fml

sorry for smoking weed and listening to ryan ross’s panic at the disco last night

i cant be alone in my apartment on tumblr right now lol. im already too nostalgic (see reblog) its freaking me out! like weird sad feelings im not ready to think about. but this made me realize i gotta probably do some IFS exercises / exploration of my teenage yrs etc on here next. just been listening to an audiobook of it. im trying to get unstuck! :-)

y es dj alice i am better off alone

cant stop feeling annoyed and offended by perceived judgements of me that are at least like 80% not delusional

i should be embarrassed like i usually am but idk i dont want to be. just gonna let myself day dream cause real life stuff is.. idle. if im fated to pretend so be it! (earnest) entering my live laugh love era.

lets pretend my long frasier post from when i woke up at 3am for 45min was under a “read more” i have no idea how to do that on mobile

ok i get frasier now. can’t explain it though cause everyone has to figure it out on their own.