Fat, Fly and Super Bi

realized many things this week and none of them were good

went on a date recently and he wants to see me again and he’s really nice but how do I make sure he’s not actually a feeder 😔

was actually in a good mood cause I got my new ac and then 5 ppl called me fat and ugly in a span of like 20 minutes two of them being my brother and his daughter so yay love that for me

I think I need to get some therapy before I can even consider dating lol

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girl telling ppl asking why I deactivated that it’s bc XYZ and not to worry and that I’m okay when she didn’t even check up on me even once lmaooooo pls don’t speak for me then??

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I haven’t been able to sleep in over a week and I’m about to start crashing out I’m so exhausted pls just let me sleep

I’m so sick of believing that no one would or could or should ever love me bc I’m fat like I know that’s not true for other people so why can’t I stop feeling about myself that way

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I’m so tired no matter how I dress I always feel like I’m either a fraud for trying to look cute or I’m proving society right by dressing matronly

I’m so tired no matter how I dress I always feel like I’m either a fraud for trying to look cute or I’m proving society right by dressing matronly