Cloud9_was_here

Hello

welcome to my blog. I am officially coming out as a jirai!!!

WARNINGS: SH,SA,SUICIDE,BLOOD,OBSESSIVE THOUGHTS, AND JUST GENERAL MENTAL HEALTH STUFF

꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭

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DNI:18+, MAGA, homophobes, transphobes, racits, sexists, ableists and pro recovery people. other than that we're chill.

꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ New and improved tagging system:

🫁Oxygen Wasters🦷-normal posts

🩸Spilling my Guts🧠-vent posts

🦴emotional lines🦷-art

🫀What I'd give💌-yan posts

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Stamps below cut

I will poison all your happy thoughts I will love you like the ashes in my cigarette box And if you're fine with that You can be mine If you're fine with that You can be mine, oh

My name is Eman, a mother of three children in Gaza. I know you receive many messages, but I kindly ask for just one minute of your time.

Please visit my Tumblr page and read my latest post. It tells the true story of my family and the difficult reality we are living through. My little son, Ahmed, who is only 7½ years old, has started selling iced drinks to help our family survive because we have almost no support left.

If my story touches your heart, please consider reblogging it so more people can see it. If you are in a position to donate, even a small amount would mean the world to us.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. Your kindness and your voice could help give my son his childhood back.

With gratitude, Eman ❤️

When I'm not with her, It's like a part of me has already decayed

https://gofund.me/6ee0c858

I'm going to kill everyone who is an ai "artist". This is not a joke. They will die./hj

I can't take this anymore. As soon as school starts, I'm confessing. I keep on thinking about her. The fact she could be giving others attention physically pains me. I just want to shower her in love. I could love her better than anyone else.

I dont want to shower🤧

making another notes game cause i gave up on recovery last time

Spam is allowed and encouraged

Key: Not reached. In progress. Completed. Failed.

1: I'll drink a bottle of water

5: Brush my hair

10: Exercise(repeatable)

15: Start being more "cringe" and doing what I want

25: I build a lego set

50: I start drawing traditionally more

65: I do my homework

80: I start being more free with my music

85: I write the next chapter of my fanfic (repeatable)

100: I open up o my therapist

120: I eat lunch on time

150: I talk to my grandma about boycotting products that support isreal

160: I read a book

175: I open up to my grandma

@nyancvtt(pls tell me if you don't want to be pinned.)

I will get better. I know I said that last time, but this time I'm actually going to do it. I want to enjoy the rest of my teen years.

Cherished - What's your love language (giving and/or receiving)?

Title - Do you know your name's meaning? If so, what is it?

Heal ball - If you were a Pokémon, which type would you be?

Hearts - Do you know your dere type? If so, what is it?

Celestial - Do you think you'd have wings or horns? What would they look like?

Scrolls - What is your favorite mythological being? Why?

Cherished - What's your love language (giving and/or receiving)?

I love giving physical touch. as for receiving, I don't have a preference.

Title - Do you know your name's meaning? If so, what is it?

Yes, It's Ash. The remains after a fire.

Heal ball - If you were a Pokémon, which type would you be?

Fairy or poison

Hearts - Do you know your dere type? If so, what is it?

Yandere

Celestial - Do you think you'd have wings or horns? What would they look like?

Feathered wings. I don't know which shape. I really wish i got dreams so I would know.

Scrolls - What is your favorite mythological being? Why?

Sirens. I don't really have a reason.