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though it was the truth, he was certainly reluctant to admit to it in any capacity. agreeing with ren on anything felt fundamentally wrong. dan heng was not in the business of self-preservation, at least before his loved ones were taken out of the equation. each encounter with the stellaron hunter, one on one, had been a practice in spite ; in living just to prove he could, because this life had been worth sacrificing for. the memories of the statue behind him were a testament to the dreams of the imbibitor lunae in the past, and yet dan heng still felt hindered by that which could not be resolved as long as ren still lived.

it feels like a backhanded compliment, immediately put on edge by a hunter who was not marastricken as of right this second ( irony at it’s finest, as if dan heng felt more secure with a ren who wished to cut him down. ) even if ren had levelled ships to get to him in the past, their stint aboard the luofu had made it clear his companions were not targets, and those close to him were mere collateral damage. some part of that realisation was reassuring, but for the most part, horrifying. he should have been used to it by now, the degrees of displeasure and confusion ren could drag to the surface with the simplest statements.

“ i can’t give you what you want. why do you keep trying ? ”