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Choi Yeonjun

-yeonjun knew how you loved to wear his shirts, the material being larger than you always made you feel protected in them

-so it was no surprise that whenever he comes over to your place to stay the night, there would always be a piece of clothing he would claim be ‘accidentally’ left there

-it wasn't like you minded, anyway, it was no lie that your boyfriend loved seeing you in them as well

-his favorite one had to be the plain white shirt, one he had actually worn plenty of times when you had started dating him, but in the end had ended up in your possession after countless of times he had stayed over

-”cute,” yeonjun chuckles when you had met up with him at a cafe for your usual sunday dates, seeing you wear his favorite white shirt, “i wonder what the material is? oh that's right, boyfriend material,”

-which will lead you to give him a smack on the arm, causing him to chuckle

-because that was exactly what he had said on your first date as well, when he had been wearing the exact same shirt, and for some reason was now your usual hello whenever you met up, followed by a gentle kiss afterwards

-not that you minded, anyway

Choi Soobin

-soobin owned a bunch of hoodies, you knew your boyfriend got cold really easily, and he was never one for fashion, so it was understandable for him to own so many

-and the pros of having a boyfriend that owned a plethora of hoodies? you were able to steal some without him noticing

-right?

-wrong

-apparently, soobin was attached to all of his hoodies, so whenever he sees you leaving with one of his hoodies, he would instantly whine and pout, calling you a hoodie thief

-but you know, despite him not saying it, that he likes it. especially with the way he whines into your neck when he hugs you before you leave in his hoodie, you know he always lingers a bit with an idiotic smile on his face

-another pro of having a boyfriend with countless amounts of hoodies that he wears a bunch of times is that it smells just like him, like pastries and the bakery he frequents at; and the crumbs that sometimes cover it just explains it more

-overall, soobin is a sucker to see you in his hoodie, so do it more

Choi Beomgyu

-your boyfriend was really into soft material, like the soft person at heart he is, and despite thinking he was into dark clothing like the ones he wore the first time you met outside of school, you were quite shocked when you had raided his closet and only found soft outfits

-primarily, cardigans, which is what beomgyu usually wears whenever you go out ever since you had found out your boyfriend’s little secret

-beomgyu was a cheesy person, so it really wasn’t a surprise when it was him who initiated you wearing his cardigans

-”it’s cold, wear this!” beomgyu beams adorably when you both had been strolling out at night one day, just before the winter season had invited itself onto the streets of seoul

-”don’t worry, beomie, we’re almost there,” you laughed at his enthusiasm, and when he had merely stopped in his tracks and pouted like a child, you had to suppress rolling your eyes

-he truly was an endearing individual

-”alright, alright,” you sigh, a small smile on your face when beomgyu’s eyes light up and wrap you in his favorite pink cardigan, the sleeves rolling past your fingers

-beomgyu grabs your hands and places a soft kiss on them, “that’s better!”

-he surely is a romantic one, you must say

Kang Taehyun

-it had all started when you had told him you had nothing to match with him for a party yeonjun was holding, and he had offered you his denim jacket which he had owned that was just your size, probably slightly longer, for the night

-only for it to end up in your laundry for the following day, and the next, and the week after until it had became something you owned

-taehyun was not always vocal about the ways he showed love and it was never a problem to you, but the way he had almost every weekend told you to switch jackets with another jacket he owned- simply because the one you had lost his scent already- had made your heart swell with happiness

-taehyun loved it when he sees you wearing his jacket, especially when he sees you in pictures when you were out with your friends

-because it was a piece of him he had left with you, and it was something you had treasured deeply

Huening Kai

-kai had an odd habit of leaving his sweaters out in the open whenever he comes over to your place, your boyfriend wasn’t known to be a messy person, but for some reason, he always brings more than one sweater on a cold night even if he wasn’t even staying over

-the reason for that being in the form of a night where your boyfriend had commented on a couple on tv that was wearing matching outfits, claiming that, aren’t they cute! let's match too, y/nie! I brought my sweater for you!

-and the sweater you had ended up with was a light blue one, a small print of a penguin on the chest pocket, and it had originally belonged to kai. it had started when he had asked you to choose out of his closet, and you had shook your head and pointed to the one he was wearing, and he (although with much pouting) had gave to you

-it had started as wanting to go out with matching outfits for the day and ended with you actually liking the sweater, and started wearing it more than once, and in the end refused to return it back to your curly haired boyfriend

Choi Yeonjun

the moment Yeonjun had laid his eyes on you at the clothing store, he knew he had to leave with your number in his phone 

"hey, hyung," beomgyu asks, looking up at the pink haired male who was pretending to survey a section of women's jeans, "hyung… what the heck are you doing?" 

"what do you think I'm doing?" yeonjun retorts with a smile, "give me a second, i'll meet you at the front," 

and he leaves beomgyu there fazed, making his way towards you who seemed busy

yeonjun had just wanted to maybe walk up to you, ask if you were single and if you had any plans for tonight. nothing too overwhelming. but when you had suddenly turned to him, his mind had gone haywire. 

causing him to say what was probably the dumbest thing ever

"what's the price of this shirt?" he asks, picking up the first outfit he could grab. you look at him like he was crazy, then look down at what he assumes was the price, and he mentally curses. 

but instead of walking away from him, you smile softly, "perhaps you'd want me to.. write the price down?" 

and when he had left the store with exactly what he had wanted (your number, that was), you had to make sure to treat your best friend beomgyu for planning the whole thing. 

Choi Soobin

it had been a long time since soobin had seen someone besides his usual friend group. and with how lonely he always looked whenever watching romance movies, kai knew he had to introduce you to him. 

so one day that was supposed to be just them, kai had decided to tell soobin he had to go to the local clinic for an emergency 'cavity filling' (which was a horrible lie), and he had told soobin that another person will be there in exchange of him

and that's where you had come in. you were a close cousin of kai, having just moved to seoul to the university they were attending. which was a perfect opportunity for soobin to show you around.

"its kind of strange," you say to him once he finishes the tour, and soobin softly hums, "kai told me he would give me a tour but at the last minute couldn't due to bad internet," 

soobin had to laugh at that. yeah, kai couldn't lie if his life depended on it.

"trust me, the reason he gave me was even worse," he says, finding your presence comfortable, "but it was really great meeting you," 

"and you," you say, dramatically bowing afterwards before you giggle, "but I'd really like to get to know more about this place… what if you give me a tour of the city and maybe.. dinner?" 

you sounded hopeful as you looked up to him with a smile, and soobin returns your offer with a warm hand clasped around yours and a smile back. 

Choi Beomgyu

it was odd when soobin, his roommate, had forced him to go to a furniture store when they didn't even need any other furniture

"what are we even doing here?" beomgyu had asked once they arrived, "our apartment is fully furnished!" 

soobin had been looking at his phone with a smile before turning to him, grinning, "ah, gyu, I have to ask the.. counter about something, wait here!" 

it was painfully obvious he was lying, but deciding not to ask further, beomgyu just rolls his eyes as he watches him walk away. 

seeing as there was no one there, beomgyu had decided to lay on one of the beds comfortably. because hey, soobin had brought him here against his will, if they get kicked out it was on him. 

only, when he had heard someone clearing their throat, he half expected a worker. only, he was met with a cute girl not in work attire, staring down at him. 

beomgyu felt his cheeks heat up as you cocked your eyebrows, as if looking disappointed. 

"you're… choi beomgyu? I can't believe that idiot soobin set me up with you in a furniture store.. " 

that made his eyes widen, "soobin… WHAT?" 

least to say, bullying soobin and making him pay for both of your breakfast was a perfect first date. 

worth it, though. soobin had smiled to himself

Kang Taehyun

"hyung, we've been hiking for a whole hour," taehyun had panted out, tugging at his workout buddy's sleeve

"the sunrise is in ten minutes, tyun ah! just bare with me for a bit more, okay?" yeonjun grins, wiping the sweat off his forehead. 

but it had been worth it when the two of them had reached the summit just as the sun had peeked beyond the horizon. the air had been colder than when they were climbing that it made taehyun's breath shake. 

the view had distracted him from the fact that yeonjun had dissapeared into the bushes, and another set of footsteps approach. 

"it's beautiful…" 

"isn't it?" 

the moment he heard higher voice that certainly didn't belong to yeonjun, he jumps and turns around, meeting your gaze.

you were smiling warmly, hand out to welcome him as if this mountain was yours, "I'm y/n! yeonjun had said you needed a trainer?" 

"a trainer?" taehyun asked in shock

"oh right, he did tell me you didn't know," you had laughed, "well, I'm your trainer! let's met each other here every day for your training okay?" 

yeonjun was definitely getting an earful later

but also a thank you, as that place had became the place you both went to on your anniversary years later. 

Huening Kai 

surprisingly, or not, the way taehyun had set the two of you up was the normal way.

he had messaged you to meet him at the cafe across the street because he had something important to tell you. you would have been worried at that part, if it weren't for the fact that he had also told you to wear something pretty. 

only, you would soon find out that the something 'important' had actually come in the form of his other friend, huening kai. 

he had talked a lot about this kai person, but this was the first time you had actually met him. the moment you sat across from soobin in the cafe was the moment you had noticed him. baby blue hoodie and soft hair that resembles a heart on his forehead. you felt your face heat up because what the fuck he's so cute. 

"y/n, this is kai," taehyun says innocently, "kai, y/n," 

"it's nice to meet you, y/n ssi!" kai grinned, "i like your- wait, is that a molang keychain?" 

when he has noticed the cute bunny keychain on your bag, it had sparked a conversation that lead to another, and eventually, you had both left the cafe with a promise to see eachother again. 

"you're not mad at me… are you?" taehyun asks with a smile when you left with him, kai having to go the other way. 

You would like to say that you lived a normal life as a sixteen year old, but that would be a lie.

Your name is y/n l/n and is sixteen and an only child. life had been boring. but that was until, well, your parents adopted five older brothers when you were eight. Well, at least the first brother you had was when you were eight.

Here's how it went down. 

There's Choi Yeonjun, your first step brother. He’s older than you by five years. He’s passionate about dance; there are nights where he blasts his music loud as fuck in his room and you cant even hear your own thoughts, and he's always jamming to the morning radio whenever you're having breakfast. he’s been doing that since you could remember, honestly. 

but besides all the noise in the early mornings, he really is a great brother. he had beaten up a bully back when you were in third grade just because he had stolen your lunch money- and that incident alone had shown you how much he cares about you. he often picks you up from school, and usually everyone starts to fall in love with him. It is difficult.

Then there's Choi Soobin, the softest out of your five brothers you would soon find out you had, and also currently Yeonjun’s roommate. Soobin wasn't like Yeonjun at all; he was gentle. whenever you had a problem with homework, he would try his best to help you. if you were stressed, he was always there to help you relax, getting you ice cream or putting on your favourite movie as he makes you snacks. 

Soobin had joined your family a little after two years Yeonjun had, and at that time, despite being older than you a great deal, he had been extremely shy. he had told you that he had lost his siblings when he was very young, so having you and Yeonjun was new to him. but thanks to countless nights of you and Yeonjun's petty fights, Soobin had found himself finding home in separating the two of you before one got hurt, and afterwards making popcorn for game nights. 

Your third brother was one of the most kind yet annoying ones you had out of the three. Choi Beomgyu came when you had entered eighth grade, when Yeonjun and Soobin were already in their early twenties. even when they could easily just leave and get their own home, they had still agreed to stay in your small home which you were highly grateful for. like Soobin, Beomgyu was shy the first time he had come. but when the next day came, you were awoken with him bouncing on top of your bed excitedly, as if he had been there all his life. 

Beomgyu was a burst of energy. wherever he had gone, he would always make everyone around him happy. he often gets into arguments with Soobin, which was amusing to see considering how you hadn't seen much of Soobin's angrier side. but half of the time they were never serious fights- it was usually the older telling Beomgyu off for being a bad example of a brother or doing something dangerous and idiotic. 

but Beomgyu was caring and fragile, entirely so. there were nights when you woke up in your room in a cold sweat after a nightmare, and you knew that whenever it happened, his arms were the first place you would head to. Beomgyu's voice was naturally alluring, comforting and reassuring. his soft murmurs of its okay, you're okay, would never fail to calm you down at night when rain falls, although you would admit it the next morning. 

When you thought it was done, Kang Taehyun had made himself home with you. 

Beomgyu had cheered in utter happiness when he realized he wasn't the youngest brother, but he was a little upset when he noticed that Taehyun's last name wasn't Choi like theirs were. Taehyun was younger than all three of your brothers, but his intelligence was unmatched. 

Often than not, there were times when even Soobin and Beomgyu both had to ask help for him for their homework. something you had thought was odd considering Soobin studies a year ahead, but Taehyun had never failed to impress you. with a single scan through a crappy website, Taehyun gets the whole story in a single read. 

he was skillful in magic as well, that was what you had found out one rainy night when your parents were abroad and you were all bored. Taehyun made a small set up just to show the four of you his tricks that he had planned out to be short, but ended up with all of you doing it for hours bleeding into the morning as you and Beomgyu desperately ask him to teach you how it's done.

Taehyun shares a room with Beomgyu, and you could often hear the latter's loud singing along to Yeonjun's music. 

And finally, you had felt that your family was perfect. with four brothers, everything was completely balanced. their dynamics suited each other so that some days you woke up peacefully, breakfast already made on the table.

That was of course, until Huening Kai had arrived.

Huening Kai was different from the rest.

Sure, he was still wacky and a little (or a little more) crazy than the others, but being the one who was the closest in age with you, you both had some sort of connection.

The first night he had arrived it was super awkward, you wouldn't lie. both being teenagers, you had found yourself awkwardly trying to see him as a brother rather than someone who could attend your school and be your classmate. he immediately was given your room to share, and your parents had to take away your bed to make way for a bunk bed that they had just ordered. 

politely, Kai had let you have the top bunk and he had settled for the bottom. the week was filled with silences and mystery, as if he was a wild, unidentified animal ready to pounce anytime and you were just waiting for the countdown to hit zero.

but the week after, following a small family night, as your mother calls it, (although it's more of a night where Yeonjun gets to show off new dance moves as Soobin comfortably brings every single blanket they own to the sofa, and Beomgyu and Taehyun fighting for the remote as you helplessly tried to get everyone to do charades), had particularly bonded the two of you together after being put into a team, the both of you being super competitive against yeonjun and beomgyu. 

you had found out that Huening Kai had something similar than you had during a round of truth or dare- loneliness. he too had grown up without siblings; claiming his older sister and younger sister had been taken away and separated long before he could differentiate between the color of the sky and grass, and he had never actually had another friend besides his caretaker at the orphanage.

and from then on, you and him had become inseparable, all starting from a night where he had decided to open up to you about his life before he had came that lead towards a night filled with tears and sobs as the two of you find that every single thing that you had lacked was now filled with each other.

sure, it was hard living with five very different older brothers, and it was quite hard to get used to at first. there were ups and downs to it, of course. there would be days where one of you got into an argument with the other, and there would be different sides and a silent war of dirty stares and scoffs surrounding the household where it would lead to your parents having to have you talk about it together or send you all outside without your phones, 

but more than most days, when you walk into the cozy comfort of your living room, bunny slippers on your feet as you hear the television playing some sort of drama, Beomgyu having his feet on the table and ignoring Soobin who was telling him to get it off, Huening Kai who was snuggling into Taehyun’s side, the latter flipping through the channels, and Yeonjun sitting on the far end outstretching his arms for you to sit and snuggle with him,

Choi Yeonjun

-Yeonjun wasn’t a violent person, not even when he was mad.

-you were both on your way home after an event, Yeonjun managing to convince his manager to allow him to come back home with you instead of to the dorms.

-and he was sure glad he had decided to, especially when you had an unlikely encounter with a familiar face. 

-”oh, I'm sorry-” you said, bumping into someone on your way out.

-”ah, that’s alright dear,” he hears, and was just about to continue tugging you along out, until he felt you go rigid at the voice. that familiar voice, the voice you had heard echoing at the back of your mind whenever the silence was too overwhelming, the voice that no matter how long it has been, you could never unhear. your ex boyfriend. 

-"what's wrong, baby? speechless?" he continues to speak, "it's been a while, y/n."

-you feel your throat run dry, fingers curling into your palms as to avoid turning around and facing him again. he had treated you and broke you so bad that you had to consult a therapist, back then. there would be no way you could handle seeing him again. 

-thankfully, you hear another voice, a reassuring one, come behind you. 

-"excuse me," yeonjun says, no kindness in his voice, "but we were just about to leave, so kindly fuck off," 

-"hey, man, I was just talking to an old friend," your ex dares to say. you feel the familiar arms of yeonjun snake around your waist, pulling you closer to him, "you're dating her? really, man? what a fucking-" 

-and before he could even continue, the quick sound of an unsettling bam follows as yeonjun sends a blow to his nose, toppling him backwards. 

-"fuck off or you'll get more of those," yeonjun hisses, quickly making his way towards the car parked behind the building. 

-you whisper a silent thank you, and yeonjun rubs your back to make sure you're alright. 

Choi Soobin

-"hey, what's wrong?" soobin asks softly when he notices you suddenly falling silent during your nightly shopping trips, looking at the other aisle in fear as if you had spotted a monster, "y/n..?"

-"c-can we leave?" you ask softly, and when he hears you stutter, soobin's alarm bells start to ring. 

-only when a familiar person who he had never wanted to see anywhere near you ever again sets foot into your aisle, he understands. 

-"y/n," your ex boyfriend spits, and soobin immediately steps in front of you, firmly setting his eyes on your past lover who had absolutely treated you like shit. 

-"really? you're dating this bitch?" your ex laughs, and you grab at soobin's jacket, trembling. soobin feels anger slowly bubble in his chest at the feeling of your fear towards the other person

-"I suggest you leave before I take actions you do not want me to," soobin says, no hint of hesitation in his voice, and your ex laughs louder. 

-"oh yeah? and what is that, fucker?" 

-soobin takes out his phone, his manager on speed dial, "I can afford a lawyer and send you straight to jail for harassment."

-your ex looks at him with fear, and suddenly it was his turn to take leave. 

-"you oka- oof," 

-"thank you," you mumbled into his jacket, and soobin could only hug you back.

Choi Beomgyu 

-it was difficult, sometimes, for beomgyu to convince you to come with him to award shows. partly because you had never wanted to be a part of his idol life, and the other because your past lover (who had treated you like absolute shit) was also a rookie idol as well. 

-he had managed to take you to one award show with a promise that he wouldn't leave your side, but that quickly went wrong when a casting agent had pulled him aside to talk to him without his other band members about a possible role in a drama. 

-everything had been going well at the afterparty, beomgyu had told you he would be with you right after and you had trusted him and went to wander on your own. 

-in all honesty, you should have stuck to him.

-when a sudden pull on your waist by another hand brought you to the sides, you had thought it would be him playing his playful pranks again, but when you met the eyes of your past lover, 

-the fear replaces the anticipation quickly. 

-"y/n," he exhales between his gritted teeth, smelling like alcohol and smoke and all the things you absolutely hated. he brushes his hand on the side of your face and you start to feel yourself shake, "hey angel, you're here alone, hm? finding me?" 

-you had felt hopeless, but the second he had raised his hands to land somewhere you hadn't consented him too, you see the whiff of dark hair pushing him down to the floor, and right after, beomgyu stands towering beside you, his foot down at the back of your ex. 

-"are you okay?!" he asks, hands cautiously maneuvering around you to see if he had done any damage, and when he realizes you were okay, he sighs, "let's get out of here, okay?" 

Kang Taehyun

-what was probably the worst thing about the whole ordeal, was that your ex boyfriend had been both of your best friend. he had been taehyun's best friend before he had started dating you; and this was how he had managed to find out what he secretly did behind his back. 

-the night taehyun had found you sobbing in your bruised arms behind the school to hide from him, he had immediately become furious. reporting him to the principal that he got kicked out- and from then on you had never seen him again. 

-years had passed since then and you were happily with taehyun now after a bumpy ride you've been together. it had only been a matter of time until you bumped into him again.

-"where are you heading to?" you hear the scruffy voice of a man behind you as you boarded the train on your way to see him. you needn't turn around to know who it was, in all honesty. 

-you had intended to ignore him, but that had quickly faded into panic when you felt his hands creep up onto your thigh. you feel your breath hitch and the memories come flooding back in, why does it have to be today

-"leave me alone," you say weakly, and the moment the train stops, you jump off and blend into the busy crowd to run away. 

-and when taehyun had found you running to him at your planned meet up spot sobbing, makeup ruined and hair a mess, all he could do was hold you and apologize. 

Huening Kai

-it had been a special day, one where you had both planned on spending together going about the amusement park and doing countless attempts at winning plushies 

-after breathless running all over the huge vicinity, you had both decided to hang out under the shade of a built leaf in the kingdom section of the park, the both of you buying ice cream cones and smoothies to quench the thirst of your childish behaviors

-and that's when hueningkai's eyes caught sight of the familiar face in the crowd coming towards where the two of you were, and he felt his fist clench when he saw the determined look from said face. 

-"hey, I need to go to the bathroom real quick," kai says, handing you his drink, and you look up at him with a pout. 

-"again? didn't we just-" 

-"just for a second, okay?" he cups your cheeks and presses a kiss onto them, "wait here." 

-he quickly walks over to the crowd, and on his way passing the person, he grabs them by the wrist. the boy struggles, trying to get hueningkai to release the harsh grip on his wrist, but the latter doesn't let go until they reach a secluded area behind a ride. 

-"jungwon," kai narrows his eyes at the sight of your ex, "get out of here, you have to right in seeing y/n again." 

-"who the fuck-," the male who kai oh so despises looks at him with confusion, "what are you, huh? her new boyfriend? someone actually likes that bitch-" 

-"another word from you and I'll have people come and deal with you," he says with finality, his tone something he had never used before. it held malice, and he assumes it was enough to convince him when he sees the boy roll his eyes and walk away from where you were. 

-with a sigh of relief, kai makes his way back towards you, feeling happiness wash over him at the sight of your oblivious smile and the way you run to him for a hug. 

Choi Yeonjun

-usually when you were sharing a bed with your boyfriend, you would both be cuddling. his hands around your waist and you tucked in his chest comfortably. or having him spoon you. 

-either way, it was never like this. 

-you had decided to take a late shower before bed, asking yeonjun to wait for you before he drifts off to sleep. but when you walked out of the bathroom, you saw the poor tired boy succumb to the slumber he had been fighting off the whole day. 

-it would have been fine, if it weren't for the fact that he had taken up all of the surface area of the duvet. now wrapped around him, making him look like a burrito. 

-"yeonjun," you whisper lightly after slipping into one of his shirts and hopping in bed, "yah, choi yeonjun-" 

-instead of waking up, yeonjun merely grunts and unconsciously grabs a hold of your waist, snuggling into your neck and making you yelp from how cold his cheeks were.

-with yeonjun still asleep and no signs of waking up anytime soon, you decide that it was going to be a sacrifice. 

-and when yeonjun wakes up to find you shivering, he soft mumbles of apologies with kisses and a bear hug. 

Choi Soobin

-literally the purest angel out there

-you would both be out on a walk to han river to see the snow fall together when he catches a glimpse of you shivering slightly. 

-"you're cold?" he asked, stopping his tracks to look at you with a concerned gaze, "do you want to go back?" 

-"no, no," you say, mustering a smile and trying not to show how the snow was getting to you, "im fine. I'll be fine, don't worry," 

-soobin looks unsure, so he keeps walking with reluctance. 

-it was when he feels your fingers- that we're encased in the warmth of his palm- tremble was when he stopped again to shrug off the jacket he was wearing

-"here," soobin says gently, grabbing you by your shoulders to make you face him. he pulls the zipper up and pokes your cheeks, "stay warm," 

-"but what about you?" you whine, voice wavering. soobin chuckles. 

-"you need it more than me, love," he says, leaning down to peck your lips, "I'll be fine, so stay warm okay? we can go get hot chocolate at the cafe after this!" 

-you laugh at soobin's enthusiasm, hoping he wouldn't get hypothermia by the time you get to the cafe. 

Choi Beomgyu

-"I-I'm cold, y/n," beomgyu whines, swinging his legs as he lays his head on your shoulder, the both of you sitting under a bus stop in the heavy rain and waiting for the bus. 

-"I'm co-cold too, idiot," you shiver, "this is all your fault for wanting to stay back a little longer just to watch the end credits. wh-who watches end credits of movies?" 

-"I do," beomgyu pouts, his teeth chattering, "b-but hey! at least we-we're soaked together!" 

-"this is a good thing to you?" you say, but then grin, "well, how's about this!" 

-you outstretch your arms and wrap them around beomgyu's middle, causing the boy to scream at the cold and uncomfortable wetness at his tummy. 

-"y/n- no! stop-!!" he cries out, your giggles drowning his dramatic flailing. 

-as beomgyu threatened to kill you and you only squeezing him harder, an old couple walks past under an umbrella and smiles at the two teenagers sodden in the rain, fighting under the bus stop 

Kang Taehyun

-"I told you so," 

-he really told you so

-the two of you were out for a late walk to find street food to eat for dinner and taehyun had told you to bring a jacket because it might be cold. 

-but of course, you being stubborn, had said that it was going to be fine. and the smoke from the grills would warm you up

-well, now you were really getting it

-it was absolutely freezing. the weather felt like it was in the middle of december, when it wasn't even close. it felt like you had just come out of the bathroom, wet from a shower, and walked straight into a cold room naked. 

-you tugged at taehyun's sleeve as he looked through the flavor of chicken they sold, and he responded with a hum. 

-"i-," you gulp, sounding embarrassed because god damn it was cold, he was right. of course he was right, "-wanna go home," 

-taehyun turns to you with a wondering look, "we haven't bought any food yet, though. why now?" 

-you would have believed he was genuinely confused, if it weren't for the sly smirk he gave you afterwards. 

-"you're cold. aren't you?" 

-this was… quite embarrassing. 

Huening kai

-”no, i told you to bring a jacket, i am not going to give you mine!” kai says when you give him the puppy eyes, tugging at the hem of his jacket. 

-"you're my boyfriend, you have to! haven't you watched romance movies lately?" you ask 

-"these days you insist on watching horror movies every night, how am I supposed to watch romance movies?" he argues back, "and I'm not giving you my jacket," 

-"hueningieeeee!" you whine playfully, wrapping your arms around his waist from behind, and smushing your face into his back, "'m very cold," 

-"and stay that way," he says, patting your hands that were around his belly, "the forecast said it was going to snow, you should have brought one just in case!" 

-you huff, then look down at the ground with a smirk, an idea popping in your head, "you asked for this," 

-before kai could reply, you quickly pick up a small piece of ice from the ground, and lift it up to his neck, sliding it down under his shirt. 

-kai let's out an ear piercing scream at the cold contact, but you kept him from moving by hugging him tighter

Choi Yeonjun

-would no doubt give you the smirk and sing an ‘i told you so’ because the only reason you had got sick was because you insisted not to take his jacket when it was obviously too cold outside to just be wearing a tshirt. 

-but afterwards, he tries (and fails) to hide the fact that he's worried

-would call his agency just to tell them that he wouldn’t be coming because he would be doing very important business

-and by important business, it means he would practically force soup and medicine down your throat if he had to and nurse you back to health.

-”eat,” he orders, and you would send him an eye roll, plainly agreeing just so he would stop worrying as if you were on your deathbed, "see? that wasn't so hard!" he says happily, booping your nose with the edge of the spoon, making your face scrunch up.

-"cute!" he laughs, a fox-like smile appearing, grabbing a tissue to dab at the corners of your mouth.

-after you were stuffed and took your medicine, he would let you rest. sleeping beside him, he would run his hands gently into your locks, savoring the small moment of your vulnerability. happy that he was the only one there to see it. 

Choi Soobin

-”you sure you don't need anything else?” he asks sweetly, a small frown on his lips when he peeks through the ajar door. hearing you cough before you reply only made him frown deeper.

-”i’m okay, soobinie,” you try to reassure him, “dont worry about me,”

-but how could he not, when you were hacking up your lungs so badly he could hear it from the living room?

-he would definitely decide to make you food after you insist for fifteen times that you don't have to go to the hospital. it was concerning when you hear him say he wants to cook, considering you have never seen him cook in your months of dating. 

-but everything turns out well when you wake up to the smell of soup in lieu of a burning kitchen. 

-absolutely insists on feeding you, don't you test him. 

-cuddle sessions are in order afterwards, despite the amount of times you say it's too dangerous for him to be close to you as he could get sick as well. 

-"rest well, y/n ah," he whispers into your hair, having your head pressed comfortably snug against his chest, his hands coming up to stroke at your back.

-you fall into a comfortable sleep afterwards, waking up only to down more medicine before feeling completely better. 

Choi Beomgyu

-”look who's the sick one now~” he teases in a sing song tune, “so sad~” he adds, pinching both of your cheeks and kissing each one, then letting go with a smug grin, “don't worry, i’ll save your very poor, dying soul,”

-he would literally make it a big deal because you had been nagging at him for not properly taking care of his health, and now it's your turn to get sick. 

-when in reality, it was him who got you sick. (but you wouldn't tell him that, letting him enjoy the fun before you whoop his ass once you're better) 

-sets medicine and a glass of water on the nightstand by your bed and an alarm for you to take them; but ends up forgetting. 

-"I don't understand how this is supposed to heal me," you say, voice off with his clogged nose, "mario kart?" 

-"you said you couldn't sleep!" beomgyu defends himself and his mario kart, having his arms wrapped around your heated body, a blanket wrapping the two of you like a couple's burrito, "come on, let's play one round, okay?" 

-one round turns to two, and three, and in the end you find it's 12 in the morning and the next day the both of you fall sick. 

-"you know, this is your fault," you say, laying beside him as poor taehyun was now tending to the both of your idiotic selves. 

Kang Taehyun

-"you feeling any better?" he asks softly, sitting in the bed and pressing a kiss on the side of your forehead. you try to answer him, but a cough rips through your throat, and taehyun only glances at you with concern. 

-he would definitely be worried, but he knows that worrying won't heal you. so he decides to spend the whole day off just to put all his attention on you. 

-would not let you do any work. if you wanted the remote and he was asleep? wake him up. if there was delivery and you were at the couch by the door? call him. 

-brushes his hand over your bangs to feel your forehead when you're asleep, and wakes you up to eat your pills accordingly. 

-brings you salad but you'd refuse to eat so adamantly that he ends up giving in (albeit reluctantly) to your request of pizza

-"this really isn't healthy," he mumbles when he sees you eating pizza on the bed, the bed he had just washed the sheets of. your innocent smile and red nose was the only thing making him soft today, so he decided against making you stop and eat actual food to join you and give you a sympathetic look. 

-because the next minute, you were throwing the contents out of your stomach into the toilet, and taehyun could only sigh, knowing this was going to be a long day. 

Hueningkai

-when he gets the text message that you were sick, you bet he'll be there in front of the door with a bag so big you would think he was moving in

-"what… is all this?" you sniffled, and kai pushes you back inside.

-"snacks!" he says, pouring the contents onto your dining table. and a lot is such an understatement- you were somewhat convinced he had bought the whole store. 

-of course, he would take his plushies with him. they were his guardians, so what kind of lover would he be if he didn't bring them for you?

-"are you comfortable?" he'd murmur when you're both in bed, snug yet probably too close for someone who could spread diseases and potentially get the other sick. 

-but despite that, you reply with a nod, proceeding to nuzzle into the crook of his neck as he puts on a movie, the arms he had looped around your waist over the duvet tightening when he feels your heavy head falling onto his shoulder, the show lulling you to sleep before it even properly started.

-"sleepy already?" he whispers teasingly, pressing a chaste kiss to the side of your head and running his hand down your arms, letting you sleep in his arms.

Choi Yeonjun

-after countless of begging, the producer had finally agreed for you to come with them for promotions just as long as you stay out of frame and make sure nothing bad happens. 

-yeonjun was ecstatic, for once, he had a chance to not only see his fans and perform, but also have trips around the place with you. 

-it was honestly like hitting two birds with one stone. 

-yeonjun would take pictures with you everywhere whenever they finish shooting. taking you to the best restaurants and shopping afterwards. he would spoil you so much. 

-"don't you- think this is too much?" you frown, "I don't want you spending so much money on me, junnie..." 

-"i can't imagine anything better to spend it on," 

Choi Soobin

-"choi beomgyu, hueningkai, if you don't delete that," soobin hisses silently, no trace of strong anger in his voice

-beomgyu had took a video of soobin cooing at you- who was asleep on his shoulder- softly. they were in their private jet on their way to japan and hueningkai was right beside the black haired male, teasing the hell out of soobin. in all honesty, you wouldn't have minded. they were your friends as well, after all. you knew they were, well, them. 

-but soobin, on the other hand? his face was ten different shades of red.

-"hyungie~ so cute~" kai laughs softly, "soobin hyung is such a soft boyfriend~ I'm showing this to y/nie when she wakes!" 

-soobin just covers his face with one hand in embarrassment and shyness. trying to not move a lot so you wouldn't stir and wake up. 

-it was going to be a long tour if they would keep teasing your gentle giant of a boyfriend like this. 

Choi Beomgyu

-"oh, let's try that!" "wait actually, over there!" "y/n, try this on!" 

-if you think his energy is 100% when he's on tour with his members, then his energy is 200% when his company had agreed that you were allowed to come with him now. 

-the streets of japan were bustling with people as the festival went on. thankfully, here he didn't have to be afraid of his identity. knowing how respectful his j moas were. 

-"try this, y/n!" beomgyu shows you a huge cotton candy in the shape of your favourite pokemon, and you burst into giggles. 

-"when did you even get that?" 

-"just now!- oh look, the fireworks are starting!" he cheers as he drags you up front so you would get a great spot to watch the sparks of colorful explosions in the sky

-the rest of the night would be spent with beomgyu just dragging you around, showing you all the different types of food with stars in his eyes like a little kid. 

-least to say, his members had to wake up extra early the next morning just to drag a sugar crashed beomgyu out of bed for preparations of their stage. 

Kang Taehyun

-being on tour with taehyun meant you would always be there to support your red haired boyfriend behind the scenes

-the staff had actually offered for you to come with them, them saying how taehyun always feels extra energized whenever you were there with him

-so you did. and well, they were right. 

-"you're going to do great, taehyunie," you smile as you pat his shoulder, "I'm so proud of you," would be your go-to line just a second before he goes on stage at the last minute. and it always had managed to give him a smile and make him feel warm. 

-"you always say the same thing before my performances," taehyun had mumbled into your neck one night in your hotel room, curled into each other under the duvet. the conditioning of the room extremely cold courtesy of kai stealing the remote as a prank and eventually losing it, "you have no idea how much it helps me, y/n" 

-you plant a soft kiss on his cheek with a soft giggle, "and ill continue to."

-the staff definitely made a good decision. 

Huening Kai

-the company literally has to have an eye on the two of you 24/7 due to you both being too excited whenever you visit a new place

-but of course, kai would never listen when his manager tells him specifically to not go out at night, but he never had the chance to explore with you and all of you had to travel back to seoul the next day, so what does he got to lose?

-well a lot, apparently

-"so anything?" you bite on your nails, "my naver isn't working for some reason…" 

-"no one's picking up, either," kai nervously glances at his phone, then back at you, "well.. at least there would be no interruptions, right?" 

-and that would be how you both end up at an unknown part in chicago at midnight

“you done?” you asked, pointing the selfie stick towards yourself, you threw a peace sign to take a picture, the sleeves of yeonjun’s varsity jacket that you were wearing falling off from your slightly smaller wrist. your boyfriend stands up again, giving you an adorable double thumbs up, you smile, “finally,”

“why are we doing this again?” you asked with a slight giggle, yeonjun pulling you to keep walking after the pause of him tying his shoes. you were both currently walking atop of a hill that yeonjun had found, saying it was a 'perfect spot' a fireworks show he had caught wind of was about to happen. 

“for a good view, of course!” yeonjun says enthusiastically, his eyes brightening when he sees a perfect, stable spot, “here, this is perfect, come on,”

he grabs the camera from your hands and sets down the basket he was holding, taking out the huge picnic blanket to lay down. he bows dramatically, and gestures for you to take a seat. “for you, m’lady,” he says with a grin.

“thank you, kind sir,” you reply with a bow, sitting down while laughing, “wow, this place is perfect, jun! how did you even manage to find this?” the view atop the mountain overlooks the entirety of the festival. everyone looked like tiny ants from the view you were seeing, the colorful lit stalls that had smoke from grills coming out, where vendors were loudly selling gifts and snacks filling the dark night with life. you could see kids running around and chasing each other, some by a huge tree that stood in the middle of the whole festival, hanging small letters that were supposed to be wishes written on them. it felt perfect. free. 

“I have my ways,” yeonjun replies with a flirty wink, and you roll your eyes playfully, pulling him down by grabbing his wrist. his eyes widened at the unexpected force, yelping as he landed on the (thankfully thick) blanket.

“Hey, that was uncalled for!” he pouts, looking up at you from where he had fallen on his stomach. you roll your eyes, poking his nose.

“what a big baby. i can't believe you’re turning twenty two,” you say, “get up, come on,”

but instead of doing that, yeonjun, with great difficulty, rests his head on your lap instead. sighing with content, he mutters, “think i’d rather stay here,”

“you're so lazy,” you chuckle, running your hands in your hair as he hummed, liking the feeling, “don’t fall asleep on me now,”

yeonjun lets out another content hum, and you roll your eyes, “i’m not waking you up when the fireworks start,”

“don't be like that,” yeonjun whines like a child, opening his eyes slightly to gaze into your eyes, “... you're beautiful,”

“not gonna work,” you say with a grin, and yeonjun chuckles weakly, muttering a 'worth the try'. 

a beat of comfortable silence passes. you gaze up at the sky, littered numbers of stars. you release a sigh, thinking yeonjun fell asleep, but instead he giggles below you. 

"what is it now?" you say, looking down at him with a tired smile. yeonjun outstretched his arm and pokes your cheek, laughing. 

"nothing," he says, "I just feel happy. it's not everyday we can do something like this," 

you hummed in response, rubbing his head with your fingers, "yeah," you whisper.

“you remember when i turned eighteen you got me that bike and rode it to my place in the morning?” he says, eyes still glued to the sky as he laughs, “we haven't dated yet, but god, i really wanted to kiss you,”

“i only got it because i had a big fat crush on you,” you laugh and booped his nose, “you had tried to teach me it the following week and i fell from it, i really thought it broke and you’d hate me forever,”

“hate you? I was more worried if you were hurt,” yeonjun mumbles under his breath, and you chuckled.

“you’re ridiculous,” you roll your eyes playfully.

“ridiculously in love,” he replies with a grin, before sitting up when he hears the commotion from the festival. a smile etches on his face, “ah, it's starting! It's starting, y/n!”

you laugh at how enthusiastic he was for the firework show as you take out a small package from the basket, a package wrapped in a tiny blanket. fingers tangling in the knot, you open it gently, revealing a slice of mint chocolate cake.

“here,” you say softly, scooping up the frosty sweet and pointing it towards your boyfriend, who turns his head immediately from the still dark sky, smiling, “happy birthday, junnie,”

“i’m twenty two now, you’re really going to feed me?” he grins playfully, looking down at you and back at the cake, “cute,” he mumbles before eating the cake, humming around the spoon, “thank you, y/n.”

you laughed in response, placing the cake onto the grass and snuggling up to his side, just as the first burst of color adorns the night sky. 

Choi Yeonjun

you would wake up with a feeling of heavy weight on your chest, heaving a breath as your eyes shoots open in a frenzied state. and yeonjun, who sits by the desk in your shared bedroom, still awake and working, would turn around in alarm at the sound of you waking up

“baby? are you okay? what’s wrong?” he would stand, slowly approaching you, “hey, hey, calm down, y/n...”

yeonjun would pull you in his arms, brushing the tears away from your cheeks and waited until you calmed down before asking what had happened.

“you- you died,” you explained, hands fisting his shirt, a lump in your throat and tears stinging your vision that was threatening to cascade down your flushed cheeks, “y- came home late- a-and I got call-“

your boyfriend would shush you, seeing as talking about it only has you breaking down more which pained him to see. yeonjun hugs you tighter to muffle your cries in his creased pajamas. he presses a kiss onto your forehead silently rocking your trembling body until it lulled you to sleep

he would stay there instead of going back to doing his work, making sure that if you wake up again, he would be right there.

Choi Soobin

soobin would be sleeping soundly with you against his chest until he feels a wet patch forming on his shirt, and the sound of you whimpering would already have him wake up in alarm

you were cuddled up comfortably in his arms, sobbing and gripping on him like your life depended on it, soobin feels his heart shatter at the sight of your distressed state and the fearful look from your scrunched up face.

“y/n…y/n? angel, don’t worry, it’s just a dream,” he softly whispers, brushing your bangs and gently shaking you awake. he grabs your hands and rubs your clenched fist with his thumb, feeling you slowly relaxing at your boyfriend's ministrations.

he doesn’t know if you heard him, but your crying died down into soft hiccups, and your breathing fell normally. Soobin sighs in relief and presses a kiss onto your forehead.

Choi Beomgyu

Beomgyu was a heavy sleeper, but your constant shifting in his arms was enough to have him wake up. slightly aggravated, but once he realized why, his expression softens.

a sigh escapes his cherry lips, his voice breaking the silence in your cold bedroom, “y/n, hey, wake up,” he calls out, voice hoarse from the sleep, and your eyes shot open immediately at the sudden noise, chest heaving as if you had been chased, and beomgyu calmly reassures you.

“y/n, y/n, it’s okay, I’m right here, you’re safe,” your boyfriend pulls you into his arms, letting you cry it all out, running his hands over your arms gently, “you’re safe, okay?”

“b-beom-“

“shh,” beomgyu shushes, “tomorrow. just sleep for now,”

he would spoon you until he hears your quiet snores, your back against his chest and breathing even. He kisses your neck and falls into slumber, snuggled against the warmth of your neck.

Kang Taehyun

would most likely jump awake in shock when he hears your small scream when you wake up, him being a very light sleeper.

confused, until he feels you weeping by his side, wiping your eyes with the sleeve of his hoodie that you were wearing, and he finally puts two and two together.

“nightmare, again?” he softly asks, wiping the sweat off your face and you nod against him. he helps you sit up and hands you a glass of water from your bedside, turning on the small yellow light so your bedroom wouldn't be completely dark.

gently rubs your back, letting you cry on his shoulder for as long as you need to, whispering sweet nothings in your ear.

you both just sit there, blankets wrapped on your shoulders as taehyun holds you close, if you wanted to talk about it, he would make sure to listen and stay up all night if he had to, just to make sure you were alright.

Huening Kai

kai always had you snuggled in his arms when he slept, your cheek pressed against his neck and his arms draped around you

so when he feels you start to tremble in his arms, the front of his shirt soaking up, he wakes up in panic, getting agitated. his imaginative head assuming that you saw someone- or something in the room with them that caused you to cry.

but when he looks down and find you still asleep, he'd sigh in relief, breathing deeply to calm his erratic heartbeat

"y/n," kai soothes you, his hand running up and down the expense of your back, his voice rough from the sleep, "y/n, wake up... hey, it's okay, I’m right here,"

he would hold you close to him, hushing you and wiping your tears

he would most likely fall right back asleep, but he always makes sure you knew you were safe and composed, no longer hyperventilating and in a panicked state

when he gets sick

when you have a nightmare

when you come on tour with them

when you get sick

when you feel cold

bumping into your abusive ex

when another member sets you up

Choi Yeonjun

poutiest baby ever

literally would not let you go

(despite you having a high possibility of getting his germs and possibly getting sick with him)

“y/n come heeeereeeee!” yeonjun would whine from the open door bedroom non stop the whole day

“I’m trying to cook you some soup, yeonjun,” you would shout back, getting a migrane from your 21 year old boyfriend

yeonjun, face flushed and panting, would crawl out of his room and sneakily wrap his arms around your waist causing you to jump.

he proceeds to lay his very warm cheek on your bare neck and just…cradle you while you cook

“you’re going to get me sick,” you’d mutter

“yaaaaay~” would be what he replies, followed by a cough.

choi yeonjun, everybody.

Choi Soobin

if you think soobin was shy and quiet when he’s himself, it was worse when he got sick.

he would never admit if he gets sick. He’d just go about his day pretending like it was normal, brushing off your comments on why he was looking so red, and his member’s claims on why he was out of breath so quickly that day

until he eventually passes out, or gives up and ask the medical staff for medicine; whichever came first.

he would always beg his team to not tell you but he knew it would always reach you someway or another. And you’d give him an earful.

“choi soobin, I told you not to overwork yourself and tell someone when you feel unwell, didn’t i?” you’d fuss as you get his clothes prepared when he comes home, getting a bath ready and ordering food from his favorite place instantly

you would give him the cold shoulder after you nurse him back to health.

but hey, at least he knows you love him.

…right?

Choi Beomgyu

he becomes a kid when he gets feverish.

quite admittedly, he gets adorable.

well, he was adorable to start with. Just this time, more.

beomgyu, flushed face and sniffling every thirty seconds with his long floof of hair would come running to you who was in the living room lounging on Netflix with his arms wide open after work and just wrap you in his arms with his usual, “i’m home, y/nie!”

and when he nuzzles himself into your neck and you just feel that burning feeling, you’d find out he was sick

which happens very often than you’d expect. beomgyu more than everything loves to walk back to the dorms instead of call a cab claiming it was a ‘short walk’ despite it being a thundering storm.

“you’re sick? Again?” you would claim to him, and he’d just give you an innocent smile.

you sigh. You love your boyfriend but he was a pain, alright.

Kang Taehyun

“you’re sick,” you frown at him when he pulls at his shoes by your apartment door, pocketing his phone and tying his shoelace.

“I’m not,” he claims, walking over to you to place a kiss onto your forehead to which you refuse to. Taehyun would chuckle, “y/n, I promise you, I’m n-“

a cough cuts through his speech, taehyun quickly covering it with his elbow. You grin, and he gives you a sheepish smile.

“maybe I am.. just a little?”

rest assured, taehyun was definitely not going out that day. You would gladly wrestle your boyfriend if he was still adamant to go to work; but thankfully that never had to happen

taehyun was very much pliant when you tell him to get back to bed. Although he’d insist that he wasn’t that sick and he was still able to walk and maybe help you make food, you’d still insist for him to rest.

he’s just really glad for the extra hours he could spend with you. sometimes falling asleep in your arms as you both watch disney movies in bed.

Huening Kai

“just take the god damn pill, huening kai!”

“never! You gotta-“ he pauses for a sneeze, “catch me first!”

huening kai runs in your small living room wrapped in a fuzzy blanket, up the couch, in and out of rooms like in those cartoons where they run into rooms and comes out of the other

getting fed up, you walk into your shared bedroom and grab one of his plushies, walking over to the balcony.

you both lived on the eighth storey of your apartment, so seeing you standing there, holding a very valuable bunny plushie by the tips of its ears over a loud bustling city where cars were driving by every second made kai’s heart stop completely.

“NO STOP-“ kai screams, running over to you. you grin and shake bunny, causing its legs to imitate a walking move. Your other hand shaking the packet of pills.

“a sacrifice must be made, huening,” you say in a low voice, and kai would ultimately give up. drowning the pill all at once in exchange of his doll