“ ★ ★ ★ I am completely SANE. I UNDERSTAND THE EVIL OF MURDER. I feel a sense of GUILT just like other people. ★ ★ ★ “
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“ ★ ★ ★ I am completely SANE. I UNDERSTAND THE EVIL OF MURDER. I feel a sense of GUILT just like other people. ★ ★ ★ “
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There's an eyebrow raised at the sight of the clown. Ah yes, he remembered him now... A traitor in the midsts of the fatui.
He should be lucky he was only in Mondstadt to see his wife.
"...Nikolai, yes?"
It's asked as if he were remembering a name in conversation as if this were a common meeting between acquaintances. With Samael moving past him in order to sit down, resting his chin against his fist before looking at the traitor once more.
"I was visiting family. My wife to be exact, there's no need for my hostility...then again I know I could kill you without lifting a finger, but I could ask you the same thing, what brings you here?"
There's a rush of relief that washes over him, taking another bite of the sticky bun to avoid showing how afraid he actually was of the other and nods. Make no mistake, he was strong... But even he knew what his limits were.
He watches carefully with his eye as the other moves. Brain scrambling to figure out what to do now, he makes a move to turn and face him. Sitting down with him would be too familiar -- maybe even confrontational. Afterall, he was a traitor and Samael could decide to turn at any minute.
"Oooohh~ Your wife! Of course, that makes sense! Mhm!" he nods his head eagerly, wide smile spread across his features.
"Well... Monstadt is famous for its sticky honey roast! But then it turned out I didn't have enough for that and settled with a sticky bun! It's hard to find work... Especially with my past hanging over my head." teeth grit when he spoke the word 'hanging'.
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----- Of all things bad and good, an anomaly stood before him. Crossing paths with a Harbinger of all things... Celestia was not on his side today. Legs wanted him to flee like the quickest rabbit, heart pounding in his chest like a frightened shrew; and yet he keeps composure, for weakness was his largest adversary in the moment and wolves could smell fear.
" Oooh! ~☆ If it isn't my old friend!" he outstretches his hand as if presenting a gift.
" --- What brings you here, of all places?" he seems to pull out a sticky-bun from thin air with his other hand - but that was his specialty; air. The wind. The very breath of Teyvat.
And in a display of naivety, takes a playful bite. He'd come from Monstadt, now at the edge of Dragonspine. He went where the wind beckoned.
How about a little starter call?
How about a little starter call?

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also, can you like this if you’d like to plot 🥰
I’m probably staying off the dash today to work on art, so if anyone wants my discord ; clowncrimez
first meeting sentence starters.
send one to have our muses meet for the first time.
“Sorry, were you just talking to me?”
“I think you dropped this.”
“You look lost. Need some help?”
“I don’t usually talk to strangers, but…”
“You’re sitting in my spot.”
“Whoa! Careful!”
“We’ve never met, right? You seem familiar.”
“Is that seat taken?”
“Sorry, I think I just spilled something on you.”
“You’re blocking the doorway.”
“Were you just staring at me?”
“Excuse me, do you know the time?”
“Wait — are you the person I’m supposed to meet?”
“I’ve been sent to find you.”
“Please don’t be alarmed, but I think we have the same bag.”
“Do you work here?”
“I’m fairly certain that’s mine.”
“You’ve got something on your face.”
“Sorry, I thought you were someone else.”
“Do you know the way to ___?”
“You’re hurt. Do you need help?”
“That’s a fine ___ (cloak/hat/book/etc.). Where did you get it?”
“This might sound strange, but can I hide behind you for a moment?”
“You look like you could use a friend.”
“I think your dog just stole my lunch.”
“Hey, you dropped your coin purse.”
“I think we’re stuck in here together.”
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to overhear, but…”
“Are you the new neighbor?”
“First time in town?”
“I’m not sure if this belongs to you, but…”
“You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
“I’ve been hearing a lot about you.”
“Do you mind if I join you?”
“I think you’re in the wrong place.”
“You seem… out of place.”
“Don’t take this the wrong way, but are you following me?”
“That was a close call.”
“Not to alarm you, but someone’s watching you.”
“Mind if I walk with you?”
“You look like you’re in trouble.”
“Was that your doing back there?”
“You don’t look like you’re from around here.”
“That was impressive. How’d you manage it?”
“I’m guessing you’re not here by accident.”
“Do I want to know what just happened?”
“You might want to keep your voice down.”
“Is it always this strange around here?”
“I have a feeling we’re about to become acquainted whether we like it or not.”
“Looks like we’re in this together now.”
How about a little starter call?
had to update part of my rules because of how it was worded, and i'm realizing that bit is old. i have worded it differently as my feelings have changed over the years, and hopefully it comes off as less hostile.

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How about a little starter call?
first meeting sentence starters.
send one to have our muses meet for the first time.
“Sorry, were you just talking to me?”
“I think you dropped this.”
“You look lost. Need some help?”
“I don’t usually talk to strangers, but…”
“You’re sitting in my spot.”
“Whoa! Careful!”
“We’ve never met, right? You seem familiar.”
“Is that seat taken?”
“Sorry, I think I just spilled something on you.”
“You’re blocking the doorway.”
“Were you just staring at me?”
“Excuse me, do you know the time?”
“Wait — are you the person I’m supposed to meet?”
“I’ve been sent to find you.”
“Please don’t be alarmed, but I think we have the same bag.”
“Do you work here?”
“I’m fairly certain that’s mine.”
“You’ve got something on your face.”
“Sorry, I thought you were someone else.”
“Do you know the way to ___?”
“You’re hurt. Do you need help?”
“That’s a fine ___ (cloak/hat/book/etc.). Where did you get it?”
“This might sound strange, but can I hide behind you for a moment?”
“You look like you could use a friend.”
“I think your dog just stole my lunch.”
“Hey, you dropped your coin purse.”
“I think we’re stuck in here together.”
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to overhear, but…”
“Are you the new neighbor?”
“First time in town?”
“I’m not sure if this belongs to you, but…”
“You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
“I’ve been hearing a lot about you.”
“Do you mind if I join you?”
“I think you’re in the wrong place.”
“You seem… out of place.”
“Don’t take this the wrong way, but are you following me?”
“That was a close call.”
“Not to alarm you, but someone’s watching you.”
“Mind if I walk with you?”
“You look like you’re in trouble.”
“Was that your doing back there?”
“You don’t look like you’re from around here.”
“That was impressive. How’d you manage it?”
“I’m guessing you’re not here by accident.”
“Do I want to know what just happened?”
“You might want to keep your voice down.”
“Is it always this strange around here?”
“I have a feeling we’re about to become acquainted whether we like it or not.”
“Looks like we’re in this together now.”
" Ooohhh ~ ★ What's in the box? Can I see? "
making icons of this guy again <3
i added a hellaverse, it will be tagged if anyone wants to avoid that. the tag block is "HB".

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lol I made a big post about leaving and now after several things (not good) have happened, I wanna come back and write Nikolai. ✌🏻 sorry for that, I know it probably causes a lot of confusion or disinterest. I’ll probably make new icons , freshen up his verses and stuff just so it feels fresh
so some quick thoughts;;
i feel in my bones sigma is still alive. he is not dead, i feel like for his death to happen like this would be a waste of character potential. because he does have potential to be so much more. and dazai made a promise.
second thought is this. fyodor's death has left nikolai and sigma lost and without purpose. they were both tied to him, his plans, and so forth. sigma even moreso; since he's been feeling that since fyodor's betrayal im sure.
so what to do with these two lost stray dogs lmao
idk, staring at my ada verse for nikolai makes me so giddy