I see myself in him and it's so relatable. I used to believe that being feminine or being "part of the boys" was more cooler than being soft and feminine (Because the media that I was constantly exposed to taught me that if you were feminine or girly, it means that you're weak) . So growing up, I hated pink, girly things, dresses or makeup because I didn't want to be perceived as weak. But now, I gradually learned on how to embrace my femininity. Learning to do makeup, to do my hair, to style myself in pretty clothes, to love cute and adorable things. To me, Epel's development and acceptance of his cute appearance was refreshing. Knowing that his hatred towards his cute appearance came from constant mockery and teasing. Thus, wanting to change, he's always viewing his looks in a negative way. I find him so much more endearing and lovable whenever he embraces his cuteness, I just wish that he sees "Looks harmless, is deadly" is better than "Looks strong, is strong" appearance. Like a poison apple so delicious and tempting, yet so deadly.