Clandestine 🦋

Baka kaya minsan maingay tayo kasi kapag tumahimik tayo ang naririnig na lamang natin ay ang laman ng ating isip.

Stay in the present as advised by inspiring people like Paulo Coelho. I agree with them. Still, there were times when I wonder, is it really wrong to feel like we are still in control of our fate, of our destiny, or of our lives? Is it really a waste of time to try to change something so unpredictable? What is the hope that makes me people move forward? When does it appear and when does it leave? I am asking because I find it difficult to wait for hope to come again.

The uncertainty of tomorrow still bewilders me. Actually, the unpredictability of the every second baffles me. One second your happy, the next second you're not. In the morning you feel happy then in the afternoon you feel lost and empty. One moment you feel empowered, the succeeding moment you feel useless.

We plan, plan, plan. We use all these journals, planners, calendars, and to-lists. Most of us try our best to make each day more organized, more efficient, and more productive. In our attempt to do so, we somehow feel like we are more in control of our lives, like we are more prepared for what tomorrow holds than we are yesterday or even today. There is nothing wrong with planning ahead, but maybe this is why most of us became more disappointed with ourselves.

I'm numb

You drown not by falling into a river, but by staying submerged in it.

I used to hate tragic endings

Did you ever tried to wander outside the castle,

You fake the smiles

And you cry, and you cry

Is there anyone here that is still active on wattpad? If yes, then I would really appreciate if you can support my works on my wattpad account and maybe follow me there.

We may want to forget some memories md to relive it at the same time. This is completely acceptable because we are wired to feel and to rationalize. It balances the cycle of life. These memories often bring strong emotions and these emotions are what make us human. Therefore, without these memories we can't experience the entirety of being human.

Are you really a good daughter

Goodbye to the one who meant to stay in my old diary, but not in my life.

I really had a nice dream about you and me