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I just tell myself to be happy. But I don't feel happy. And when I try to change it, when I try to remember what being happy felt like, I can't. I don't feel joy. I don't feel inspired. I just feel numb.

People are going to disappoint you, I get that, I kind of expect that but, what happens if one day you wake-up and realize you are the disappointment.

I don know who I am anymore, or how I got here, I miss who I used to be

Being with someone who can’t love you back is way lonelier than being alone

I just want a day where it feels like I’m not falling apart anymore.

It is awful to want to go away and to want to go nowhere.

The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly

I’m just tired; I just want the world to be quiet for a bit.

You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be.

Is there no way out of the mind

Everyone's moving on without me, into a world I don't understand.

The silence depressed me. It wasn’t the silence of silence. It was my own silence.

Suddenly I wonder, 'Where is the girl that I was last year? Two years go? What would she think of me now?'

I start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle, and I wonder if it isn't one I'll have to fight for as long as I live. I wonder if it's worth it

Sometimes I feel incredibly disconnected. Really uncomfortable in my own skin. Or kind of like I don’t fit into this world. Like I was born at the wrong time and I don’t belong.

“I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”

“Sunday just came down like a nine-pound hammer ... it was tainted with the closing-in feeling of the loss of freedom. Because after the sun went down, it came back up on Monday morning. And you had to go to work five more days. And it sucked.”