“It’s Just A Burning Memory..”
( Demon slayer x depressed!reader )
tw. tramacore , hospitals , mental illnesses , bullying , suicidal behavior , knifes , blood , eating disorder , sex , cursing .
an. The stressful life of a teenage girl will be permanently altered as a note from a hospital enters her life. The note claims the teenage girl is in danger, and that they can help. But what if this hospital is wrong about all helping. Or what if her problem is worse than it appears. How could an ordinary teenage girl be this lucky, or unlucky, depending on the turnout. Either way, the note has been read.
You sigh as the sounds of the loud classmates fill the room, so lou- your cut off by one of your classmates walking up to you and tapping your shoulder aggressively trying to get your attention. “Hey HEY” the sound of the classmates annoying voice filled your ears making you turn to there direction
“Yes..?” You say clearly annoyed
“Your hair is funny looking hehe..” they run off making you want to jump up and tear out there hair viciously. You turn over to see the same students talking about you and smirks at your gaze. You snap jumping out of your seat and grabbing there hair dragging them into the hallway and causing a school fight.
Fight. Fight. FIGHT. Your classmates yell as y’all fight like wild animals you punch them as they kick you in your stomach making you jerk and let go, they kick you down on the ground and stomp your head. BOOM the door flings open as the headmaster runs over to pull them off of you. The sounds of everyone laughing at you fill the hallway.
“Haha how can she start a fight and then lose..”
“What a bitch can’t even fight..”
You sit there on the ground on the verge of passing out of pain, humiliated you try to get up and walk out the circle but your toe meets someone’s foot and you go face first on the floor making everyone take pictures and record.
You want them to stop but you can’t even fight making you tear up and run away from all of them. Not looking where you going to bump into a tall red and orange haired boy making him drop all his books and papers.
“Omg I’m so sorry..here let me help you!” You try to help the boy but without saying anything he takes one good look at you and scurries to pick up his books and before you know it he’s running off. “Well dang..I’m I that ugly..” you think to yourself as someone shoves you out the way making to trip and fall.
“Move out the way bitch haha..” sometimes you think to yourself why do you even live on this ugly earth anymore why can’t you just disappear. School ends and you take your bag out the locker. You shut your locker and your face to face with the boy who ran away from you in the hall way
He looks you up and down real quick and tries to run off but you grab his Shoulder just in time before he scurried off like a scared little puppy. He looks at you and yelps and turn around smacking you with his book and running off.
Leaving you there standing looking like a creep. You leave embarrassed trying not to make eye contact with anyone.
Ding dong the sound of the doorbell fills the air, you walk up to the door opening it up to see a small rather slightly stained envelope with a red stamp marking the tip. You pick up the letter and open the envelope to a slightly stained letter reading..
“Hello y/n you are receiving this letter because you have been chosen to stay at a mental hospital. I know you might not wanna go but we are here to help you get through what ever you going through right now at the moment you are not alone. If your still scared about being admitted to this wonderful place don’t worry when you Arrive here you will make new friends have great food and the staff here is great if you want to join are family please contact us at WonderWood mental hospital where dreams become reality!”
You have so many questions filling your head at the moment so you run up to your moms room just to see here drunk and passed out making you sigh out of disappointment knowing that she won’t be awake for dinner tonight you walk downstairs and sit on the couch and slouch down thinking about your options right now.
I could just admit myself in there I could thinking of at as a vacation from school and. Family you know.. you say to yourself as you stand up and pace around your living room. “Case closed in going I don’t even know why I had to think about it..” you contact the hospital with no hesitation.
“Hello welcome to WonderWood mental hospital Kocho Shinobu speaking how may I service you..?” You gulp out of fear “y-yeah uhm h-how can you admit yourself here..”
“Ohhh your y/n aren’t you..!” You reply with a concerned voice confused as how she knows your name. “Yes..yes I am” the woman sounds a little excited “Ah! Yes yes your already admitted here darling” your shock at a ding there with the phone in your hand “h-how am I already admitted here ma’am” the woman pauses
“I don’t know sweetheart your just in are system for already admitted here..” you paused trying to reply but there’s a knot in your stomach telling you something isn’t right here “Uhm ma-“ your cut off by the sound of knocking on your door “there they are darling can’t wait to meet you” the woman hangs up leaving you standing there terrified.
Knock knock knock the sound of the door knocking fills the room making you open the door. “Uhm hello..?” You observe the people in front of you “Uhm hello are you y/n..” you snap back in reality “y-yes yes I am” they gesture for you to follow them on the ambulance car.
They strap you in the car make sure your comfortable. “Do you want me to sit in the back with you?” One of the workers says while looking you up and down. “No thanks”
You then arrive at the hospital, the hospital looks like your ordinary mental hospital. The workers walk you in to the teenagers wing office. A woman with purple to black ombré hair. “Hi y/n I’m Kocho Shinobu nice to meet you darling” the woman hands her hand out for you to shake it. You look around to see that some kids shaking there heads telling you don’t shake her hand. Listing to the other kids you disregard her gesture.
“Uhm hey shinobu..” she pulls her hand back with a irritated look on her face “I’ll show you to your room darling..” when walking down the hallway to your room you see the same boy from your school who smacked you with the book, you see that he saw you too making him look away with a scared look.
“Here’s your room make yourself at home..” shinobu walks away leaving you with a stranger . The boy turns around and looks you up and down. You analyze the boy, the boy is a tall muscular boy with short white hair . “Uhm hello..?” He says while starting to stand up “damn you tall..” you say but then hurry hands on your mouth out of embarrassment
The boy laughs. “I know, what’s your name mines is tengen..” you look up to see him smiling at you “uhm my name is y/n..” he looks at you with a surprised look then smiles again “so your the one all the nurses have been talking about..” you look at him with a confused look “what do you mean by that..”
“Nevermind..” he looks away scratching his head. You turn around to see a girl with blue hair staring at you two. She looks at you at smiles. “HI!” you see that she’s a very cheery happy girl without constant she runs in the room and hugs you. “Hi I love you by the way..” you try to process what the hell just happened
You analyze the girl, the girl is a curvaceous girl she has big eyes and white irises. “Uhm h-..” your cut off by tengen yelling “YOKI GET THE FUCK OUT” she looks at him with a psychotic smile then gets up. She then walks over and hugs him. “Don’t worry I love you too..” she then walks out making you question existence.
“Sorry about her she’s hella weird to new people and me..” you look at him with a smile on your face. “I thinks she’s kinda cute hehe” he looks at you with a confused look on his face “hm that’s weird because most new kids hate her..”
“KIDS COME IN THE LOBBY FOR GROUP TIME!”
Tengen sighs “why are you sighing tengen..” you say with a confused tone in your voice. “Everyone hates group time all we do is therapy is boring as fuck..cmon” he gestures for you to come out the room. You walk down the slightly cold hallway.
You both then enter a warm room where chairs are positioned in a circle. Tengen sits and then gestures you to sit next to him, you sit next to him and look around the room to analyze everyone.
You see a boy with scars and white hair just like tengen. You see see a girl with pink and green ombré hair. You look to your side and see the boy with orange and red hair he gives you a glare. You look to your left and see a boy with spikey black hair.
“Uhm where’s shinobu at..” the boy with scars says while looking around for her. “Oh..! She just wants us to talk alone with y/n..!” Everyone then turns to look at you waiting for you to say something “h-hi I’m y/n..nice to meet you all”
“Hi y/n I’m mitsuri!”
“HEHE IM YOKI POKI..”
“Oh nice to meet you all..” mitsuri then Raises her hand, “I will make the question today..the question for today is the devil real..!” Sanemi looks at mitsuri with a concerned look “mitsuri are you alright..?” Giyu looks up “Yeah who as-“ you cut him off
“The devil is real, he’s not a little man with horns and a tail..”
“He can be beautiful..”
“Cause he’s a fallen angel and he used to be god’s favorite..”
Everyone in the room gives you a concerned look. “Hey uhm y/n you alright..” Tengen says while nudging you. “I’m fine..” you say with an emotionless look on your face, “well then..” mitsuri says while scratching her head, “that answers are question for today..”
“Gah hah hah..” you wake up drenched in sweat to see that tengen was nudging you to wake up. “Oh your up..cmon..” he says with a sturn look on his face. “W-where are we going..HUH!?” He picks you up out of the bed and starts tip toeing out of the room with you on his shoulders.
“Don’t ask any questions.” Tengen sounds scared and serious so you shut your mouth up quick. You look to see mitsuri im the kitchen craming food in her mouth. “Cmon Mitsuri its time..and stop eating so much you know you have a eating disorder..” she turns around with food in her hands and food crammed in her mouth.
“Ugh tengen its time already..and you know they don’t feed me enough because of my disorder..” she says while trying to shove food in her bra. ”what the hell is going on tengen..” he looks back at you with a annoyed look, “I said no questions..”
Your hiding with tengen in a closet while trying to keep quiet. “CMON KIDS I SWEAR I WONT HURT YOU” you peak through to door the see shinobu with a knife giggling, “CMON KIDS I TOLD YOU EVEYBODYS A KILLER IF YOU PUSH THEM FAR ENOUGH AND YOU PUSHED ME FAR ENOUGH..”
“Can I tell you something y/n..” you turn to a teary eyed tengen, “sure..” he gulps “there was once a boy named obanai he went here for a little until he got caught by shinobu he was a nice calm boy who loved mitsuri with all his heart she love him to but ever since that one night I told him to hide he never listened and he said he wanted to stay with mitsuri, and make sure she was safe.”
“What happened then..” he wipes his tears “he got caught shinobu ran up to him a sliced him up right in front of mitsuri spared her but not him..then the next day forced us to..” he gags “eat his remains..” you look at him in shock trying to comprehend what he just said to you.
“Sorry didn’t mean to tell you so soon..” you look at the closet wall “it’s alright..” Tengen then creeks open the door looking for a close cover “ok guys it’s safe to go..” everyone walks out of the hiding spots. Mitsuri looks around “where’s yo-“ she’s cut off my rengokus screams.
Rengoku runs in the room with a body covered in blanket with blood stained on it.
