i’m 2000+ euros in debt, i have to pay 3000 euros to get srs in february (which is in my savings account luckily), i have to help my flatmate pay for a car accident i caused under their name which is around 900 euros, i still have to buy stuff ahead of my surgery for aftercare and a train ticket to get there and i’m not sure when my sick leave pay will kick in and how much it will be

i’m currently unable to work because of my mental situation and because i’m going to get srs in february and won’t be able to work for at least six weeks afterwards and my mental health is downward spiraling anyways

my biggest concern right now is my debt especially because idk if i’m going to be able to pay my interest anymore without getting into more debt i technically don’t have any money right now unless i use the money from my savings account which i need for my srs (i’ve saved up this money through sex work, working two jobs)

so i think this is my way of asking for help? pls if you can send me a little bit or just reblog and share this post i’d really appreciate it

Art of a black cat with white patches. It’s sitting on a snow bank, looking with wide eyes at three black leaves further down in the snow.

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