hot to go.

Oh gosh, I know. There's been so many tears and they started even during filming. I hope that we inspired others to put in this much, to go that length to make movies exceptional. So it would be even more wonderful if that's what's going to happen. I'm both excited and terrified about part two coming out this year, but mainly because I'm not ready to let that all go yet. I'm not nervous, no. I can't wait for people to see and see how they all react to it and what it does to them, if that makes sense? I'm really looking forward to it - and in the meantime I'm so happy eternal sunshine deluxe is out now.

gosh, that's totally going to be me when we're back on location filming obx for the last time. actually so many tears, it's frightening. that's totally valid. how long ago was it that you entered into that world? auditions would have been awhile ago now, right? it's been a big part of your world for so long now. that does make sense! and i guess when you love it and are proud of it, the nerves kind of just disappear, right? i haven't had a chance to listen to the deluxe yet. but i have seen bits and pieces from your short film and it was beautiful. congratulations on the release!

I'm just speaking the truth, babe. You have a face card that never declines and deserves to be in front of a camera. You're more than welcome to shrink me down and keep me nice and cozy in your pocket. Just as long as you bring me out for some fresh air every so often and give me snacks. Quite literally, some of those shoes are the worst. Not to mention, sometimes the floor of the runway ends up being a bit slippery. And if you're wearing shoes with the wrong kind of bottom that doesn't do well on slippery floors, it usually never ends well. I try to convince myself it was glamourous but whenever I re-live that moment all I can think back on is how embarrassed I was and how I just wanted to get the fuck off that runway. How about you let me know when you're free and I'll work around your schedule to make your life easier?

it's still very kind of you to say, all the same. and coming from someone with your insane face card, well that makes it all the more flattering. i can most definitely do that. what kind of snacks do you like? i'll make sure to have your favorites on hand at all times. oh gosh, that sounds like a nightmare. i struggle to work a carpet in heels, not gonna lie. the whole time i'm legit there in my head thinking don't fall over, don't fall over on a loop. i don't know how the pop girls do it, running around on stage and dancing in them. you're you, so i have no doubt that it was as glamorous as it could possibly be. okay, perfect. i'll have my team reach out with some dates that would work. this is legit so exciting!

I aim to never let you down. Life would be boring without me being a dumbass and forgetting things like that. Waking up to you every morning is a goddamn dream come true. I mean, it's always been great waking up next to you but before there would always be the sadness that came along with whenever you had to head back to your place. There's a lot of comfort in knowing that this is now also your place and I get to come home to you and wake up with you every single day. I couldn't be happier, baby. I'll do everything I can to come visit you as much as I can. Regardless of how busy my schedule gets, I'll make time. Also, you ready for the romantic date in Paris I have planned for us this weekend?

you never let me down, baby. you're the very best! you're right, life would be boring without you being a dumbass. there's never a dull moment with you, baby. even the moments that could be mundane have a certain pete sparkle to them. i couldn't be happier. i love our little life and our home. i wouldn't have it any other way. even the fish-tank. i know, babes. and i'll find a way to visit you too when your schedule doesn't allow you to be here. the idea of being long distance with you sucks, even if it's only temporary and for a short amount of time, but i know that we'll make it work. i had the best weekend in paris with you! it was so fucking cute. and fun.

It was an incredible experience. I mean, seeing Cynthia fly across set for some of the scenes and belting out those notes? I was crying. Aw, it's okay. We had a great time this award season regardless and I'm so grateful to get any of the recognition. We'll so how things go for part 2, but I'm already excited for all of that. Yes, yes. A short film to accompany the new tunes and I do star in that, but I also did get to do a little directing with it too, which has been so much fun.

girl, we know that you were crying. but we love that for you. hot girls are in touch with their emotions. i know you don't need the recognition necessarily, but it was still deserved. and well, if your project got that recognition, then maybe there would be more projects that put in the effort and detail, y'know? are you nervous about how people are going to receive part two? that's so fun. i can't wait to check it out!

It's not usually how you do it but we wanted to make sure there was no glitches in editing or anything looking weird while filming, with mouth movements and such - so what you hear in the movie are live vocals, yes. It was so much work, one of the reasons I try to speak in a higher note when I talk, because it's just easier on my vocal cords. You have no idea how much training I had way before we started filming but also while we were doing that. Thank god for my vocal coach. It's not long until the album is out - two weeks. And there's gonna be a short film too which I'm really, really excited about.

gosh, that must have been so exhausting. and see, all of these little bts moments and detail that was put in, is firmly why i stand by the fact that wicked was a little robbed this awards season. i guess ya'll just made it look too easy. but i have faith that you'll get your flowers for part 2. okay, i can be patient and wait. but i cannot wait to stream. oh! a short film? that's so cool. did you star in it? or was it more of a behind the camera moment like what taylor did for all too well?

and you always find it when you're not actively searching. all of those cliche things that people say really are true. it's crazy! it is. i don't know what i did to deserve him and i have to pinch myself daily to make sure i haven't dreamed it all up with him. you've simply got to send me the recipe now, though. i want heart shaped things all year around!

We've performed together before and we did sing all these songs live while filming the movie, but this was the first time singing Defying Gravity together, yeah. It was crazy emotional for me. Aw, thank you. We'll see what's gonna happen. Maybe for Part 2 there'll be more performances? But yes! There is gonna be a deluce version of the album but I can't tell exactly when just yet.

wait .. you sung it live while filming? for some reason i didn't think that was how you did it. that must have been some undertaking on you vocally then, huh? ugh, well that's okay. i'll learn patience. i just can't wait for it, y'know? i loved the album. and that performance you did on snl? so good. i'll be streaming whenever the deluxe is out!

Are you kidding? How could I not think of you? You're absolutely gorgeous and seem to have the photogenic quality it takes to pose for the camera. Psh, girl don't worry about being clumsy. I've literally fallen on my ass in the middle of walking a show before. Pretty sure it was my ego that was bruised more than anything else after that. I'd absolutely love to have you, babe!

you're being too sweet right now, candice. can i keep you in my pocket for the days when my ego is feeling a little low? honestly, in some of the shoes they put you in i'm not surprised. i bet that you managed to make it look like a totally glamorous fall, though. okay, amazing. my schedule is a little packed at the moment but if you let me know when you need me, then i'll find a way to make it work because this would simply be so cool.

Thank god for redeeming myself just in the nick of time. It will be the happiest moment of my life too, baby. I can't wait for that day to come. I can't apologize enough for forgetting to tell you about Norm. With all the excitement that came with you moving in, I lost track of the days and forgot it was his day to clean the tank. At least he's a cool dude, even if I'm sure it was a bit jarring coming face to face with him when you had no idea who he was. I'm glad my place feel like home for you, babe. That's exactly how I want it to feel, since it is your home now. I think clearly this just means fate brought us together and we're meant to be forever.

i knew that you wouldn't let me down, baby. it's fine. i mean, i always expect you to keep me on my toes a little. i guess finding out about norm that way was on brand. that was wild, though not gonna lie, babe. it feels like home. and honestly, waking up to you every morning? i'm certainly not going to complain about that perk. i'll enjoy it for as long as i can before i have to go film again. although, part of me does hope that you'll come to set for a visit or two. i think so, too.

Oh no! That's the worst moment to get so emotional but I'm still so happy we managed to touch people the way we did. It was so emotional, it's a miracle I didn't cry on stage - I was so close to. I was very thankful for that moment Cynthia took the stage and I could step back and try not to cry. I was so nervous but it's easy to be in the moment and just focus on that.

it is. but it's okay - it could have been worse. i could have cried and not been wearing waterproof mascara. was that the first time that you two have performed the song live together for an audience? you're truly a show stopping duo. and we need more of those performances from you while we're riding the wicked wave. although i did hear rumors about there being a deluxe version of your album coming soon. is that true?