Hi! This blog got a little bit away from us, haha! This started out as just a blog to hide my thoughts, and now it's developed into our personal system journal. Considering this is a journal now, expect to see plenty of us talking, as well as discussion of heavier topics (which we'll tag to the best of our ability! please let us know if we miss something, though). Asks are always open, though I ask that you please don't ask us about system discourse;;;

I think an aspect of this disorder that i hadn't given much thought to until now is just how... disconnected we are as a whole from most things. We grew up sheltered and don't remember very large portions of our life- so when I'm around people who are talking about places and events and experiences, there is a palpable disconnect there for me. I don't remember if I've ever done what they're talking about. If I do, I'm completely divorced from the feelings of it. It makes socializing hard, especially considering I'm already nerfed there due to just being unable to pick up social cues/tone well.

oh okay so there is some interest !! you all are so nice,, here it is then :]

the cigarette post is really funny to us, our host and body aren’t smokers BUT we have at least four ppl who just fake it the best they can lmao