from your wrist. “He’s much nicer.”

“I can be nice,” he said as he got closer. He didn’t sound sincere, but rather like he was being challenged. “I-I can be nicer… funnier, better.”

“Marc, what are you going on about?” your eyes feverishly danced over his face in confusion. “Can we just go back to how it was before?”

“Like when we were just neighbors and Steven was following you like some lap dog,” he hissed so strongly you felt the wind on your nose.

“No, when I’d drop first aid supplies and pretended not to see the photos you have of me on your mirror,” you spat.

You should have seen it coming when he had gotten so close with his towering stance. But when Marc kissed you, it sent you walking back to catch your balance, and you were stunned. It was enough to have you pull back to have a look at him to see if it was actually Steven. Yet he wasn’t. You could tell by the look in his eyes and by the way he went in for another kiss. His lips took over yours as you still were trying to catch your bearings and remedy your confusion. His teeth eventually moved from your mouth to your neck as he held your head about by his jaw.

Marc could hear the shake in your breaths as you gripped the sleeves of his suit and bunched the cotton fabric into your fist. His sloppy kisses littered your neck and chest like acid rain and made you wonder how you had already made it to the kitchen counter. He went from holding your face by its jaw to running his hands along your arms, as he was already trying to venture to where your skirt and thighs met.

He went back to kissing your red lips and swallowing the whimpers that came from your mouth. He was only going deeper as you gripped the edge of the kitchen counter to keep you grounded and stop the spinning.

Calloused hands started climbing up your dress and toying with your underwear before you had to catch him by his wrist and practically plead with your eyes. You didn’t want to go further and just wanted to talk to him, but he must have taken the hesitation for something else because he was already jumping to his own conclusions.

Just as quickly as it all started, his body slowly became stiff until his kisses decrescendoed into nothing but a whisper when his lips called out your name.

“Steven?” you pulled away. You felt the change in his posture and how quickly his hands tore from your body.

“S-Sorry.” He was taken aback by the position he had you in and cleared his throat as he peeled his hands from your body and tucked it into his pockets.

You climbed down from where you were and fixed your dress while he desperately tried to ask what had happened.

“Nothing you have to worry about,” you lightly dismissed as you grabbed your things. “It went fine. Thank you for the wonderful evening, but I’ve got to head in early since I’m taking Benny’s shift tomorrow.”

“Hey, don’t forget this.” He was practically sprinting to meet you at the door with the stuffed crocodile while you made sure the smile on your face was still there.

“Thank you. Goodnight.”

“Night.” he awkwardly drew closer to kiss your forehead before you left and slipped into your room down the hall.

Marc had you reeling the entire night until the sun swallowed the moon as you thought about the way your body quaked while he was devouring your neck and left wet hickeys in his wake. In another bed, Steven was toying with the Rubik’s cube as he thought about how he was going to fix things once more. Marc had made it seem like the only option was to love one when you had always wanted to try to love both.

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