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Troy sneaks a sideways look at Abed as they climb the stairs, almost overwhelmed for a moment with the relief that he is here, that Troy is here with him, that both of them are returning home together and neither one is moving out. It had all come so close to disaster.
He leans in a little bit, and pitches his voice as quiet as he can. “We should talk about this, shouldn’t we?”
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I still think it’s objectively fucked how the world is built for morning people and if you wake up later than everyone else you’re seen as a malicious aberration of some sort. I am that but it’s not because I wake up at 11 fuck yourself
ive invented (note: dubious claim) something i call the bear diet which is mostly fruits and vegetables with fish as the main protein source and something like once a month you eat a few hyperprocessed foods of your liking because that is when you, the bear, raid a dumpster in the suburbs
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There is an odd thing I see in books sometimes where a character who is defined by their steadfast loyalty to a person or organization is presented with one (1) piece of evidence against them and immediately changes their mind.
I was just reading a book where a character is deeply loyal to the royal family despite being their literal whipping girl, but she immediately decides that the king must be a bad ruler the first time she sees poverty exists. And he is--but it's weird that the 15 years of being whipped didn't convince her but the existence of poor people did.
It often reads like a plot-convenient way of having a character change their mind without having to do any of the actual work or spend any actual time on what it means for them to change their mind. But it also often rings false--we know for a fact that people with deeply held beliefs are often not convinced no matter how much evidence they see to the contrary, much less because one piece of evidence was presented to them.
Writing partner and I were recently working on a piece that involved a character escaping brainwashing like that and we had a convo about this exact thing. Because I thought the character need more than one thing to break the brainwashing, and partner, who has actual experience escaping a cult she grew up in, said something very interesting. 'Not if there were cracks.'
She went on to explain how for her, there had always been little things about the cult that bothered her, but she excused them, pushed them aside, papered them over in her own mind. And then one thing happened. One very specific thing that went directly contrary to all the things the cult taught her.
And that one thing put enough pressure on her belief that all those cracks... exploded and she lost faith in the cult practically overnight. And the thing is, from my outsider perspective, it was like one day I talked with her and she was true believer, and the next time religion came up she was an ex- and talking about how she'd just recognized this thing about how harmful her former religion was.
I knew another man, briefly, who grew up evangelical protestant, spent more than half his life living and proselytizing as a true believer, then one day just... stopped. He said that he had always had doubts, never really believed, but he pushed all those doubts and disbeliefs down and acted all the more fervent to prove to himself that he was a good Christian. Until one day he realized what he was doing and... was done.
Now, with writing, we truly hope an author is good enough to convey this kind of internal conflict, but when someone spends half their life suppressing these kinds of things, it can be very hard to see even from the 'inside', because hiding it from themselves is the whole point. And when aren't talking about a PoV character or are in a real world situation...
Not long ago, i would have agreed with you. Now I can say that actually, sometimes I can be 'just one thing' -- or at least look that way because all the little things that came before are so small they're invisible.
God, I didn't even need to reblog with ny addition; you absolutely had it covered. Screenshotting and putting it here so they can be together.
I also want to say that this doesn't mean, to me, that we shouldn't take this note as writers. If fiction were completely realistic, there would have been a lot more bathroom breaks in Homer's Odyssey, but we take liberties to get to emotional truths rather than things that absolutely totally could have happened that way. Loved reading both the original post and your addition.
This is absolutely how it happened to me, too. It wasn't even in the moment--I was just in my car at work, making deliveries, and my brain was turning something over and over in the back of my mind. All of a sudden, things just... fell apart, and I wasn't even fully able to identify where that last straw came from. I went out on that delivery a believer, and I got back to the store afterward feeling lighter and happier than I had in a very long time.
Of course, if you want that to be seen in a work of fiction it's important to have that set up and payoff, but there's nothing wrong with wanting to experiment with how you do it. Is there a way to make that single sudden change of mind feel satisfying? Is there a good way to express to the outside people the changes that are happening subtly? Maybe the logic of it doesn't even need to be expressed--the most important thing might be simply hammering in the profound and sudden feeling of understanding. It all depends on your story and character.
Not to be an insane person with a degree in costume design, but unfortunately, I can't be stopped
Young Sherock's Costume designer (Jany Demime) does something really interesting with costuming Sherlock and Moriarty off the jump which is matching most of their suit sets to their eye colours -- and then codifying those colours
90% of the time, dónal finn is in browns while hero fiennes tiffin is in blues/cool greys (in fact, blues and greys become sort of...holmes family coded, by the time we get to the latter episodes, but I will get to that in a moment)
most obvious example is here:
this changes when they're in paris and they go into disguise (Sherlock in brown which is meant to visual signify he is NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SHERLOCK because he's NOT IN BLUE) and then again twice in constantinople when they almost all swap to what I universally call the Desert Khakis™
this is partially practical (light colours reflect light more than dark colours, making them generally cooler to wear) but is also functional as most of the bg extras are dressed in dark tones, allowing the leads to stand out in crowd scenes.
but even in this palette swap, colour-wise they are telegraphing a few things--remember what I said re: Holmes = Blue?
when they are introduced to fake Beatrice, they try to use that visual language to signal that association:
Note all the blue accents in Mycroft, Cordelia, and Fake Beatrice's outfits.
Note that even Young Beatrice follows this rule.
I have a couple of theories re: the introduction of yellow and the colour palette swap for Sherlock--both ultimately lead back to Silas Holmes.
Let's start with Sherlock:
I think the show introduces brownish red in Sherlock to tie him to Silas. Silas is determined to emphasize Sherlock as his son and heir and their clothing reflects this:
Note how Sherlock's tie matches both Silas' robe AND Beatrice's shirt and the striping in her skirt--tied by blood and the ambition of their father.
Subconsciously, we begin to see them as a set--whether Sherlock wants to be tied to them or not (and you know he DOES)
Moriarty's wardrobe swap is more nebulous but I have a few theories.
Warming up Moriarty's palette and putting him in that chalk stripe inadvertently mirrors the warmth and twill tone-on-tone stripe that Silas has. It's a poor imitation, but an imitation nonetheless. I think there is some plot indication to the ways in which James begins to admire Silas' ambition and goals and mirrors them in himself.
Moriarty's wardrobe is ALWAYS more extravagant than Sherlock's (I immediately think of the brocaded waistcoat he wears in the first episode when they crash that party)--so it's totally par for the course that he would veer to the most saturated version of the Desert Khaki™.
Note that Moriarty's tie is blue! He's trying so hard to be Holmes adjacent in his actions and ALSO in his wardrobe!
BUT WAIT THERE'S MORE!
Unless you are either Italian or me, a person obsessed with mysteries, you may not know that the term for crime fiction and mystery in Italian is giallo which literally translates to 'yellow.' This originates from the usage of the colour in mystery novel covers in Italy during the 20s and 30s. The term is now tied to like...suspense thriller type mysteries now...particularly those with a sinister sort of air about them.
Where else do we see yellow in the show?
The mystery of Beatrice--both sweet child and also hidden accomplice to Silas Holmes.
Hodge--pompous professor secretly funding the research for a mass murder weapon
Shou'an/Xiao Wei -- moments before she drugs Sherlock and we begin to realize she is not who we think she is
James "You know me" Moriarty - future Napoleon of crime
I think costume designer Jany Demime uses yellow for Moriarty at the end to visually signal what we the audience already knows: That we don't know everything about Moriarty that the show presents to us and that neither does Sherlock.
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Started adding up all the specific terms, umbrella categories, and nuanced sub-labels I've accumulated over time and realized I could theoretically fly upwards of ten flags for pride month without repeating any.
Started adding up all the specific terms, umbrella categories, and nuanced sub-labels I've accumulated over time and realized I could theoretically fly upwards of ten flags for pride month without repeating any.
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