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“suffering feels religious if you do it right” no shut up it doesn’t. my friends laughing in the kitchen while i make dinner feels religious. the sun on my face after a long winter feels religious.

i think the worst thing ive ever done in my entire life was when i was 13 and on dA i replied with “zomg kira!!!! O.o” to someone informing me that their grandmother had a heart attack and died.

fame is unkind 2 women. it’s hard to watch artists I like get big knowing they will experience all the forms of misogyny one experiences in normal interactions but from a growing audience of dumb gremlins with access to keyboards.

men be like “humanity is just inherently violent and selfish” and the examples they use are violence that is overwhelmingly committed by men

rather than death of the author i subscribe to a critical framework i like to refer to as Schrodinger’s Author where the authors intentions are important except for when i dont like them

while we’re all on this fuck makeup culture band wagon can we also talk about shape-wear? stockings? painful heels? the fact that for women to be tastefully “done up” she has to be five different types of uncomfortable?

being a woman and no matter how confident your current sense of self is, you still have those moments when you’re like “hmm if only I could escape my physical form,” because of the absolute terror and disgust and shame and vulnerability you have around your body, oh and just wishing you had been born a boy so you didn’t have to feel this stifling and inescapable fear and anger all the time